Chapter 257 Without Hesitation, Im Sure (2/2)
I think we had quite a good time…… enjoying our time shopping and standing around eating food we bought from stalls.
And just as the surroundings were starting to be dyed in madder red, I decided to go back to the mansion with Anima, and now we were walking side by side in the setting sun.
[……Anima, I’ve taken you around a lot, aren’t you tired?]
[Y- Yes! There’s no problem…… Rather, ummm, it was really fun for me.]
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[I see, that’s good to hear…… Did that “make your shoulders relax” a bit?]
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Hearing my words, when I told her with a gentle smile, Anima stopped in her tracks with her wide open.
[……As I thought, Master…… has noticed huh?]
[……No, I haven’t figured out the details. It’s just that I’ve been wondering if you’re “in a hurry” lately……]
Yes, in fact, the reason I took Anima out this time was for another major reason besides the fact that she hadn’t taken a break at all.
Anima is a very serious, hard-working girl…… But even if I take that into account, the emotions conveyed by Anima through my Sympathy Magic lately had revealed a sense of frustration.
She was being tensed about something…… I didn’t know the reason why, but I was hoping that this outing would be a good change of pace.
When she heard my words, Anima remained silent for a while…… And lifting her hand up to her chest and looking at that hand, she quietly muttered.
[……Am I…… being helpful to you…… Master?]
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[……Eh?]
With those words, my Sympathy Magic senses Anima’s strong anxiety.
After looking at her expression, looking as if she’s frail, I was reflexively speechless. After glancing at me, Anima continues to speak.
[……What I can only be proud of compared to others…… Only my physical strength…… However, even this strength of mine…… It won’t even reach close to “Alice-dono”‘s feet……]
[……Anima.]
[……I thought that maybe…… Master doesn’t need me…… I was afraid of that, and I tried to branch out to see if I could help Master in other things. However, my abilities couldn’t match the professionals…… Being useless like this…… I wonder what I should do…… I didn’t know what to do……]
[……………….]
Anima’s voice is trembling.
……She utterly hated her own stupidity. She’s a tenacious and diligent woman, but she’s also holding unto her own insecurities for a long time…… Why didn’t I notice it sooner?
Now that she mentioned it, it’s certainly true. Anima started to learn all kinds of things when Alice became my guard…… D*mn it…… I’m really thickheaded……
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No, regretting will be for later. Right now, there are things that should be done before that.
Thinking that, I approached Anima, who was hanging her head down, and hugged her body, wrapping her in my arms.
[Eh? M- Master!?]
[……I’m sorry. I didn’t realize at all that Anima…… that Anima was feeling anxious about that. I’m sorry, for being a stupid master.]
[N- No!? That’s wrong! This was because my mind was weak……]
[Come to think of it, I didn’t put it into words properly huh…… Anima isn’t useless.]
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[You’ve always worked hard for me and tried to do things I wasn’t good at…… Anima is a girl I can really count on.]
[……Mas…… ter?]
Yes, it was easy for me to wipe away Anima’s anxiety. All I had to do was say my heartfelt feelings…… And yet, this stupid me was really slow in doing it.
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I felt really confused the first time I met her, and I had to hold my head once or twice because of her personality…… But before I knew it, Anima, who was always so straightforward and earnest, and she who adored me wholeheartedly, had become a very big person in my heart.
So much so that I felt it was natural to ask her to do something for me……
[……For me, Anima is indispensable. That’s why, don’t say such sad thing about you being useless.]
[Ahhh…… Aaaaaaahhh……]
As gently as possible, holding her body that was smaller than I expected within my arms, I say the things I couldn’t say before.
The first weakness shown by the reliable Anima, so that I could firmly receive it……
[……I think I’m lesser than half the man I am as your master, and I can’t give precise instructions to Anima who is trying to be my servant…… I’m sure that I won’t be able to assign work to you well in the future.]
[……Uuuuu…… Auuu……]
[Our master-servant relationship is difficult for me, and I don’t think I’ll ever get used to it…… However, errr, this is just something I heard other people say…… but for me, my relationship with Anima…… Ummm, I’d like it if our relationship would be something like a family.]
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Yes, I don’t think I’ll ever be a great master. After all, the ideal relationship I have in mind is one that is as close to family like Kuro has.
However, if it’s possible, I would like to have that kind of relationship with Anima.
[That’s why, if you’re fine even if I’m this unreliable…… Would you continue helping me in the future?]
[ ~ ~ ! ? Y- Yes! Myself…… My everything…… My future is all for Master! If Master allows it, until this body crumbles to dust…… Please let me serve you.]
[Unnn. I’ll be in your care……]
[Yes…… Yes…… Master…… I…… I am…… Having Master as my lord…… is my happiness.]
In the dusk, a silent sob echoes…… And along with those gentle tears, I think it has also washed away all the anxiety she had been feeling.
Dear Mom, Dad———- In the beginning, I was bewildered and there were times when I felt troubled. However, I think I have always been encouraged by her honest vigorousness. I don’t really know what a master-servant relationship is, but the fact that Anima is like family to me——– and say that without hesitation, is something I’m sure of.
In fact, the reason why Anima hadn’t appeared much lately was that since she found out that Alice was the Phantasmal King, she was desperately studying to be useful to Kaito other than for her physical strength…… How lovable.
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? ? ? : [ T- This is…… As expected, this is something I can just joke around…… I mean, I never heard that this is Anima arc, you know!? This almost sounds like a proposal, you know!? Eh? There’s still a separate Anima arc prepared for her!? Seriously? ]
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