Vol Chapter 83 (1/2)
Another long chapters…
Chapter 83 The Ex-boyfriend that she ever loved deeply
His question as if Pandora Box that opened her heart.
She never thought that he still remembered the promise she ever made for him. It true that this kiss was saved for Feng Chen Yi as birthday present, but now this present has been forgotten by her as time pa.s.sed…
Her body frozen and stiff, it only her heart that still beat, but every beat of her heart only gives her pain, it hurt…
She cannot see his face, but she can feel the tightly embraced to herself by him and also the voices of broken heart.
“The present that you promised me for the 18th birthday I have take it, and also I want to take the 19th too. Now!” he loosens his embrace and looked at her: “I don’t care with who you are, I also not bother what have you did with him. Just immediately! Now! You…back to my side!” This kind of order make other cannot refuse, it sound alike command. But somehow his eyes showed pleading to her.
Ha, so that the bossy Feng Chen Yi also able to show this kind of expression? Suddenly she feels so ridicule, why he never told her like this during the time both of them just broke up? Why must now? Why must wait until there is no turning back? Why must wait until she had made lover contract and then he came to her and said these things, didn’t he know…everything just too late?
“Feng Chen Yi, I asked you… why are you asking me to come back to your side? Do you wish me to see you continue to sleep with another woman? Or do you want to hurt me more? You know what I want! I just want to have man that only love me, a man that only belong to me, but… not a man like you!”
Reason, reason, all only reasons, Yao Yao is trying to make up reason to put all the responsible into him, although the current Feng Chen Yi might become the sincere man, would she still able together with him?
Why don’t you tell him that you have been already someone lover? Because… you are afraid he will look down at you, right? Ha, this is really absurd!
All the past memories had gone, the past pure and innocent love also gone, the current her is not match for Feng Chen Yi!
Coldly sway his hand, she steady walking out from the corridor and left. Don’t cry, don’t cry, she cannot cry now. Her small hand made a fist, it still few steps before she leaving this place…
“Luo Yao Yao, do you really confident that your current boyfriend really loves you? Or don’t he also rotten man as me?”
She stopped, listened to Feng Chen Yi cold voice, she not dare to turn her back, moreover she not even dare to answer his question.
The important thing is she not really understand what kind of man Yu Ao Tian and she also does not want to know about him, also perhaps Yu Ao Tian is more rotten compare to Feng Chen Yi, hundred and thousand times, again what can she do and what guarantee she has?
Feng Chen Yi just did not know, she never cares with that rotten Yu Ao Tian because…
She not loves him.
Because…
She is only his lover.
So why should she bother with all women at his sides?
She reached the door at the corridor edge, the light from outside pierce her eyes. Another seconds…
“Pa” she got hard slap. Yao Yao can feel her face burn hot and pain. When she able to react, the person who stood in front of the door is Li Ruo Ting.
“Ruo Ting! What did you do?” Feng Chen Yi is rus.h.i.+ng to the door.
“I have seen all! I have seen what both of you did in here. Luo Yao Yao you don’t have right to say me before because you just same as me!” after said, Li Ruo Ting raised her hand again prepare to give Yao Yao another slap.
But just in time her hand is stopped by Feng Chen Yi, when Li Ruo Ting gained herself, Feng Chen Yi has already slapped Li Ruo Ting.
“Chen Yi, you…” looking at Feng Chen Yi cold expression, Li Ruo Ting swallow back her words, she hurt and crying.
Does not want to hear, does not want to see, Yao Yao feels her world has changed to be grey, she just wanted to leave this place, leaving this noisy world…
She turned her back and leaving the restaurant as fast as she can. Finally tears that she held dropping and wet her cheek.
Why every time she has determined to give up, Feng Chen Yi heartlessly came into her world, messing with her life?
Why giving up a man that had hurt her can be such difficult? Even now, even now when he has already had new girlfriend, when heard him brought up to reunite why she must be so flatter? And also hurt?
When she wanted to remember all the beautiful memories suddenly all the bad came out, she almost forget all the beautiful memory and remember all the bad ones.
Why…why…why…
At this moment, Yao Yao had too much, she had too much why, too much that she not understood, and also the most important that she wanted to ask…
If time really can turn back, could both of them back to the most beautiful moment they had before….
“Ruo Ting, you better know clearly what is our relations.h.i.+p!” inside the restaurant, Feng Chen Yi coldly said and then he left.
“Chen Yi…” Seeing at his figure that almost disappeared in front of her eyes Li Ruo Ting crying alone by herself.
After both of them got caught by Yao Yao, indeed they never had clear broke up, but she forcibly herself silently to stay at his side.
But…she really, she really loves Feng Chen Yi, so that even she does not have any status with him, she willingly crawling to his bed as his bed-mate.
“Have you seen my big sister?” Li Ruo Ting came back to the private room, today she is coming with her big sister. But unknown she even caught Yao Yao and Feng Chen Yi kissing in the corridor not far from toilet.
“Miss Li, your big sister is in next private room.”
“Next private room?” she wiped dried her tear, she knocking the door of the private room: “Sis…”
When she opened the door that moment: “Uh, I am sorry.”
She saw Yu Ao Tian and Li Mei Yun is kissing, this scenery is piercing for Li Ruo Ting.
“Ruo Ting.” Li Mei Yun hurried loosens up her hand that wrapped into Yu Ao Tian’s waist: “What happen to you?”
I… I…
Seeing her little sister eyes that wet with tear, she helplessly smiled at Yu Ao Tian: “Today I asked my little sister to accompany me for relieving my boredom, but now…it seems that I must comfort her.”
“En, go busy on your thing.”
“Well, I take my leave, Ao Tian.”