Part 45 (1/2)

”And you are certain that he is not going?” she insisted.

”I am certain that he is not going.”

”That is enough,” said Romola, and she turned up the steps, to take refuge in the Duomo, till she could recover from her agitation.

t.i.to never had a feeling so near hatred as that with which his eyes followed Romola retreating up the steps.

There were present not only genuine followers of the Frate, but Ser Ceccone, the notary, who at that time, like t.i.to himself, was secretly an agent of the Mediceans.

Ser Francesco di Ser Barone, more briefly known to infamy as Ser Ceccone, was not learned, not handsome, not successful, and the reverse of generous. He was a traitor without charm. It followed that he was not fond of t.i.to Melema.

CHAPTER FORTY EIGHT.

COUNTER-CHECK.

It was late in the afternoon when t.i.to returned home. Romola, seated opposite the cabinet in her narrow room, copying doc.u.ments, was about to desist from her work because the light was getting dim, when her husband entered. He had come straight to this room to seek her, with a thoroughly defined intention, and there was something new to Romola in his manner and expression as he looked at her silently on entering, and, without taking off his cap and mantle, leaned one elbow on the cabinet, and stood directly in front of her.

Romola, fully a.s.sured during the day of the Frate's safety, was feeling the reaction of some penitence for the access of distrust and indignation which had impelled her to address her husband publicly on a matter that she knew he wished to be private. She told herself that she had probably been wrong. The scheming duplicity which she had heard even her G.o.dfather allude to as inseparable from party tactics might be sufficient to account for the connection with Spini, without the supposition that t.i.to had ever meant to further the plot. She wanted to atone for her impetuosity by confessing that she had been too hasty, and for some hours her mind had been dwelling on the possibility that this confession of hers might lead to other frank words breaking the two years' silence of their hearts. The silence had been so complete, that t.i.to was ignorant of her having fled from him and come back again; they had never approached an avowal of that past which, both in its young love and in the shock that shattered the love, lay locked away from them like a banquet-room where death had once broken the feast.

She looked up at him with that submission in her glance which belonged to her state of self-reproof; but the subtle change in his face and manner arrested her speech. For a few moments they remained silent, looking at each other.

t.i.to himself felt that a crisis was come in his married life. The husband's determination to mastery, which lay deep below all blandness and beseechingness, had risen permanently to the surface now, and seemed to alter his face, as a face is altered by a hidden muscular tension with which a man is secretly throttling or stamping out the life from something feeble, yet dangerous.

”Romola,” he began, in the cool liquid tone that made her s.h.i.+ver, ”it is time that we should understand each other.” He paused.

”That is what I most desire, t.i.to,” she said, faintly. Her sweet pale face; with all its anger gone and nothing but the timidity of self-doubt in it, seemed to give a marked predominance to her husband's dark strength.

”You took a step this morning,” t.i.to went on, ”which you must now yourself perceive to have been useless--which exposed you to remark and may involve me in serious practical difficulties.”

”I acknowledge that I was too hasty; I am sorry for any injustice I may have done you.” Romola spoke these words in a fuller and firmer tone; t.i.to, she hoped, would look less hard when she had expressed her regret, and then she could say other things.

”I wish you once for all to understand,” he said, without any change of voice, ”that such collisions are incompatible with our position as husband and wife. I wish you to reflect on the mode in which you were led to that step, that the process may not he repeated.”

”That depends chiefly on you, t.i.to,” said Romola, taking fire slightly.

It was not at all what she had thought of saying, but we see a very little way before us in mutual speech.

”You would say, I suppose,” answered t.i.to, ”that nothing is to occur in future which can excite your unreasonable suspicions. You were frank enough to say last night that you have no belief in me. I am not surprised at any exaggerated conclusion you may draw from slight premises, but I wish to point out to you what is likely to be the fruit of your making such exaggerated conclusions a ground for interfering in affairs of which you are ignorant. Your attention is thoroughly awake to what I am saying?”

He paused for a reply.

”Yes,” said Romola, flus.h.i.+ng in irrepressible resentment at this cold tone of superiority.

”Well, then, it may possibly not be very long before some other chance words or incidents set your imagination at work devising crimes for me, and you may perhaps rush to the Palazzo Vecchio to alarm the Signoria and set the city in an uproar. Shall I tell you what may be the result?

Not simply the disgrace of your husband, to which you look forward with so much courage, but the arrest and ruin of many among the chief men in Florence, including Messer Bernardo del Nero.”

t.i.to had meditated a decisive move, and he had made it. The flush died out of Romola's face, and her very lips were pale--an unusual effect with her, for she was little subject to fear. t.i.to perceived his success.

”You would perhaps flatter yourself,” he went on, ”that you were performing a heroic deed of deliverance; you might as well try to turn locks with fine words as apply such notions to the politics of Florence.

The question now is, not whether you can have any belief in me, but whether, now you have been warned, you will dare to rush, like a blind man with a torch in his hand, amongst intricate affairs of which you know nothing.”