Part 10 (1/2)
”Let me try;” and with eager eyes he sat down before his easel again. ”Now see if I succeed a little,” he added, after a moment.
His whole nature appeared kindled and animated by hope. He worked rapidly and boldly. His drawing had been good before, and, as time pa.s.sed, nature's sweet, true face began to smile upon him from his canvas. Marian grew almost as absorbed as himself, learning by actual vision how quick, light strokes can reproduce and preserve on a few square inches the transitory beauty of the hour and the season.
At times she would stimulate his effort by half-spoken sentences of satisfaction, and at last he turned and looked up suddenly at her flushed, interested face.
”You are the muse,” he exclaimed, impetuously, ”who, by looking over my shoulder, can make an artist of me.”
She instinctively stepped farther away, saying, decisively, ”Be careful then to regard me as a muse.”
She had replied to his ardent glance and tone, even more than to his words. There was not a trace of sentiment in her clear, direct gaze. The quiet dignity and reserve of her manner sobered him instantly. Her presence, her words, the unexpected success in the new departure which she had suggested, had excited him deeply; yet a moment's thought made it clear that there had been nothing on her part to warrant the hope of more than friendly interest. This interest might easily be lost by a few rash words, while there was slight reason that he should ever hope for anything more. Then also came the consciousness of his straitened circ.u.mstances and the absurdity of incurring obligations which he might never be able to meet. He had a.s.sured himself a thousand times that art should be his mistress, yet here he was on the eve of acting like a fool by making love to one who never disguised her expensive tastes. He was not an artist of the olden school,--all romance and pa.s.sion,--and the modishly dressed, reserved maiden before him did not, in the remotest degree, suggest a languis.h.i.+ng heroine in days of yore, certain to love against sense and reason. The wild, sylvan shade, the June atmosphere, the fragrance of the eglantine, even the presence of art, in whose potent traditions mood is the highest law, could not dispel the nineteenth century or make this independent, clear-headed American girl forget for a moment what was sensible and right. She stood there alone under the shadow of the chestnuts, and by a glance defined her rights, her position towards her companion, and made him respect them. Nor was he headlong, pa.s.sionate, absurd.
He was a part of his age, and was familiar with New York society.
The primal instincts of his nature had obtained ascendency for a mordent. Ardent words to the beautiful girl who looked over his shoulder and inspired his touch seemed as natural as breath.
She had made herself for the moment a part of his enthusiasm. But what could be the sequel of ardent words, even if successful, but prosaic explanations and the facing of the inexorable problem of supporting two on an income that scarcely sufficed for the Bohemian life of one?
He had sufficient self-control, and was mentally agile enough to come down upon his feet. Rising, he said, quietly: ”If you will be my muse, as far as many other claims upon your time and thoughts permit, I shall be very grateful. I have observed that you have a good eye for harmony in color, and, what is best of all, I have induced you to be very frank. See how much you have helped me. In brief--Bless me! how long have you been here?”
He pulled out his watch in comic dismay, and held it towards her.
”No lunch for us to-day,” he concluded, ruefully.
”Well,” exclaimed Marian, laughing, ”this is the first symptom I have ever had of being an artist. It was quite natural that you should forget the needs of sublunary mortals, but that I should do so must prove the existence of an undeveloped trait. I could become quite absorbed in art if I could look on and see its wonders like a child. You must come home with me and take your chance. If lunch is over, we'll forage.”
He laughingly shouldered his apparatus, and walked by her side through the June suns.h.i.+ne and shade, she in the main keeping up the conversation. At last he said, rather abruptly: ”Miss Vosburgh, you do not look on like a child,--rather, with more intelligence than very many society girls possess; and--will you forgive me?--you defend yourself like a genuine American woman. I have lived abroad, you know, and have learned how to value such women. I wish you to know how much I respect you, how truly I appreciate you, and how grateful and honored I shall feel if you will be simply a frank, kind friend. You made use of the expression 'How shall I make you understand?' So I now use it, and suggest what I mean by a question,--Is there not something in a man's nature which enables him to do better if some woman, in whom he believes, shows that she cares?”
”I should be glad if this were true of some men,” she said, gently, ”because I do care. I'll be frank, too. Nothing would give me a more delicious sense of power than to feel that in ways I scarcely understood I was inciting my friends to make more of themselves than they would if they did not know me. If I cannot do a little of what you suggest, of what account am I to my friends?”
”Your friends can serve a useful purpose by amusing you.”
”Then the reverse is true, and I am merely amusing to my friends.
Is that the gist of your fine words, after all?” and her face flushed as she asked the question.
”No, it is not true, Miss Vosburgh. You have the power of entertaining your friends abundantly, but you could make me a better artist, and that with me would mean a better man, if you took a genuine interest in my efforts.”
”I shall test the truth of your words,” was her smiling response.
”Meanwhile you can teach me to understand art better, so that I shall know what I am talking about.” Then she changed the subject.
CHAPTER IX.
A GIRL'S LIGHT HAND.
ON the evening of the 3d of July Marian drove down in her phaeton to the station for her father, and was not a little surprised to see him advancing towards her with Mr. Lane. The young man shook hands with her cordially, yet quietly, and there was something in his expression that a.s.sured her of the groundlessness of all the fears she had entertained.
”I have asked Mr. Lane to dine with us,” said her father. ”He will walk over from the hotel in the course of half an hour.”
While the gentlemen had greeted her smilingly, there had been an expression on their faces which suggested that their minds were not engrossed by antic.i.p.ation of a holiday outing. Marian knew well what it meant. The papers had brought to every home in the land the tidings of the awful seven days' fighting before Richmond. So far from taking the city, McClellan had barely saved his army. Thousands of men were dead in the swamps of the Chickahominy; thousands were dying in the sultry heat of the South and on the malarial banks of the James.