Part 14 (1/2)
'Jon?'
'Yes, my friend.'
'Read me something from the Book.'
'What would you like to hear?'
'Psalm 22.'
Shannow fetched his Bible, found the pa.s.sage and began to read: 'My G.o.d, My G.o.d, why hast thou forsaken me, why are thou so far from helping me, and from the words of my roaring . . .' Shannow read on until he reached the verse: 'The a.s.sembly of the wicked have inclosed me: They pierced my hands and feet. I may tell all my bones: They look and stare upon me.' Shannow stopped reading and the tears ran down his cheeks and dropped to the pages.
Karitas closed his eyes and his head fell forward. Shannow went to him and the old man rallied briefly, but Shannow watched the light of life go out of his bright eyes. He stumbled to his Bible and Lifted it from the snow, brus.h.i.+ng it clean. Returning to the old man, he read: 'The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul. He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the Shadow of Death I will fear no evil, for thou art with me . . .' He could read no more.
Shannow screamed then in his anguish and his voice echoed in the hills. He fell to his knees in the snow and covered his face with his hands.
The boy Selah found him there at dusk, half-frozen and semi-coherent. He pulled him to his feet and took him to a small cave where he lit a fire. After a while Shannow slept. Selah led the horses into the cave and covered the Jerusalem Man with a blanket.
Shannow awoke in the night. Selah was sitting staring into the fire.
'Where are the men?'
'All dead,' Selah said.
'How?'
'I took the horses as you said and headed them west. ShonaJ and the others joined me there and we went north, as you ordered. There we ran into another group of h.e.l.lborn, they must have split up and attacked our women, even as we were attacking their camp.
They caught us in the open ground and their guns cut into us, I was at the back, and I wheeled my horse and ran like a coward.'
'Dying is a poor way of proving your courage, Selah.'
'They have destroyed us, Thunder-maker. All my people are gone.'
'I know, boy. There are no words to ease the grief.'
'Why? Why would they just kill? There is no reason. Even the Carns killed for food. Why should these h.e.l.lborn cause such pain?'
'There is no answer,' said Shannow. 'Get some sleep, lad. Tomorrow we will set out to find my people.'
'You will take me with you?'
'If you would like to come.'
'Will we hunt the h.e.l.lborn?'
'No, Selah. We will avoid them.'
'I want to kill them all.'
'I can understand that, but one man and a boy cannot change the face of the world. One day they will lose. G.o.d will not allow them to persevere and prosper.'
'Your G.o.d did not protect my people,' said Selah.
'No, but he kept you alive. And me.'
Shannow lay back, pillowing his head on his arms and staring at the fire shadows on the ceiling of the cave. He recalled Karitas' warning that the h.e.l.lborn were looking for him and puzzled at it. Why? What had he done to make them hunt him? Why should an army seek him?
He closed his eyes and drifted into sleep, dreaming that he floated above a great building of stone at the centre of a dark, drear city. Sounds like great hammers upon giant anvils boomed in the night and crowds milled around taverns and squares. Shannow floated down to the stone building and saw statues of homed and scaled demons beside a long stairway leading up to doors of oak. He moved up the stairway, pa.s.sing through the closed doors and into a hall lined with carved shapes of dragons and lizards. A circular staircase led to an observatory where a long telescope pointed to the stars and several men in red robes were working with quill and parchment. Shannow floated by them. At another door two guards stood, holding rifles across their chests. Pa.s.sing them, he entered a room lit with red candles.
Here sat a man studying maps. He was handsome, with dark hair greying at the temples.
His nose was long and straight, his mouth full and sensual and his eyes grey and humorous.
He was wearing a white s.h.i.+rt, grey trousers and shoes of snakeskin. He stiffened as Shannow floated behind him, and rose.
'Welcome, Mr Shannow,' he said, turning and staring directly up at him. His eyes were mocking now, and Shannow felt fear rising towards terror as a dark cloud coalesced around the man and rose towards him. The Jerusalem Man moved back and the cloud took form; a huge bloated head, horned and scaled, and a cavernous mouth rimmed with pointed teeth gaped before him. Arms grew from the cloud and taloned fingers reached out towards him ... He fled to his body and awoke sweating, jerking up from his blankets and stifling a scream. His eyes swept around the cave past the sleeping Selah and the two horses. Fighting down his panic, Shannow drew his right-hand pistol from the scabbard beside his head. The gun was cold in his hand.
He lay back and closed his eyes and instantly the demon was upon him, its talons tearing at him.
Again he awoke, shaking with terror. Calming himself, he prayed long and earnestly; then he.sheathed his pistol, crossed his arms and slept.
Once more he was above the stone building with the demon racing towards him. He raised his hands and two s.h.i.+ning swords appeared there. He sped towards the demon and the swords flashed into its bloated body. Talons ripped at him but he ignored them, slas.h.i.+ng and cutting in a maniacal frenzy. The beast was forced back, and in its blood-red eyes Shannow saw the birth of fear. Rearing up, the Jerusalem Man plunged his swords into its face. Smoke writhed up from the wounds and the beast disappeared.
In its place floated the handsome man wearing a robe of purest white.
'I underestimated you, Mr Shannow,' he said.
'Who are you?'
'I am Abaddon. You should know the name.'
The name is in the Book of Revelation,' said Shannow. The angel of the bottomless pit. You are not he - you are merely a man.'
'Who is to say, Mr Shannow? If a man does not die, then he is divine. I have lived for three hundred and forty-six years, thanks to the Lord of this World.'
'You serve the Serpent,' stated Shannow.
'I serve the One who Conquered. How can you be such a fool, Mr Shannow? Armageddon is over, and where is the New Jerusalem? Where does the wolf sit down with the lamb?
Where does the lion eat straw like, the cattle? Nowhere, Mr Shannow. The world died and your G.o.d died with it. You and I are the opposite extremes of the new order. My land flourishes; my armies can conquer the world. And you? You are a lonely man wandering the world like a shadow, unwelcome and unwanted - just like your G.o.d.'
Shannow felt the weight of truth bear down on him like a rock, but he said nothing.
'Lost for words, Mr Shannow? You should have listened to old Karitas. He had the chance to join me over a century ago, but he preferred to live in the woods like some venerated hermit. Now he is dead, quite poetically so - and his grubby people died with him. You will be next, Mr Shannow, unless you would prefer to join the h.e.l.lborn?'
There is no inducement under the stars which could tempt me to join you,' answered Shannow.
'Is there not? What about the life of Donna Taybard?'
Shannow blinked in shock and drew back. The handsome man laughed.