Part 27 (1/2)

”Oh, nothing.”

”No, no, I cannot be put off in that way. You were going to say that you thought I should have distributed my stores long ago, or that I ought to have sent for them for the use of the hospital. I really ought to have done so. It would have been only fair, but in fact the idea never occurred to me. Rene had the keys of my rooms and I told him to use the stores as he liked, meaning for himself and for our comrades of the studio.”

”I should have thought,” she began again, and then, as before, hesitated, and then asked, abruptly, ”Have you not something to tell me, Cuthbert--something that an old friend would tell to another? I have been expecting you to tell me all the time you were in the hospital, and have felt hurt you did not.”

Cuthbert looked at her in surprise. There was a slight flush on her cheek and it was evident that she was deeply in earnest.

”Tell you something, Mary,” he repeated. ”I really don't know what you mean--no, honestly, I have not a notion.”

”I don't wish to pry into your secrets,” she said, coldly. ”I learned them accidentally, but as you don't wish to take me into your confidence we will say no more about it.”

”But we must say more about it,” he replied. ”I repeat I have no idea of what you are talking about. I have no secret whatever on my mind. By your manner it must be something serious, and I think I have a right to know what it is.”

She was silent for a moment and then said--

”If you wish it I can have no possible objection to tell you. I will finish the question I began twice. I should have thought that you would have wished that your stores should be sent to the lady you are engaged to.”

Cuthbert looked at her in silent surprise.

”My dear Mary,” he said, gravely, at last, ”either you are dreaming or I am. I understood that your reply to my question, the year before last, was as definite and as absolute a refusal as a man could receive.

Certainly I have not from that moment had any reason to entertain a moment's doubt that you yourself intended it as a rejection.”

”What are you talking about?” she asked, rising to her feet with an energy of which a few minutes before she would have deemed herself altogether incapable. ”Are you pretending that I am alluding to myself, are you insulting me by suggesting that I mean that I am engaged to you?”

”All I say is, Mary, that if you do not mean that, I have not the most remote idea in the world what you do mean.”

”You say that because you think it is impossible I should know,” Mary retorted, indignantly, ”but you are mistaken. I have had it from her own lips.”

”That she was engaged to me?”

”She came to the hospital to see you the night you were brought in, and she claimed admittance on the ground that she was affianced to you.”

Cuthbert's surprise changed to alarm as it flashed across him that the heavy work and strain had been too much for the girl, and that her brain had given way.

”I think that there must be some mistake, Mary,” he said, soothingly.

”There is no mistake,” she went on, still more indignantly; ”she came with your friend, Rene, and I knew her before she spoke, for I had seen her face in a score of places in your sketch-book, and you told me she was a model in your studio. It is no business of mine, Mr. Hartington, whom you are going to marry. I can understand, perhaps, your wish that the matter should remain for a time a secret, but I did not think when I told you that I knew it, you would have kept up the affectation of ignorance. I have always regarded you as being truthful and honorable beyond all things, and I am bitterly disappointed. I was hurt that you should not have given your confidence to me, but I did think when I told you that I knew your secret you would have manfully owned it, and not descended to a pretence of ignorance.”

For a moment Cuthbert's face had expressed bewilderment, but as she went on speaking, a smile stole across his face. Mary noticed it and her voice and manner changed.

”I think, Mr. Hartington,” she said, with great dignity, ”you must see that it will be pleasanter for us both that this interview shall terminate.”

He rose from his seat, took his hat off the table, and said, quietly--

”I have but one observation to make before I go. You have discovered, Miss Brander, that you made one mistake in your life. Has it never struck you that you might also have made a mistake this time? I think that our very long acquaintance might have induced you to hesitate a little before you a.s.sumed it as a certainty that your old acquaintance was acting in this way, and that for the sake of old times you might have given him the benefit of the doubt.”

The strength that Mary's indignation had given her, deserted her suddenly. Her fingers tightened on the back of the chair by her side for support.