651 Enlightenment! (2/2)

Just when he was about to refute, he swallowed his words.

He suddenly noticed that what Lie Shou said is right. He seemed to have lost that past feeling of strategizing. Right now, every matter always seemed to be complex, and he would stay anxious all the time. The strong self-confidence he had at the beginning, where did it go?

In the past...

He was just an ordinary student. With only 5 points, he believed that he could keep marching forward with effort and hard work. As long as he works hard, he can do it. His will was extremely pure and powerful!

Even when he's facing those stronger than him, he knew no fear!

However, the current him?

He became stronger than before.

The peak of the professional esper, that's something he never thought of achieving in the past, but now the self-confidence in his heart had disappeared without him realizing. Every day, he would live in fear.

This...

Is this still the same Su Hao?

So unknowingly, his confidence and enthusiasm had disappeared? Is it because he met too many strong espers, or due to him receiving too many blow mentality?

In Zhanzheng College, he would always become the target of assassinations!

Thanks to that, his strength had increased by leaps and bounds, but the self-confidence in his heart had completely vanished. What's the point of being alive without self-esteem or a dream?

What is my goal?

Su Hao blankly stared at empty space.

In his impression, there is this young man at the park near the school. Even though he's weak, he's proud of himself and believes that one day, he would become the strongest esper!

I want to become the strongest esper!

This sentence, Su Hao had lost count of how many times he repeated it...

But then?

Su Hao worked hard for this goal!

However, Su Hao had forgotten his goal. He began to improve for the sake of improvement, working hard for the purpose of working hard and didn't know why was he doing all of this.

How to cultivate?

How to improve?

Professional realm!

Domain realm!

World realm!

Each step is very difficult, let alone becoming the strongest esper.

He... can he really achieve his dream?

The thoughts in Su Hao's mind were moving like electricity. In the end, he understood. Why has he lost his faith?

Because he began to doubt himself.

When you begin to doubt yourself, how could you succeed?

Talent!

Comprehension?

What is comprehension?

Comprehension is the element that powers one's heart!

If you don't believe in yourself, it's like adding a heavy chain to your goals; you won't be able to succeed anymore. Then how could you progress under such conditions?

Thus, he was at a loss.

His negative energy kept increasing every second!

And these are something which Su Hao failed to notice.

Because he doubted himself, Su Hao was desperate to find every possible way to improve his strength. Whether he truly lost or not, his actions made him doubt himself even more. It was like a strange, vicious circle as the knot in his heart entangled even more.

When this thought appeared in his mind, Su Hao had a cold sweat.

This kind of state might not pose any problems now, but in the future, Su Hao might truly become a demon who would resort to any method in order to improve his strength.

It might even escalate to the point that due to the shackles in his heart if he couldn't break through, he would end up going berserk. The dark bosses in movies are without a doubt the best representation of the future Su Hao.

”True, my previous self...” Su Hao muttered to himself.

The confidence during his high school began to find its way back. These days, due to the constant crises, he would always be planning in advance, fearing that certain incidents might happen and affect his progress, but how could he be sure that those are not a necessity during his route in cultivation?

Constant training...

Even if he becomes the strongest esper, could he still be the same Su Hao?

In order to become the so-called strongest esper, sacrificing oneself would eventually turn him into what kind of person? By doing so, the negative energy might be too much to bear!

”What I want to walk on is my own road!”

”Even if I am to die while on this road to become the strongest esper...”

”I still want to become my own self!”

Boom!

Su Hao's mind was experiencing a state of turbulence as if an earthquake with a tsunami arrived. The endless darkness was penetrated by the light ray of a rising sun that suddenly appeared in the sky. Eventually, the darkness vanished.

In the aircraft, the crowd was still contemplating who should be their leader. Inexplicably, a strange aura spread to the surroundings which shocked them and made them turn around.

They saw Su Hao sit cross-legged as ripples of auras kept forming.

In an instant, cracks began to form in the air, and glimmers of light leaked out from the gaps. It was so bright that they struggled to open their eyes.

”This is...”

Crack!

The aircraft began to sway around violently, and everyone turned pale. ”This doesn't seem good! Su Hao's cultivation has interfered with the aircraft.”

”Quick, stop him!”