Chapter 547 (1/1)
The next words are all buried in the bottom of Ye ChuChu's heart, never said, but today she said, because of her cowardice, she is about to lose her favorite person.
”Liangchen, you won't believe that people like me who seem to be indifferent are more likely to go to extremes than anyone else. When I committed suicide, when I took the knife, I wanted to make them regret and make them feel guilty, so I used their care for me to hurt the people who love me...”
In the dark, the corner of her mouth raised a bitter and sarcastic radian, and her very light voice echoed in the ward, which made Gu Liangchen's chest ache as if he was tightly clenched by an invisible hand.
”Liangchen, do you know why I thought you must go so far to get engaged to Tang xiaorou?”
”That's because during the two days when I was in a coma, a lot of terrifying thoughts that I couldn't control came to my mind. They made me lose my mind and made me want to realize those terrifying thoughts...”
”Do you know what that is? You can't think of it... ”
”The voice in my mind has always said that it wants me to come to you in the most beautiful wedding dress at your wedding with Tang xiaorou, and then die at your wedding with my children in the most pitiful way, dye your wedding with scarlet blood, and then look at your face with the pleasure of revenge and the expression of consternation and remorse, and close my eyes forever.”
What she said is not exaggeration. The night before she left, she went to the kitchen countless times to pick up the knife. No one knows how long she struggled that night before she decided to run away.
”In fact, I'm a lunatic worthy of the name. I know how good you are. How many women have tried their best to get you. I also know that there will be a Tang xiaorou today. It's hard to guarantee that there won't be a second one tomorrow, but I can't struggle out of that nightmare every time...”
”So I'm afraid, but I'm afraid that when I'm with you, we'll lose each other. I'm afraid that you'll be tired of me like a madman one day.”
Her plain voice with the vicissitudes of life is not in line with the age of desolation, think that the crazy she can make her own parents tired, her relationship with Gu Liangchen can experience several times like the wind and rain wash?
The more she wanted to be with Gu Liangchen, the more worried she was. She even thought, maybe it's better to separate like this, at least now he still loves her, at least he remembers it's all her good
The more you love a person, the more careful you will be. Love can make a person bold and timid, and she is the weakest one.
Gu Liangchen's palm was wet with her hot tears, and his heart was also trembling. He never thought that her depression in the bottom of his heart was such unspeakable pain!
His broad big palm gently covered her head, gently stroked, said: ”ChuChu, I'm sorry, I thought I love you very much, but I didn't realize that you are suffering so much.”
The familiar voice makes ye ChuChu's body suddenly stiff, and then he suddenly raises his head from his hand, looking at Gu Liangchen who opens his eyes unbelievably.
no impossible! She's hallucinating, isn't she?
Gu Liangchen looked at her weeping swollen eyes and was very distressed. He sat up with his body slightly and held her face in his hands. His high nose was close to her nose. He rubbed her cheek with his finger. His voice was low and said, ”I'm sorry, I've made you sad again...”