Part 18 (1/2)

”She plays soccer,” Evie says.

Devon turns to Evie, curiously. How does she know that? ”Yeah?” Jenevra wipes her forehead on her sleeve.

”Yeah,” Evie says, ”at Stadium.” She looks over at Devon and adds in explanation, ”I go there. Junior.”

Devon nods. ”Oh.”

”She's really good,” Evie continues. ”Starting varsity keeper as a freshman and everything. She even plays with the boys sometimes.”

”Cool.” Jenevra stretches her neck, cracks it. ”Whenever you can kick a guy's a.s.s, kick it hard.”

Devon turns to study Evie closely. Does she know this Evie? Seen her in Stadium's hallways? In cla.s.s? She's ordinary-looking-long dishwater hair, brown eyes, medium height. But no-Devon has no idea who she is. There's that feeling in her gut again, that queasy loss-of-appet.i.te feeling. Devon's not anonymous at all. These girls in here, some of them know her. From before. What else do they know about her?

And-she looks at the three girls in their orange jumpsuits and rubber slides, talking just like any other girls in any other place-why are they here?

”Well, I go to Foss,” Sam says. ”They're putting in a new track this summer. Hey, let's get some water. I'm dying.”

”Right on.” Jenevra pushes open the door into the pod.

A screeching from inside blows out to them.

The four girls stop, crowd in the doorway.

”What the-” Jenevra starts.

Devon leans over Jenevra's shoulder to get a better view. The screaming is Karma, though it took Devon a second to recognize who it was. The braids are gone, her long hair frizzed and clumped instead, as if she'd ripped out her rubber bands and just tore her braids apart. She's kicking at the doors, throwing herself against the walls.

”This f.u.c.king place! This f.u.c.ked-up, f.u.c.king place!”

The spiky-haired staff rushes across the room at Karma, yelling. Two others-men-come flying into the common area from the pod's entryway.

The staff gets to Karma first, twists her from the wall and in one violent motion-her hand in Karma's hair, elbow jammed in Karma's spine-Karma is slammed to the floor, facedown. The two men drop down on either side of her, hold her flailing limbs. They snap plastic flexi-cuffs around her wrists behind her back.

The staff steps aside, breathing hard, shouts, ”Lockdown! Everybody! You've got ten seconds! Now!”

Girls from all around the room drop what they're doing and hustle toward their cells, giving Karma and her attendants a wide berth.

Karma is kicking and squirming against her captors, her spewed obscene speech and sobs partially m.u.f.fled by the floor. One of the men hauls her to her feet by use of her cuffed wrists, roughly pushes her toward her cell. ”Cool it, Karma,” he yells, giving her a hard shake. ”Watch your mouth!” He gives her a sharp shove into her cell. ”You relax, and the cuffs come off. Let's move. Now. Inside.”

”Screw you,” she hisses. ”'The harder I fall, the higher I'll bounce,' Big Tough Guy! 'What doesn't kill me, makes me stronger. ' Ever hear of Nietzsche? Huh? Ever hear of-”

”Let's go,” Jenevra whispers. She, Evie, and Sam move forward into the pod. But Devon stays frozen in the doorway. The staff, how they slammed Karma around. Karma, how crazy she was acting.

Jenevra stops, turns around. Blue eyes lock on Devon. ”Hey! Come on!” She jogs back to Devon, grabs her hand, pulling her into the common room. ”What, this your first takedown or something?”

Devon says nothing, just lets Jenevra guide her through the common area.

Jenevra makes a sound, a sharp laugh. ”Look, it's Karma. Okay? Believe me-this isn't her first. She probably just had a fight with her dad or something. He's some big CEO d.i.c.khead with, like, this parade of b.i.t.c.hy trophy wives. Karma was caught with drugs the other day, you know. He probably just came to give her c.r.a.p. Stuff like this happens all the time during visiting hours.”

”You two, move it!” the spiky-haired staff yells at Devon and Jenevra. ”This ain't no promenade, do-si-do square dance, ladies! Get in your cells. When you hear the lock pop, you can come out. Until then, stay quiet.”

”Well, see ya,” Jenevra says. She drops Devon's hand, moves to her cell. Devon finds her own cell, D-12. Pulls open the door, steps inside.

The door locks-clank-behind her.

She slumps back against it, stares down at the floor for a long time.

Her heart won't stop hammering.

She closes her eyes.

Rus.h.i.+ng feet, doors slamming. Indistinct voices. The sound of panic.

Devon opens her eyes. Looks around. Cool cement floor under her numb b.u.t.t. Her back's to the door, her neck stiff. She rubs at her eyes. She must have been sleeping.

The commotion outside continues. Devon remembers now-Karma had freaked out earlier. They'd all been locked down because of it. The basketball game out in the courtyard, it ended.

The pod had been quiet for a long time after that.

Devon hears the static of a radio-the police kind.

She pushes off the floor. Her left foot is asleep. She stomps it, the sharp tingling making her wince. Turns to look out her cell door window.

The movement she'd heard out in the common area is from several staff rus.h.i.+ng around. And two paramedics with a stretcher between them. An orange-jumpsuited girl is strapped down on the stretcher, an IV bag swinging from a metal hook over her head. When the paramedics veer the stretcher toward the entryway, they pa.s.s Devon's door, and Devon sees who the girl is.

Karma.

Her face is pale, and her eyes are closed, unnaturally serene. Her hair is wild, flattened against the thin pillow. There's blood on the orange jumpsuit, but most prominent is the blood soaked into the white thermal unders.h.i.+rt Karma always wears underneath, its sleeves especially. Devon sees blood smears across the white linen of the stretcher.

The source of all the blood-Karma's arms.

Devon feels cold inside. The spork! Karma had used it.

”If you can bleed-see it, feel it-then you know you're alive.”

The white thermal unders.h.i.+rt, stained red.

”I'm alive. Are you, Devil?”

Devon stumbles backward, away from her window. Feels the bile rise, burn in her throat. She should've told the staff. Why didn't she tell?

The stretcher. The IV bag swinging, a liquid-filled pendulum. The black straps securing Karma to the stretcher.

The black straps.

The black straps, they held Devon down once.