Part 32 (1/2)
Tessa sat on the low stool, nursing her knees, for a minute or two, with her little soul poised in fluttering excitement on the edge of this pleasant transgression. It was quite irresistible. She had been commanded to make no acquaintances, and warned that if she did, all her new happy lot would vanish away, and be like a hidden treasure that turned to lead as soon as it was brought to the daylight; and she had been so obedient that when she had to go to church she had kept her face shaded by her hood and had pursed up her lips quite tightly. It was true her obedience had been a little helped by her own dread lest the alarming stepfather Nofri should turn up even in this quarter, so far from the Por' del Prato, and beat her at least, if he did not drag her back to work for him. But this old man was not an acquaintance; he was a poor stranger going to sleep in the outhouse, and he probably knew nothing of stepfather Nofri; and, besides, if she took him some supper, he would like her, and not want to tell anything about her. Monna Lisa would say she must not go and talk to him, therefore Monna Lisa must not be consulted. It did not signify what she found out after it had been done.
Supper was being prepared, she knew--a mountain of macaroni flavoured with cheese, fragrant enough to tame any stranger. So she tripped down-stairs with a mind full of deep designs, and first asking with an innocent look what that noise of talking had been, without waiting for an answer, knit her brow with a peremptory air, something like a kitten trying to be formidable, and sent the old woman upstairs; saying, she chose to eat her supper down below. In three minutes Tessa with her lantern in one hand and a wooden bowl of macaroni in the other, was kicking gently at the door of the outhouse; and Balda.s.sarre, roused from sad reverie, doubted in the first moment whether he were awake as he opened the door and saw this surprising little handmaid, with delight in her wide eyes, breaking in on his dismal loneliness.
”I've brought you some supper,” she said, lifting her mouth towards his ear and shouting, as if he had been deaf like Monna Lisa. ”Sit down and eat it, while I stay with you.”
Surprise and distrust surmounted every other feeling in Balda.s.sarre, but though he had no smile or word of grat.i.tude ready, there could not be any impulse to push away this visitant, and he sank down pa.s.sively on his straw again, while Tessa placed herself close to him, put the wooden bowl on his lap, and set down the lantern in front of them, crossing her hands before her, and nodding at the bowl with a significant smile, as much as to say, ”Yes, you may really eat it.” For, in the excitement of carrying out her deed, she had forgotten her previous thought that the stranger would not be deaf, and had fallen into her habitual alternative of dumb show and shouting.
The invitation was not a disagreeable one, for he had been gnawing a remnant of dry bread, which had left plenty of appet.i.te for anything warm and relis.h.i.+ng. Tessa watched the disappearance of two or three mouthfuls without speaking, for she had thought his eyes rather fierce at first; but now she ventured to put her mouth to his ear again and cry--
”I like my supper, don't you?”
It was not a smile, but rather the milder look of a dog touched by kindness, but unable to smile, that Balda.s.sarre turned on this round blue-eyed thing that was caring about him.
”Yes,” he said; ”but I can hear well--I'm not deaf.”
”It is true; I forgot,” said Tessa, lifting her hands and clasping them.
”But Monna Lisa is deaf, and I live with her. She's a kind old woman, and I'm not frightened at her. And we live very well: we have plenty of nice things. I can have nuts if I like. And I'm not obliged to work now. I used to have to work, and I didn't like it; but I liked feeding the mules, and I should like to see poor Giannetta, the little mule, again. We've only got a goat and two kids, and I used to talk to the goat a good deal, because there was n.o.body else but Monna Lisa. But now I've got something else--can you guess what it is?”
She drew her head back, and looked with a challenging smile at Balda.s.sarre, as if she had proposed a difficult riddle to him.
”No,” said he, putting aside his bowl, and looking at her dreamily. It seemed as if this young prattling thing were some memory come back out of his own youth.
”You like me to talk to you, don't you?” said Tessa, ”but you must not tell anybody. Shall I fetch you a bit of cold sausage?”
He shook his head, but he looked so mild now that Tessa felt quite at her ease.
”Well, then, I've got a little baby. Such a pretty bambinetto, with little fingers and nails! Not old yet; it was born at the Nativita, Monna Lisa says. I was married one Nativita, a long, long while ago, and n.o.body knew. O Santa Madonna! I didn't mean to tell you that!”
Tessa set up her shoulders and bit her lip, looking at Balda.s.sarre as if this betrayal of secrets must have an exciting effect on him too. But he seemed not to care much; and perhaps that was in the nature of strangers.
”Yes,” she said, carrying on her thought aloud, ”you are a stranger; you don't live anywhere or know anybody, do you?”
”No,” said Balda.s.sarre, also thinking aloud, rather than consciously answering, ”I only know one man.”
”His name is not Nofri, is it?” said Tessa, anxiously.
”No,” said Balda.s.sarre, noticing her look of fear. ”Is that your husband's name?”
That mistaken supposition was very amusing to Tessa. She laughed and clapped her hands as she said--
”No, indeed! But I must not tell you anything about my husband. You would never think what he is--not at all like Nofri!”
She laughed again at the delightful incongruity between the name of Nofri--which was not separable from the idea of the cross-grained stepfather--and the idea of her husband.
”But I don't see him very often,” she went on, more gravely. ”And sometimes I pray to the Holy Madonna to send him oftener, and once she did. But I must go back to my bimbo now. I'll bring it to show you to-morrow. You would like to see it. Sometimes it cries and makes a face, but only when it's hungry, Monna Lisa says. You wouldn't think it, but Monna Lisa had babies once, and they are all dead old men. My husband says she will never die now, because she's so well dried. I'm glad of that, for I'm fond of her. You would like to stay here to-morrow, shouldn't you?”
”I should like to have this place to come and rest in, that's all,” said Balda.s.sarre. ”I would pay for it, and harm n.o.body.”
”No, indeed; I think you are not a bad old man. But you look sorry about something. Tell me, is there anything you shall cry about when I leave you by yourself? _I_ used to cry once.”
”No, child; I think I shall cry no more.”