Part 73 (2/2)

When the rain stopped they walked across wet fields by a foot path full of little clear puddles that reflected the blue sky and the white-and amber-tinged clouds where the shadows were light purplish-grey. They walked slowly arm in arm, pressing their bodies together. They were very tired, they did not know why and stopped often to rest leaning against the damp boles of trees. Beside a pond pale blue and amber and silver from the reflected sky, they found under a big beech tree a patch of wild violets, which Jeanne picked greedily, mixing them with the little crimson-tipped daisies in the tight bouquet. At the suburban railway station, they sat silent, side by side on a bench, sniffing the flowers now and then, so sunk in languid weariness that they could hardly summon strength to climb into a seat on top of a third cla.s.s coach, which was crowded with people coming home from a day in the country. Everybody had violets and crocuses and twigs with buds on them. In people's stiff, citified clothes lingered a smell of wet fields and sprouting woods.

All the girls shrieked and threw their arms round the men when the train went through a tunnel or under a bridge. Whatever happened, everybody laughed. When the train arrived in the station, it was almost with reluctance that they left it, as if they felt that from that moment their work-a-day lives began again. Andrews and Jeanne walked down the platform without touching each other. Their fingers were stained and sticky from touching buds and crus.h.i.+ng young sappy leaves and gra.s.s stalks. The air of the city seemed dense and unbreathable after the scented moisture of the fields.

They dined at a little restaurant on the Quai Voltaire and afterwards walked slowly towards the Place St. Michel, feeling the wine and the warmth of the food sending new vigor into their tired bodies. Andrews had his arm round her shoulder and they talked in low intimate voices, hardly moving their lips, looking long at the men and women they saw sitting twined in each other's arms on benches, at the couples of boys and girls that kept pa.s.sing them, talking slowly and quietly, as they were, bodies pressed together as theirs were.

”How many lovers there are,” said Andrews.

”Are we lovers?” asked Jeanne with a curious little laugh.

”I wonder.... Have you ever been crazily in love, Jeanne?”

”I don't know. There was a boy in Laon named Marcelin. But I was a little fool then. The last news of him was from Verdun.”

”Have you had many... like I am?”

”How sentimental we are,” she cried laughing.

”No. I wanted to know. I know so little of life,” said Andrews.

”I have amused myself, as best I could,” said Jeanne in a serious tone. ”But I am not frivolous.... There have been very few men I have liked.... So I have had few friends... do you want to call them lovers?

But lovers are what married women have on the stage.... All that sort of thing is very silly.”

”Not so very long ago,” said Andrews, ”I used to dream of being romantically in love, with people climbing up the ivy on castle walls, and fiery kisses on balconies in the moonlight.”

”Like at the Opera Comique,” cried Jeanne laughing.

”That was all very silly. But even now, I want so much more of life than life can give.”

They leaned over the parapet and listened to the hurrying swish of the river, now soft and now loud, where the reflections of the lights on the opposite bank writhed like golden snakes.

Andrews noticed that there was someone beside them. The faint, greenish glow from the lamp on the quai enabled him to recognize the lame boy he had talked to months ago on the b.u.t.te.

”I wonder if you'll remember me,” he said.

”You are the American who was in the Restaurant, Place du Terte, I don't remember when, but it was long ago.”

They shook hands.

”But you are alone,” said Andrews.

”Yes, I am always alone,” said the lame boy firmly. He held out his hand again.

”Au revoir,” said Andrews.

”Good luck!” said the lame boy. Andrews heard his crutch tapping on the pavement as he went away along the quai.

”Jeanne,” said Andrews, suddenly, ”you'll come home with me, won't you?”

”But you have a friend living with you.”

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