Part 44 (1/2)

”They adjust themselves,” said Lady Engleton.

”Adjust themselves!” Hadria vindictively flicked off the head of a dandelion with her parasol. ”They awake to find they have been living in a Fool's Paradise--a little upholstered corner with stained gla.s.s windows and rose-coloured light. They find that suddenly they are expected to place in the centre of their life everything that up to that moment they have scarcely been allowed even to know about; they find that they must obediently veer round, with the amiable adaptability of a well-oiled weather-c.o.c.k. Every instinct, every prejudice must be thrown over. All the effects of their training must be instantly overcome. And all this with perfect subjection and cheerfulness, on pain of moral avalanches and deluges, and heaven knows what convulsions of conventional nature!”

”There certainly is some curious incongruity in our training,” Lady Engleton admitted.

”Incongruity! Think what it means for a girl to have been taught to connect the idea of something low and evil with that which nevertheless is to lie at the foundation of all her after life. That is what it amounts to, and people complain that women are not logical.”

Lady Engleton laughed. ”Fortunately things work better in practice than might be expected, judging them in the abstract. How bashful Professor Theobald seems suddenly to have become! Why doesn't he join us, I wonder? However, so much the better; I do like to hear you talk heresy.”

”I do more than talk it, I _mean_ it,” said Hadria. ”I fail utterly to get at the popular point of view.”

”But you misrepresent it--there _are_ modifying facts in the case.”

”I don't see them. Girls are told: 'So and so is not a nice thing for you to talk about. Wait, however, until the proper signal is given, and then woe betide you if you don't cheerfully accept it as your bounden duty.' If _that_ does not enjoin abject slavishness and deliberate immorality of the most cold-blooded kind, I simply don't know what does.”

Lady Engleton seemed to ponder somewhat seriously, as she stood looking down at the grave beside her.

”How we ever came to have tied ourselves into such an extraordinary mental knot is what bewilders me,” Hadria continued, ”and still more, why it is that we all, by common consent, go on acting and talking as if the tangled skein ran smooth and straight through one's fingers.”

”Chiefly, perhaps, because women won't speak out,” suggested Lady Engleton.

”They have been so drilled,” cried Hadria, ”so gagged, so deafened, by 'the shrieks of near relations.'”

Lady Engleton was asking for an explanation, when the wedding-bells began to clang out from the belfry, merry and roughly rejoicing.

”Tom-boy bells,” Hadria called them. They seemed to tumble over one another and pick themselves up again, and give chase, and roll over in a heap, and then peal firmly out once more, laughing at their romping digression, joyous and thoughtless and simple-hearted. ”Evidently without the least notion what they are celebrating,” said Hadria.

The bride came out of church on her husband's arm. The children set up a shout. Hadria and Lady Engleton, and, farther back, Professor Theobald and Joseph Fleming, could see the two figures pa.s.s down to the carriage and hear the carriage drive away. Hadria drew a long breath.

”I am afraid she was in love with Joseph Fleming,” remarked Lady Engleton. ”I hoped at one time that he cared for her, but that Irish friend of Marion's, Katie O'Halloran, came on the scene and spoilt my little romance.”

”I wonder why she married this man? I wonder why the wind blows?” was added in self-derision at the question.

The rest of the party were now departing. ”O sleek wedding guests,”

Hadria apostrophized them, ”how solemnly they sat there, like all-knowing sphinxes, watching, watching, and that child so helpless--handcuffed, manacled! How many prayers will be offered at the shrine of the G.o.ddess of Duty within the next twelve months!”

Mrs. Jordan, a British matron of solid proportions, pa.s.sed down the path on the arm of a comparatively puny cavalier. The sight seemed to stir up some demon in Hadria's bosom. Fantastic, derisive were her comments on that excellent lady's most cherished principles, and on her well-known and much-vaunted mode of training her large family of daughters.

”Only the traditional ideas carried out by a woman of narrow mind and strong will,” said Lady Engleton.

”Oh those traditional ideas! They might have issued fresh and hot from an asylum for criminal lunatics.”

”You are deliciously absurd, Hadria.”

”It is the criminal lunatics who are absurd,” she retorted. ”Do you remember how those poor girls used to bewail the restrictions to their reading?”

”Yes, it was really a _reductio ad absurdum_ of our system. The girls seemed afraid to face anything. They would rather die than think. (I wonder why Professor Theobald lingers so up there by the chancel? The time must be getting on.)”

Hadria glanced towards him and made no comment. She was thinking of Mrs.

Jordan's daughters.