Part 27 (1/2)
”No, Your Honor,” Mr. Floyd says. ”The defense has previously furnished the state with copies. We have reviewed them and have no objection.”
”Then by all means,” the judge says, ”bring 'em on.”
Dom walks up to one of the women sitting behind her computer at the base of the bench, hands the stack of papers to her. The woman places little stickers on each exhibit, so that Dom is already back in her seat before the woman has even pa.s.sed them up to the judge. He puts the letters aside, then looks back down at Dom expectantly.
”Your Honor,” Dom says, ”we also have five witnesses we'd like to call.”
”Well.” Judge Saynisch glances at his watch. ”Before we launch into that, let's take a recess for lunch. My stomach is getting cantankerous. How does an hour sound? Any objections, Counsel?”
”No, Your Honor,” Mr. Floyd says. ”That's fine with me. My stomach's getting cantankerous as well.”
Judge Saynisch shakes his head at that comment, then looks over at Dom. ”Defense?”
”No, Your Honor.”
”Then let's do it. We'll recommence at one P.M.” The judge pounds his gavel and stands.
”All rise!”
Dom shuts the door to the conference room. Leans against it. ”So, Devon, what do you think? Not too bad, right?”
Devon selects the folding chair with its back to the door, sits down. ”It's not too much fun.”
Dom shakes her head, moves to take the chair opposite Devon. ”Stating the obvious.” She drops her briefcase on the tabletop and sits down. ”What I'm asking is how do you think we're doing in there?”
Devon reaches up to feel her French braids. Still tight. ”I have no idea, Dom.”
It's actually a lot like playing soccer, Devon thinks. Pa.s.sing the ball around the field, making runs, trying crosses-all to feel out the opponent's weaknesses. When you find an opening, you shoot. And if you're lucky, the ball drops between the crossbars. But in a close game, like today in court, there's that underlying tension of not knowing which team will be the winner in the end. Not until the ref blows the final whistle and the clock stops.
”Well, I think we've got in some good hits,” Dom is saying. ”The prosecution is trying to show that you knew exactly what you were doing-that you had a plan and then executed it. We're throwing doubt on every point they make, and I think we've managed to do that pretty effectively.” Dom sighs. ”But, ultimately, it doesn't matter what I think. What matters is what the judge thinks.”
”Well, what you did to that detective, Dom. That was really good.”
”Yeah.” Dom smiles, nodding like she's relis.h.i.+ng the memory. ”It was, wasn't it?”
”Plus, I think the judge kind of likes you.”
Dom frowns. ”Meaning?”
”Oh, not in that way, Dom! I meant in the 'you're a good lawyer' kind of 'like.' In the 'he thinks that you totally know what you're doing' kind of way.”
”Yeah?”
”Well, way more than that Floyd guy anyway. He's a complete dork most of the time.”
Dom laughs. An almost giddy laugh. ”Oh, yeah. You gotta love it when the opposition comes across like a dork.”
A quick rap on the conference room door.
Dom s.h.i.+fts her eyes toward the door, at the small rectangular window there. Her expression changes. Her smile fades, her mouth forming a little O.
Devon turns her head, following Dom's gaze.
Through the rectangular window, Devon sees a familiar face crowding there. Grinning and waving.
Her mom. Devon feels her stomach drop.
Dom gives Devon a pointed look, then moves for the door. Opens it narrowly and leans out. Devon waits while Dom speaks briefly to her mom outside.
Dom softly closes the door. When she turns back around, her body's blocking Devon's view of the window. ”Your mom brought lunch,” Dom says. ”Sandwiches from Subway.”
Devon looks down at her hands. ”Why?”
”She said she thought it would save us time. She was afraid we might not get a chance to eat.” Dom lowers her voice to a whisper then. ”And she wants to talk to you, Devon.”
Devon looks up at Dom. ”Now?”
”You don't have to,” Dom says quickly. ”I can have her go away. I'll just tell her that we are in the middle of something, which we are.” She watches for Devon's reaction. ”It may not be the best timing.”
Devon thinks about her mom on the other side of the door, waiting for the answer. Her ear probably pressed tight against the door. Her face eager and hopeful, holding in her breath.
Devon needed her mom days ago, needed to know that her mom didn't . . . didn't what? Reject her? Hate her? And now? So much has happened without her. It's almost too late now.
She thinks about the awkwardness of having to sit here, the two of them finally meeting each other's eyes. Because hadn't they both wronged each other in their own way? Her mom had deserted Devon when she'd needed her most. But Devon might have done something even worse. She'd taken her mom's hopes and destroyed them. The last time she'd seen her mom, those hopes were still intact. Her mom will now be the very first person from her old life to see Devon face-to-face since that day when the image of who Devon Used To Be was irreconcilably shattered. Leaving only a splinter, a gla.s.s thorn. And sharp pain.
You didn't even give your mom the chance, Dom had said to Devon Sat.u.r.day morning. You robbed her of an opportunity to finally make a good decision for you!
Now another opportunity presents itself. Devon can choose to push her mom away again, or allow her mom a small opening to take a step closer.
Devon takes in a breath, lets it out. This is something she must do. ”No. It's okay, Dom. I'll . . . I'll see her.”
”You sure? Look, I don't want you upset, Devon. I don't want you to lose focus.” Dom sounds irritated. ”You can't be all freaked out when we go back in there. Understand?” She pauses. ”Actually, I don't think it's a good idea. No, you can wait to see her until after the hearing. I'll just tell her-”
”No,” Devon says firmly. ”I'll be fine.” She looks down at her hands, softens her tone. ”I think I need to do this. Now, Dom. Not later.”
Dom shakes her head, reluctantly says, ”Okay.” Then she turns around, pulls the door wide.
Devon's mom steps through. A streak of color-bright sundress, golden blonde hair freshly colored. Bright red lipstick.
”Hey, Dev!” A quick and jerky smile rolls over Devon's mom's lips. ”I brought some turkey subs. Provolone, extra onions and pickles and tomatoes and sweet peppers with mustard-not mayo-on honey wheat. Your favorite.” She stands beside Dom awkwardly, clutches the white plastic bag tightly in her hands. ”I thought that maybe you've missed them, being here. . . .” Her voice trails off.
”Well!” Dom's voice is a little too loud for the small room. She checks her watch. ”I really need to hit the little girls' room, and then I've got to look over some notes before going back into court.” She nods at Devon. ”I'll just be outside. All right? The conference room next door is free. So, if you need me for any reason”-Dom pauses, giving Devon a significant look-”that's where you can find me. But in about twenty minutes or so, Devon, you and I will need some time alone together. Just to get on the same page again before we head back into the courtroom.”
”Yes, of course.” Devon's mom holds the bag out to Dom. ”Oh, and I've brought a sandwich for you, too.”
”Oh, no.” Dom holds up a hand. ”But thanks.” She smiles. ”Too keyed up to eat. I'll just grab some caffeine, and that should hold me.” Dom grabs her briefcase from off the table and glances back at Devon once more before walking out the door, carefully closing it behind her.
Devon watches her mom from where she sits on the folding chair, and her mom watches Devon from the doorway. Neither says anything for a long moment.
Finally, her mom opens her mouth. Her voice squeaks out, ”Devon!” Immediately, her eyes turn soupy. She tosses the bag of sandwiches onto the table, collapsing on the metal folding chair opposite Devon. She hides her face in her hands. ”I'm sorry,” she sobs. ”I told myself that I wouldn't do this, be a baby like this.” She looks up at the ceiling, waves a hand in front of her face, as if the small breeze she's made will dry away the tears. Presses her lips together to stop their trembling.