C162 (1/2)
Tao Fei came to Mengyao and said, ”have you ever heard of depression before?”
Mengyao stares at him, still restless, ”I know depression, what do you want to say?”
Looking at Mengyao like this, Tao FeiJin suddenly feels that Mengyao has the right to know what's wrong with her emotions, instead of hiding from her and looking for someone to look at her at the same time.
”Do you feel that you are always in a bad mood recently?” Tao FeiJin asked carefully.
”What are you trying to say?” Chu Mengyao is a little impatient.
She suddenly raised her voice and yelled: ”Sister Zhang, Sister Zhang, let you pour tea. OK, how can it be so slow?”
Sister Zhang came out with a cup of tea, a little uneasy. Mengyao is angry up, sternly scolded, ”how do you do it! Slow hands and slow feet, do you want to do it? ”
Sister Zhang is at a loss. She's always sharp and can't be slow. But recently, her wife doesn't know what's going on. She's always picking her nose and eyes.
Tao FeiJin gives sister-in-law Zhang a soothing look and signals that she can go down.
”Mengyao,” Tao FeiJin thought about the wording in his mind, ”you've recently Are you always angry? You're going to get angry if you don't like a little thing? ”
Mengyao disagreed. She was very emotional and waved her arm, ”what's the matter with you? How can this be a trivial matter? I want to drink water. Does she want to die of thirst? ”
Tao FeiJin pressed her hand and said in a warm voice, ”you've never been like this before. You've only recently begun to be so anxious.”
Meng Yao looks at him in a daze.
Tao FeiJin's eyes, is unable to hide the worry and sad, ”I asked the doctor, she said prenatal depression is very likely.”
Meng Yao lowered her head. Most of the time, she was rational and sober, ”I Is it really depression? ” She couldn't believe it.
”Do you have a lot of ups and downs recently, and always feel anxious, even pessimistic and desperate for no reason?” Tao FeiJin still holds her hand and doesn't want to let it go.
Mengyao nodded slowly. She looked at Tao FeiJin with wide eyes, deep in her eyes was a piece of fear, ”I always feel very bad recently, and I always want to lose my temper. I always feel that when is the end of my life like this.”
Mengyao said and shed tears, ”sometimes I really want to die.”
”That's typical depression.” Tao FeiJin's voice is very low, with a calming power. ”But it doesn't matter. According to the doctor, early depression can be self controlled and treated. You are always a strong and optimistic person. You can do it.”
Mengyao bowed her head, thinking.
Tao FeiJin looked at her, ”usually you go out for a walk to relax your mood. The doctor introduces the method of watching the rest and meditation. You can try to learn it, which can help you adjust your mood as soon as possible.”
Mengyao raises her head and looks into Tao FeiJin's concerned eyes.
Her big eyes were confused. She put her hands on her stomach like protection and asked hesitantly: ”depression Will it affect the children? ”
Tao FeiJin was very sad. She didn't think of herself at all. She was just worried that it would affect her children.
”Yes,” he said without hesitation, ”if you are not happy, the child will not be healthy.”
Mengyao a shock, Tao FeiJin then said: ”Fu Yi is about to come back, you do not want him to work hard to come back, in the face of anxiety and irritability of you and an unhealthy child.”
Mengyao thought about it and nodded silently.
Tao FeiJin smile, ”for you Fu Yi, for your children, for yourself, you have to make yourself happy.”
Mengyao didn't know how much she had heard. She nodded vaguely, ”don't worry, I will take care of myself.”
Tao Fei sighs in his heart, but he has nothing to do. He has to keep away from Mengyao and tell sister-in-law Zhang to put away everything that can hurt Mengyao and try not to leave her alone.
After saying goodbye to Mengyao, he calls Fu Yi and turns it off again. Tao FeiJin is very angry. He thinks for a long time and sends a text message. Mengyao suffers from prenatal depression.
Needless to say, if Fu Yi cared about Mengyao, he would try to understand the horror of this symptom.
Mengyao is lying on the couch in her bedroom, staring at the ceiling, dazed.
In fact, on the second day of the wedding, her mood was not right, but she could control herself at that time. Recently, however, she couldn't control herself any more. Many times, she didn't want to control herself at all, just wanted to get angry.
After her mood calmed down, she would regret and wonder, but she didn't think about depression.
Mengyao is just innocent, but she is not a fool. Fu Yi is not on a business trip, she knows.
She also knows that Fu Yi is now at his mother's home in Canada, rather than claiming to be dealing with business.
Sometimes midnight dream back, she really hate themselves, hate themselves, why must know, if he has been silly to think that he went on a business trip, is not what depression.She felt abandoned, which made her wonder why? She repeatedly recalled that she and Fu Yi got along bit by bit, and there was no sign that Fu Yi hated her, but why did she fall into such a situation?
Especially recently, he didn't make a single phone call and didn't get any news.
Countless times, Mengyao thought of death. Perhaps only death can be extricated, only death, it will not be like now so worried about gain and loss, pain tangled.