Part 39 (1/2)
”Is happiness nothing but a 'Fata Morgana'?'” asked Aubrey gently, ”Must it always vanish when just in sight?”
His eyes grew darkly pa.s.sionate as he spoke, and again Sylvie's heart beat high, but she did not answer in words,--softening the notes of her prelude she sang in a rich mezzo-soprano, whose thrilling tone penetrated to every part of the room, the quaint old Breton ballad,
”Il serait un roi! Mais quelqu'un a dit, 'Non!--Pas pour toi! 'Reste en prison,--ecoute le chant d'amour, 'Et le doux son des baisers que la Reine a promit 'A celui qui monte, sans peur et sans retour Au Palais D'Iffry!' Helas, mon ami, C'est triste d'ecouter le chanson sans le chanter aussi!”
Aubrey listened to the sweet far-reaching notes--”Sans peur, et sans retour, au Palais D'Iffry”! Thither would he climb--to that enchanted palace of love with its rainbow towers glittering in the ”light that never was on sea or land”--to the throne of that queen whose soft eyes beckoned him--whose kiss waited for him--everything now must be for her--all the world for her sake, willingly lost or willingly won! And what of the work he had undertaken? The people to whom he had pledged his life? The great Christ-message he had determined to re-preach for the comfort of the million lost and sorrowful? His brows contracted,--and a sudden shadow of pain clouded the frank clearness of his eyes. Gherardi's words came back to his memory,--”You have embarked in a most hopeless cause! You will help the helpless, and as soon as they are rescued out of trouble they will turn and rend you,--you will try to teach them the inner mysteries of G.o.d's working and they will say you are possessed of a devil!” Then he thought of another and grander saying--”Whoso, putting his hand to the plough, looketh back, is not fit for the Kingdom of G.o.d!--” and over all rang the enchanting call of the siren's voice--
”Et le doux son des baisers que la Reine a promit A celui qui monte, sans peur et sans retour Au Palais D'Iffry!”
and he so lost himself in a tangle of thought that he did not observe how closely Monsignor Gherardi was studying every expression of his face, and he started as if he had been awakened from a dream when Sylvie's song ceased, and Sylvie herself glanced up at him.
”Music seems to make you sad, Mr. Leigh!” she said timidly.
”Not music--but sometimes the fancies which music engenders, trouble me,” he answered, bending his earnest searching eyes upon her, and wondering within himself whether such a small, slight gossamer thing of beauty, brilliant as a tropical humming-bird, soft and caressable as a dove, could possibly be expected to have the sweet yet austere fort.i.tude and firmness needed to be a true ”helpmeet” to him in the work he had undertaken, and the life he had determined to lead. He noted all the dainty trifles of her toilette half doubtingly, half admiringly,--the knot of rich old lace that fastened her sables,--the solitary star-like diamond which held that lace in careless position--the numerous little touches of taste and elegance which made her so unique and graceful among women--and a pang shot through his heart as he thought of her wealth, and his own poverty. She meanwhile, on her part, was studying him with all the close interest that a cultured and refined woman feels, who is strongly conscious of having awakened a sudden and masterful pa.s.sion in a man whom she secretly admires. A triumphant sense of her own power moved her, allied to a much more rare and beautiful emotion--the sense of soul-submission to a greater and higher life than her own. And so it chanced that never had she looked so charming--never had her fair cheeks flushed a prettier rose--never had her easy fascination of manner been so bewitchingly troubled by hesitation and timidity--never had her eyes sparkled with a softer or more irresistible languor. Aubrey felt that he was fast losing his head as he watched her move, speak, and smile,--and with a sudden bracing up of his energies resolved to make his adieux at once.
”I must be going,--” he began to say, when his arm was touched from behind, and he turned to confront Florian Varillo, who smiled with all the brilliancy his white and even teeth could give him.
”Why must you be going?” asked Varillo cheerily, ”Why not stay and dine with my future father-in-law, and Angela, and the eminent Cardinal? We shall all be charmed!”
”Thanks, no!--I have letters to write to England . . .”
”Good-bye!” said the Comtesse Hermenstein at this juncture,--”I am going to drive the Princesse D'Agramont round the Pincio, will you join us, Mr. Leigh? The Princesse is anxious to know you--may I introduce you?”
And without waiting for a reply, as the Princesse was close at hand, she performed the ceremony of introduction at once in her own light graceful fas.h.i.+on.
”Truly a strange meeting!” laughed Varillo, ”You three ought to be very good friends! The Comtesse Hermenstein is a devout daughter of the Roman Church--Madame la Princesse is against all Churches--and you, Mr.
Leigh, are making your own Church!”
Aubrey did not reply. It was not the time or place to discuss either his principles or his work, moreover he was strangely troubled by hearing Sylvie described as ”a devout daughter of the Roman Church.”
”I am charmed!” said the Princesse D'Agramont, ”Good fortune really seems to favour me for once, for in the s.p.a.ce of a fortnight I have met two of the most distinguished men of the time, 'Gys Grandit', and Aubrey Leigh!”
Aubrey bowed.
”You are too kind, Madame! Grandit and I have been friends for some years, though we have never seen each other since I parted from him in Touraine. But we have always corresponded.”
”You have of course heard who he really is? The son of Abbe Vergniaud?”
continued the Princesse.
”I have heard--but only this morning, and I do not know any of the details of the story.”
”Then you must certainly come and drive with us,” said Loyse D'Agramont, ”for I can tell you all about it. I wrote quite a brilliant essay on it for the Figaro, and called it 'Church Morality'!” She laughed. ”Come,--we will take no denial!”
Aubrey tried to refuse, but could not,--the attraction,--the 'will o'
the wisp' magnetism of Sylvie's dainty personality drew him on, and in a few minutes, after taking respectful leave of the Cardinal, Prince Sovrani, and Angela, he left the studio in the company of the two ladies. Pa.s.sing Monsignor Gherardi on the way out he received a wide smile and affable salute from that personage.
”A pleasant drive to you, Mr. Leigh,” he said, ”The view from the Pincio is considered extremely fine!”
Aubrey made some formal answer and went his way. Gherardi returned to the studio and resumed his confidential talk with Bonpre, while one by one the visitors departed, till at last the only persons left in the vast room were Angela and Florian Varillo, Prince Pietro, and the two dignitaries of the Church. Florian was irritated, and made no secret of his irritation to his fair betrothed, with whom he sat a little apart from the others in the room.