Volume I Part 18 (2/2)

”We were not talking all the time, only enjoying the cool air and the moonlight.”

”Mrs. Tempest's carriage!” roared one of the door-keepers, as if it had been his doing that the carriage had appeared so quickly.

Captain Winstanley was ready to hand them to their brougham.

”Come and take a cup of tea to-morrow afternoon, and let as talk over the ball,” said the widow.

”With infinite pleasure.”

”Shall we drop you at your house?”

”A thousand thanks--no--my lodgings are so close, I'll walk home.”

He went back for his overcoat, and then walked slowly away, without another glance at the crowded ball-room, or the corridors where the ladies who were waiting for their carriages were contriving to improve the time by a good deal of quiet, or even noisy, flirtation. His lodgings were on the Old Steine, close by. But he did not go home immediately. There are times in a man's life when four walls are to small too hold the bigness of his thoughts. Captain Winstanley paced the Marine Parade for half-an-hour or so before he went home.

”_Va pour la mere_,” he said to himself, at the close of that half hour's meditations; ”she is really very nice, and the position altogether advantageous, perhaps as much as one has the right to expect in the general decadence of things. But, good heavens, how lovely that girl is! She is the first woman who ever looked me in the face and told me she disliked me; the first woman who ever gave me contemptuous looks and scornful words. And yet--for that very reason, perhaps--I----”

The dark brows contracted over the keen eyes, which seemed closer than usual to the hawk nose.

”Look to yourself, my queen, in the time to come,” he said, as he turned his back on the silvery sea and moonlight sky. ”You have been hard to me and I will be hard to you. It shall be measure for measure.”

CHAPTER XII.

”I have no Wrong, where I can claim no Right.”

Going home again. That was hard to bear. It reopened all the old wounds. Violet Tempest felt as if her heart must really break, as if this new grief were sharper than the old one, when the carriage drove in through the familiar gates, in the December dusk, and along the winding shrubberied road, and up to the Tudor porch, where the lion of the Tempests stood, _pa.s.sant regardant_, with lifted paw and backwards gaze, above the stone s.h.i.+eld. The ruddy firelight was s.h.i.+ning across the wide doorway. The old hearth looked as cheerful as of old. And there stood the empty chair beside it. That had been Vixen's particular wish.

”Let nothing be disturbed, dear mamma,” she had said ever so many times, when her mother was writing her orders to the housekeeper. ”Beg them to keep everything just as it was in papa's time.”

”My dear, it will only make you grieve more.”

”Yes; but I had rather grieve for him than forget him. I am more afraid of forgetting him than of grieving too much for him,” said Vixen.

And now, as she stood on the hearth after her journey, wrapped in black furs, a little black fur _toque_ crowning her ruddy gold hair, fancy filled the empty chair as she gazed at it. Yes, she could see her father sitting there in his hunting-clothes, his whip across his knee.

The old pointer, the Squire's favourite, came whining to her feet. How old he looked! Old, and broken, and infirm, as if from much sorrow.

”Poor Nip! poor Nip!” she said, patting him. ”The joy of your life went with papa, didn't it?”

”It's all very sad,” murmured Mrs. Tempest, loosening her wraps. ”A sad, sad home-coming. And it seems only yesterday that I came here as a bride. Did I ever tell you about my travelling-dress, Violet? It was a shot-silk--they were fas.h.i.+onable then, you know--bronze and blue--the loveliest combination of colour!”

”I can't imagine a shot-silk being anything but detestable,” said Vixen curtly. ”Poor Nip! How faithful dogs are! The dear thing is actually crying!”

Tears were indeed running from the poor old eyes, as the pointer's head lay in Vixen's lap; as if memory, kindled by her image, brought back the past too keenly for that honest canine heart.

”It is very mournful,” said Mrs. Tempest. ”Pauline, let us have a cup of tea.”

She sank into an arm-chair opposite the fire. Not the squire's old carved oak-chair, with its tawny leather cus.h.i.+ons. That must needs be sacred evermore--a memento of the dead, standing beside the hearth, revered as the image of an honoured ancestor in a Roman citizen's home.

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