Volume III Part 17 (2/2)
”Poor child! the initiation has been too much for her unformed mind,”
she murmured complacently, pleased with herself for having secured a disciple. ”The path is narrow and rugged at the beginning, but it will broaden out before her as she goes on.”
Violet awoke, and found that it was mid-day. Oh, what a blessed relief that long morning sleep had been. She woke like a creature cured of mortal pain. She fell on her knees beside the bed, and prayed as she had not often prayed in her brief careless life.
”What am I that I should question Thy justice!” she cried. ”Lord, teach me to submit, teach me to bear my burden patiently, and to do some good in the world.”
Her mood and temper were wondrously softened after a long interval of thought and prayer. She was ashamed of her waywardness of yesterday--her foolish unreasonable pa.s.sion.
”Poor Rorie, I told him to keep his promise, and he has obeyed me,” she said to herself. ”Can I be angry with him for that? I ought to feel proud and glad that we were both strong enough to do our duty.”
She dressed slowly, languid after the excitement of yesterday, and then went slowly down the broad bare staircase to Miss Skipwith's parlour.
The lady of the manor received her with affectionate greeting, and had a special pot of tea brewed for her, and insisted upon her eating some dry toast, a form of nourishment which this temperate lady deemed a panacea in illness.
”I was positively alarmed about you last night, my dear,” she said; ”you were so feverish and excited. You read too much, for the first day.”
”I'm afraid I did,” a.s.sented Vixen, with a faint smile; ”and the worst of it is, I believe I have forgotten every word I read.”
”Surely not!” cried Miss Skipwith, horrified at this admission. ”You seemed so impressed--so interested. You were so full of your subject.”
”I have a faint recollection of the little men in the hieroglyphics,”
said Vixen; ”but all the rest is gone. The images of Antony and Cleopatra, in Shakespeare's play, bring Egypt more vividly before me than all the history I read yesterday.”
Miss Skipwith looked shocked, just as if some improper character in real life had been brought before her.
”Cleopatra was very disreputable, and she was not Egyptian,” she remarked severely. ”I am sorry you should waste your thoughts upon such a person.”
”I think she is the most interesting woman in ancient history,” said Vixen wilfully, ”as Mary Queen of Scots is in modern history. It is not the good people whose images take hold of one's fancy, What a faint idea one has of Lady Jane Grey, And, in Schiller's 'Don Carlos,' I confess the Marquis of Posa never interested me half so keenly as Philip of Spain.”
”My dear, you are made up of fancies and caprices. Your mind wants balance,” said Miss Skipwith, affronted at this frivolity. ”Had you not better go for a walk with your dog? Doddery tells me that poor Argus has not had a good run since last week.”
”How wicked of me!” cried Vixen. ”Poor old fellow! I had almost forgotten his existence. Yes, I should like a long walk, if you will not think me idle.”
”You studied too many hours yesterday, my dear. It will do you good to relax the bow to-day. _Non semper arc.u.m tendit Apollo!_”
”I'll go for my favourite walk to Mount Orgueil. I don't think there'll be any more rain. Please excuse me if I am not home in time for dinner.
I can have a little cold meat, or an egg, for my tea.”
”You had better take a sandwich with you,” said Miss Skipwith, with unusual thoughtfulness. ”You have been eating hardly anything lately.”
Vixen did not care about the sandwich, but submitted, to please her hostess, and a neat little paper parcel, containing about three ounces of nutriment, was made up for her by Mrs. Doddery. Never had the island looked fairer in its summer beauty than it did to-day, after the morning's rain. These showers had been to Jersey what sleep had been to Vixen. The air was soft and cool; sparkling rain-drops fell like diamonds from the leaves of ash and elm. The hedge-row ferns had taken a new green, as if the spirit of spring had revisited the island. The blue bright sea was dimpled with wavelets.
What a bright glad world it was, and how great must be the sin of a rebellious spirit, cavilling at the dealings of its Creator! The happy dog bounced and bounded round his mistress, the birds twittered in the hedges, the pa.s.sing farm-labourer with his cartload of seaweed smacked his whip cheerily as he urged his patient horse along the narrow lane.
A huge van-load of c.o.c.kney tourists, singing a boisterous chorus of the last music-hall song, pa.s.sed Vixen at a turn of the road, and made a blot on the serene beauty of the scene. They were going to eat lobsters and drink bottled beer and play skittles at Le Tac. Vixen rejoiced when their raucous voices died away on the summer breeze.
”Why is Jersey the peculiar haunt of the vulgar?” she wondered. ”It is such a lovely place that it deserves to be visited by something better than the refuse of Margate and Ramsgate.”
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