Part 24 (2/2)

Roderick Hudson Henry James 31520K 2022-07-22

”Have I a right to? You need n't justify yourself.”

She turned upon him a moment the quickened light of her beautiful eyes, then fell to musing again. ”Is there not some novel or some play,” she asked at last, ”in which some beautiful, wicked woman who has ensnared a young man sees his father come to her and beg her to let him go?”

”Very likely,” said Rowland. ”I hope she consents.”

”I forget. But tell me,” she continued, ”shall you consider--admitting your proposition--that in ceasing to flirt with Mr. Hudson, so that he may go about his business, I do something magnanimous, heroic, sublime--something with a fine name like that?”

Rowland, elated with the prospect of gaining his point, was about to reply that she would deserve the finest name in the world; but he instantly suspected that this tone would not please her, and, besides, it would not express his meaning.

”You do something I shall greatly respect,” he contented himself with saying.

She made no answer, and in a moment she beckoned to her maid. ”What have I to do to-day?” she asked.

a.s.sunta meditated. ”Eh, it 's a very busy day! Fortunately I have a better memory than the signorina,” she said, turning to Rowland. She began to count on her fingers. ”We have to go to the Pie di Marmo to see about those laces that were sent to be washed. You said also that you wished to say three sharp words to the Buonvicini about your pink dress.

You want some moss-rosebuds for to-night, and you won't get them for nothing! You dine at the Austrian Emba.s.sy, and that Frenchman is to powder your hair. You 're to come home in time to receive, for the signora gives a dance. And so away, away till morning!”

”Ah, yes, the moss-roses!” Christina murmured, caressingly. ”I must have a quant.i.ty--at least a hundred. Nothing but buds, eh? You must sew them in a kind of immense ap.r.o.n, down the front of my dress. Packed tight together, eh? It will be delightfully barbarous. And then twenty more or so for my hair. They go very well with powder; don't you think so?” And she turned to Rowland. ”I am going en Pompadour.”

”Going where?”

”To the Spanish Emba.s.sy, or whatever it is.”

”All down the front, signorina? Dio buono! You must give me time!”

a.s.sunta cried.

”Yes, we'll go!” And she left her place. She walked slowly to the door of the church, looking at the pavement, and Rowland could not guess whether she was thinking of her ap.r.o.n of moss-rosebuds or of her opportunity for moral sublimity. Before reaching the door she turned away and stood gazing at an old picture, indistinguishable with blackness, over an altar. At last they pa.s.sed out into the court.

Glancing at her in the open air, Rowland was startled; he imagined he saw the traces of hastily suppressed tears. They had lost time, she said, and they must hurry; she sent a.s.sunta to look for a fiacre. She remained silent a while, scratching the ground with the point of her parasol, and then at last, looking up, she thanked Rowland for his confidence in her ”reasonableness.” ”It 's really very comfortable to be asked, to be expected, to do something good, after all the horrid things one has been used to doing--instructed, commanded, forced to do! I 'll think over what you have said to me.” In that deserted quarter fiacres are rare, and there was some delay in a.s.sunta's procuring one. Christina talked of the church, of the picturesque old court, of that strange, decaying corner of Rome. Rowland was perplexed; he was ill at ease.

At last the fiacre arrived, but she waited a moment longer. ”So, decidedly,” she suddenly asked, ”I can only harm him?”

”You make me feel very brutal,” said Rowland.

”And he is such a fine fellow that it would be really a great pity, eh?”

”I shall praise him no more,” Rowland said.

She turned away quickly, but she lingered still. ”Do you remember promising me, soon after we first met, that at the end of six months you would tell me definitely what you thought of me?”

”It was a foolish promise.”

”You gave it. Bear it in mind. I will think of what you have said to me.

Farewell.” She stepped into the carriage, and it rolled away. Rowland stood for some minutes, looking after it, and then went his way with a sigh. If this expressed general mistrust, he ought, three days afterward, to have been rea.s.sured. He received by the post a note containing these words:--

”I have done it. Begin and respect me!

”--C. L.”

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