C13 (1/2)

Chu Mengyao's mood has been in a state of uneasiness for four days. She can't eat at all. Every time she closes her eyes, she always dreams about her daughter who died in the womb. At the moment of the car accident, he blocks her with his body and protects her. The blood on his head drops on her face Every time she woke up, her pillow was wet.

Now that her daughter is gone, the only thing that can prove her existence is the wound on her abdomen. Only this wound can prove that Xiaoyi once came to this world.

He is now struggling in the intensive care unit on the line of life and death, but she can't even see him. She can only guess and worry.

In the evening, when the doctor came to inspect the room as usual, he gave her a general examination and informed her that she would be discharged tomorrow. She suddenly felt flustered.

Now she's in the hospital, in the same building as him, and she can still be outside the intensive care unit. Although she can't see him, she knows he's alive. If she really leaves the hospital, it will be very difficult for her to come here again every day.

She wanted to be closer to him.

The accompanying sister-in-law Zhang has fallen asleep. Chu Mengyao gets up from the hospital bed and walks slowly along the corridor. Every step of the way, her abdominal wound hurts deeply. She finally walks to the door of the intensive care unit. Her face is pale and her head is covered with sweat.

The nurse on duty was just sitting there dozing off. When she saw Chu Mengyao walking slowly by the wall, she was shocked and sweating. She was a little displeased. ”I told you long ago that you can't visit here? Why are you here again? ”

Chu Mengyao put all the weight of her whole body on the nurse's desk. Her lips were pale. ”I just want to stay for a while.” she will be discharged tomorrow. She left the hospital. She really doesn't know when she will come here next time. Although she knew she couldn't get in, she came here. She just wanted to be closer to him and stay a little longer.

Seeing her weak appearance, the nurse frowned impatiently, but she knew that Chu Mengyao would come every day. She also learned something about the patient's physical condition from other nurses, and her tone was a little more relaxed. ”You take good care of your body first. After a few days of cesarean section, if you get out of bed and walk around, it will cause drooping. What's more It will affect future production. ”

Chu Mengyao has a bitter smile, later production? It's hard to say whether he can survive now. Who is she going to have a baby with? Besides, even if he recovered, between them Remembering that he has signed the divorce agreement and that Zhou Biying is pregnant, they It is estimated that there will be a divorce.

”A woman should cherish herself a little more,” the nurse said in a voice to comfort her. ”The body is her own. If she really breaks down her body, it's still her own fault.” The nurse sighed, ”I didn't pay attention when I was in confinement. Now I feel headache as soon as I get wind You can't feel it now, and you don't know what kind of disease will fall in the future! ”

Chu Mengyao sat on the chair of the nurse station, looking at the ICU all the time. She didn't seem to hear what the nurse said, ”is he better today? Is he awake?”

”Don't embarrass me. We can't disclose the patient's information.”

Hearing this, Chu Mengyao lowered her head, looked at her hands crossed on her chest, and said bitterly, ”I'm his wife, but you don't tell me about his illness. I want to know why, as a wife, I can't know my husband's condition and visit him? ”

The nurse did not speak.

”You also have children and husbands. If they really have something, you are the first guardian, and you will know their news at the first time.” Chu Mengyao's voice is very painful, ”my child, I didn't even see, was treated by your hospital.”

Referring to the child she had never met, Chu Mengyao's voice choked, ”why do you want to be so unkind? Don't I even have the right to have a look at the child? I am the mother of my child, but I have no right to deal with my child. She was treated as medical waste without my knowledge. It was burned. You are so cruel! Even if I want to build a grave for her, I don't know what to put in it... ”

Nurses are also people who have children and husbands. Although the things Chu Mengyao said are common in the hospital, she is in a bad mood to hear her saying so helpless and sad.

”She has been in my stomach for so long, and the indicators have been very good, but I didn't expect that this would be the case now. She is my child. ”Chu Mengyao's voice has an irrepressible pain. The separation of flesh and bone that she has never met makes her too painful.” even if I am very sad and reproach myself, I can only bear to accept the result. But now my husband is in intensive care unit, he is still struggling on the line of life and death, but I can't go to see him. I don't know what his situation is. I want to know what all this is for? ”

Then she began to cry, ”I just want to see him and see what he's like now. I just want to see my husband. Why do you treat me like this... ”The nurse's eyes were also red. She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said in a low voice, ”we are also in a dilemma.” Chu Mengyao comes here several times a day, and their nurses are very sympathetic to her, but there is a strict explanation. Only Ruan qingdie can go in to visit, and no one else can. Besides, the intensive care unit itself is very strict. They can't risk losing their jobs to help her.