Chapter 369 (1/2)
”Maybe he doesn't want you to spend your last time in pain...” Ji Changlin shook his head.
”But I don't feel pain. Really, I will. I enjoy it. If at that moment, I will spend the last time with him happily. Why can't he think about it for me? And you have to hurt me under the pretext of ”for your own good...”
”Does he know what I want? Does he know what's for me? Does he think I can live happily all my life by abandoning me like this? ” Guo Xiang burst into tears, ”master, I can't understand...”
”Even if it really comes to that moment, I would like us to quietly hold his hand and send him away with a smile, instead of making me sad like this. Does he think I can forget him?”
”I will only be more sad, hate and unhappy...”
Guo Xiang couldn't understand. He had seen such dog blood TV in his previous life. The man had a terminal illness. He deliberately pretended to have an affair with other women, so that his girlfriend misunderstood and broke up. Afterwards, he took his girlfriend to confess because he loved her.
At that time, she couldn't understand. Was this love? Must hurt is love?
Can't two people face and bear it together?
What do you say to keep women from suffering? So women don't suffer? It'll only be more painful, okay?
Unexpectedly, this kind of thing will happen to herself in this life, and she still can't understand it.
”Maybe he thinks long pain is better than short pain...” Ji Changlin sighed.
”But master, I'm really sad, very sad, my heart hurts...” Guo Xiang covered her heart and felt the pain there. For the first time, she knew that sadness would really hurt.
”Sit down!” Ji Changlin said hurriedly, took Guo Xiang's hand and gently massaged her Laogong acupoint to let her relax.
”Don't think so much. Your body matters.” Ji Changlin said painfully.
”Master...” Guo Xiang's face was full of tears. Ji Changlin had never seen her so sad.
”You'll have a rest at Shifu's tonight. I'll go to the village committee and have a good talk tomorrow?” Ji Changlin sighed. He didn't know how to help her.
Guo Xiang went into the inner room and lay down. Her tears still couldn't stop falling. She didn't know why they were like this. They were so in love. Why couldn't they be together?
She was clearly willing to be with him. Why couldn't he understand and say such cruel words?
She can't figure it out.
Guo Xiang cried in the middle of the night. Finally, he fell asleep slowly when he was tired.
When Ji Changlin came back the next day, he couldn't help sighing when he saw that Guo Xiang's eyes were swollen like walnuts.
”I bought two bowls of rice noodles. Come and have some?” Ji Changlin said.
”Master, I have no appetite.” Guo Xiang shook his head, still very uncomfortable, and his heart was blocked badly.
”Life still has to go on. If you have anything to do, wait until you finish your meal.” Ji Changlin advised.
Guo Xiang picked up his chopsticks and tears fell down again. While crying, he stuffed rice noodles into his mouth and swallowed them with tears.
Ji Changlin was distressed to see it.
After breakfast, Wang Guiying came with Guo Xiang's bag and her luggage.
”Xiangxiang, this is what Zhennan asked me to bring...”
”Mother, are you trying to drive me away?” Guo Xiang's tears burst out, ”Mom, don't you want me?”
”No, I don't want you. I can't help it. Zhennan... He's also for you.” Wang Guiying also shed tears.
”For my good?” Guo Xiang smiled bitterly, ”you want to drive me away for my good? Will make me sad? ”
”Xiangxiang, our family is sorry for you. Don't hate Zhennan. He has to...” Wang Guiying shook her head desperately.