Part 32 (1/2)

”Wait a minute,” said the old clerk, and again invaded the office.

”They 'ain't paid their hired girl,” he said, in a whisper. ”Had we better--”

”Better what?” said Anderson, impatiently, though he looked confused.

”Better send them things to the Carrolls'?”

”Didn't I tell you? What--”

”Oh, all right, sir,” said the clerk, and retreated hastily. At times he had an awe of his employer.

”Goin' to take all that truck to the Carrolls'?” inquired the consumptive deliverer.

”Yep,” replied the boy, lugging out the flour-bag.

”Credit,” whispered the man.

The boy nodded.

The man essayed a whistle, but he coughed. ”Well, it's none of my funeral,” he declared, when he got his breath, ”but I hear he's a dead-beat. I s'pose he knows what he is about.”

”If he don't, n.o.body is goin' to tell him, you bet,” said the boy, succinctly.

”Well, it's none of my funeral,” said the man, and he coughed again, and gathered up the reins, and drove away in a cloud of dust down the street. It had not rained for two weeks and the roads gave evidence of it.

Anderson, back in his office, heard the sound of the retreating wheels with a feeling of annoyance, even scorn of himself for his gullibility, and his stress upon the financial part of the affair.

He was losing a good deal of money, and he did not wish to do so. ”I am a fool,” he told himself, with that voice of mentality which sounds the loudest, to the consciousness, of any voice on earth. He frowned, then he laughed a little, and began mounting a fine new b.u.t.terfly specimen. ”Other men marry and spend their hard earnings in that way, on love,” said he. ”Why should I not spend mine after this fas.h.i.+on if I choose?”

That noon, as he pa.s.sed out of the store on his way home to dinner, Ina and Charlotte came out of the dressmaker's opposite. They looked flushed and happily excited. Charlotte carried a large parcel. They rushed past without seeing him at all, as he gained the opposite sidewalk. He walked along, grave and self-possessed. n.o.body seeing him would have dreamed of his inward perturbation, that spiritual alienation as secret as the processes of the body.

n.o.body could have suspected how his fond thought and yearning followed one of those small, hurrying, girlish figures. In a way the man, even with his frustrated aims in the progress of life, was so superior to the little, unconscious feminine thing whose chief a.s.sets of life were her youth and innocence, and even those of slight weight against the man's age and innocence, that it seemed a pity.

It was not a case of pearls before swine, but seemingly rather of pearls before canary-birds or b.u.t.terflies, which would not defile them, but flutter over them unheedingly.

However, it may be better to cast away one's pearls of love before anything, rather than keep them. Anderson, walking along home to his dinner in the summer noon, loving foolishly and unreasonably this young girl who would never, probably, place the slightest value on his love, was not actively unhappy. After he had turned the corner of the street on which his house stood he heard the whistle of the noon-train, and soon the carriages from the station came whirling in sight.

Samson Rawdy came first, driving a victoria in which sat the gentleman who had been pointed out to him as Ina Carroll's _fiance_.

He glanced at him approvingly, and the thought even was in his mind that had this stranger been going to marry Charlotte, instead of her sister, he could have had nothing to say against his appearance.

Suddenly, Major Arms in the victoria looked full at him and bowed, raising his hat in his soldierly fas.h.i.+on. Anderson was surprised, but returned the salutation promptly.

”Who was that gentleman bowing to you?” his mother asked, as he went up the front steps. She was standing on the porch in her muslin morning panoply.

”He is the gentleman who is to marry the eldest daughter of Captain Carroll,” replied Anderson.

”Do you know him?”

”No.”

”He bowed.”