Part 34 (1/2)
”And do those two people const.i.tute your whole household?” she asked, wondering at a frankness which seemed complete.
”Yes. The ghosts and I have the house practically to ourselves most of the time.”
”Are there ghosts?” she asked, laughing, but with cheeks that began to burn in her kindling interest.
”There are ghosts in every house where people have lived and died; that is, if you knew and cared for the people. My father is with me very often!”
”Mr. Merwyn, I don't understand you!” she exclaimed, without trying to disguise her astonishment. The conversation was so utterly unlike anything that had occurred between them before that she wondered whither it was leading. ”I fear you are growing morbid,” she added.
”I hope not. Nor will you think so when I explain. Of course nothing like gross superst.i.tion is in my mind. I remember my father very well, and have heard much about him since he died. Therefore he has become to me a distinct presence which I can summon at will.
The same is true of others with whom the apartments are a.s.sociated.
If I wish I can summon them.”
”I am at a loss to know which is the greater, your will or your imagination.”
”My imagination is the greater.”
”It must be great, indeed,” she said, smiling alluringly, ”for I never knew of one who seemed more untrammelled in circ.u.mstances than you are, or more under the dominion of his own will.”
”Untrammelled!” he repeated, in a low, almost desperate tone.
”Yes,” she replied, warmly,--”free to carry out every generous and n.o.ble impulse of manhood. I tell you frankly that you have led me to believe that you have such impulses.”
His face became ashen in its hue, and he trembled visibly. He seemed about to speak some words as if they were wrung from him, then he became almost rigid in his self-control as he said, ”There are limitations of which you cannot dream;” and he introduced a topic wholly remote from himself.
A chill benumbed her very heart, and she scarcely sought to prevent it from tingeing her words and manner. A few moments later the postman left a letter. She saw Lane's handwriting and said, ”Will you pardon me a moment, that I may learn that my FRIEND is well?”
Glancing at the opening words, her eyes flashed with excitement as she exclaimed: ”The campaign has opened! They are on the march this stormy night.”
”May I ask if your letter is from Strahan?” Merwyn faltered.
”It is not from Mr. Strahan,” she replied, quietly.
He arose and stood before her as erect and cold as herself. ”Will you kindly give Mr. Vosburgh that book?” he said.
”Certainly.”
”Will you also please say that I shall probably go to my country place in a day or two, and therefore may not see him again very soon.”
She was both disappointed and angry, for she had meant kindly by him. The very consciousness that she had unbent so greatly, and had made what appeared to her pride an unwonted advance, incensed her, and she replied, in cold irony: ”I will give papa your message.
It will seem most natural to him, now that spring has come, that you should vary your mercantile with agricultural pursuits.”
He appeared stung to the very soul by her words, and his hands clinched in his desperate effort to restrain himself. His white lips moved as he looked at her from eyes full of the agony of a wounded spirit. Suddenly his tense form became limp, and, with a slight despairing gesture, he said, wearily: ”It is of no use. Good-by.”
CHAPTER XXVI.
MARIAN'S INTERPRETATION OF MERWYN.
Shallow natures, like shallow waters, are easily agitated, and outward manifestations are in proportion to the shallowness. Superficial observers are chiefly impressed by visible emotion and tumult.