Part 28 (1/2)

Even then Burnside would have crossed, and, in spite of his opponent's preparations and every other obstacle, would have fought a battle, had he not been paralyzed by a foe with which no general could cope,--Virginia mud. The army mired helplessly, supply trains could not reach it. With difficulty the troops were led back to their old quarters, and so ended the disastrous campaigns of the year, so far as the army of the Potomac was concerned.

The storm that drenched and benumbed the soldiers on the Rappahannock was equally furious in the city of New York, and Mr. Vosburgh sat down to dinner frowning and depressed. ”It seems as if fate is against us,” he said. ”This storm is general, I fear, and may prove more of a defence to Lee than his fortifications at Fredericksburg.

It's bad enough to have to cope with treachery and disaffection.”

”Treachery, papa?”

”Yes, treachery,” replied her father, sternly. ”Scoundrels in our own army informed Was.h.i.+ngton disunionists of the cavalry movement of which Captain Lane wrote you, and these unmolested enemies at the capital are in constant communication with Lee. When will our authorities and the North awake to the truth that this is a life-and-death struggle, and that there must be no more nonsense?”

”Would to Heaven I were a man!” said the young girl. ”At this very moment, no doubt, Mr. Merwyn is enjoying his sumptuous dinner, while my friends may be fording a dark, cold river to meet their death.

Oh! I can't eat anything to-night.”

”Nonsense!” cried her mother, irritably.

”Come, little girl, you are taking things too much to heart. I am very glad you are not a man. In justice, I must also add that Mr.

Merwyn is doing more for the cause than any of your friends. It so happens that I have learned that he is doing a great deal of which little is known.”

”Pardon me,” cried the girl, almost pa.s.sionately. ”Any man who voluntarily faces this storm, and crosses that river to-night or to-morrow, does infinitely more in my estimation.”

Her father smiled, but evidently his appet.i.te was flagging also, and he soon went out to send and receive some cipher despatches.

Merwyn was growing hungry for some evidence of greater friendliness than he had yet received. Hitherto, he had never seen Marian alone when calling, and the thought had occurred that if he braved the storm in paying her a visit, the effort might be appreciated. One part of his hope was fulfilled, for he found her drawing-room empty.

While he waited, that other stormy and memorable evening when he had sought to find her alone flashed on his memory, and he feared that he had made a false step in coming.

This impression was confirmed by her pale face and distant greeting.

In vain he put forth his best efforts to interest her. She remained coldly polite, took but a languid part in the conversation, and at times even permitted him to see that her thoughts were preoccupied.

He had been humble and patient a long time, and now, in spite of himself, his anger began to rise.

Feeling that he had better take his leave while still under self-control, and proposing also to hint that she had failed somewhat in courtesy, he arose abruptly and said: ”You are not well this evening, Miss Vosburgh? I should have perceived the fact earlier.

I wish you good-night.”

She felt the slight sting of his words, and was in no mood to endure it. Moreover, if she had failed in such courtesy as he had a right to expect, he should know the reason, and she felt at the moment willing that he should receive the implied reproach.

Therefore she said: ”Pardon me, I am quite well. It is natural that I should be a little distraite, for I have learned that my friends are exposed to this storm, and will probably engage in another terrible battle to-morrow, or soon.”

Again the old desperate expression, that she remembered so well, came into his eyes as he exclaimed, bitterly: ”You think me a coward because I remain in the city? What is this storm, or that battle, compared with what I am facing! Good-night;” and, giving her no chance for further words, he hastened away.

CHAPTER XXI.

FEARS AND PERPLEXITIES.

MERWYN found the storm so congenial to his mood that he breasted it for hours before returning to his home. There, in weariness and reaction, he sank into deep dejection.

”What is the use of anger?” he asked himself, as he renewed the dying fire in his room. ”In view of all the past, she has more cause for resentment than I, while it is a matter of indifference to her whether I am angry or not. I might as well be incensed at ice because it is cold, and she is ice to me. She has her standard and a circle of friends who come up to it. This I never have done and never can do. Therefore she only tolerates me and is more than willing that I should disappear below her horizon finally. I was a fool to speak the words I did to-night. What can they mean to her when nothing is left for me, apparently, but a safe, luxurious life?

Such outbreaks can only seem hysterical or mere affectations, and there shall be no more of them, let the provocation be what it may.