Part 69 (2/2)
The silent watcher stirred when she heard the baying of a hound.
”That is Rover,” she said to herself, ”and he would know me. What would Uncle Robert say if he knew his lady la.s.s was so near?”
She walked on through the green lane, where the hedges were one ma.s.s of wild rose bloom, through the fields where the clover lay so sweet and fragrant, until she came to the mill-stream. Her heart gave one bound as she saw it.
The picturesque old mill, half hidden in foliage, and the great round wheel, half hidden in the clear stream. There were the water-lilies lying quite at rest now; there were the green reeds and sedges; the nests of blue forget-me-nots; the little water-fall where the white rock rose in the middle of the stream, and the water ran over it; the same green branches dipped in the water, the same trees shaded it. She sat down in the same spot where she had last sat with him. She remembered how the ring had fallen into the little clear pool and he had found it.
The same, and yet how different. And sitting there, with the wreck of her life round her, she sung in a low voice the words that to her had been so full of prophecy:
”In sheltered vale a mill-wheel Still sings its tuneful lay.
My darling once did dwell there, But now she's far away.
A ring in pledge I gave her, And vows of love we spoke; These vows are all forgotten, The ring asunder broke.”
How true and how cold the prophecy had been. As she sat there she saw a light in the mill, and the wheel began slowly to turn.
Foaming, laughing, singing, the water ran away s.h.i.+ning in the red light of the setting sun, golden in the little wavelets that kissed the banks.
Slowly the falling water set itself to music, and the rhythm was always:
”I would the grave could hide me, For there alone is peace.”
s.h.i.+ne on, setting sun. Sing on, falling water. There is no peace save in death and in heaven. Sing on, little birds, throw your sweet shadows, dewy nights; there is no peace but in death.
She lay down on the green bank and the water foaming by sung to her--it was all so sweet, so silent, so still. One by one the little birds slept, one by one the flowers closed their eyes, the roseate clouds faded, and the gray, soft mantle of night fell on the earth.
So sweet and still--the stars came out in the sky, in the wood a nightingale began to sing; the fire went out in her brain; the pain ceased; she grew calm as one on whom a dread shadow lies.
The lovely, laughing water, with the gleam of golden stars in it, falling with the rhythm of sweetest music. She drew nearer, she laid one hand on the little wavelets, and the cool, sweet touch refreshed her.
The night, so sweet and still, with the gray shade of the king of terrors rising from the mill-stream. The water-lilies seemed to rise and come near to her, a thousand sweet voices seemed to rise from the water and call her.
”There alone is peace,” sung the nightingale; ”There alone is peace,”
sung the lilies; ”There alone is peace,” sung the chiming waters. She drew nearer to them. Heaven only knows what ideas were in that overbalanced brain and distraught mind. Looking in the clear waters she saw the golden stars s.h.i.+ning; perhaps she thought she was reaching to them. A little low cry fell on the night air. A cry that startled the ring-doves, but fell on no mortal ear.
”Mine was always a mad love,” she said to herself; ”a mad love,” and the voice that had gladdened the hearts of thousands was heard on earth no more.
A mad love, indeed; she went nearer to the gleaming waters; they seemed to rise and infold her; the water-lilies seemed to hold her up. It seemed to her rather that she went up to the stars than down to the stream. There was no cry, no sound, as the soft waters closed over her, as the water-lilies floated back entangled in the meshes of a dead woman's hair.
In the grave alone was peace. So she lay through the long, sweet, summer night, and the mill-stream sung her dirge.
Was it suicide, or was she mad? G.o.d who knows all things knew that she had suffered a heavy wrong, a cruel injustice, a martyrdom of pain. She had raised herself to one of the highest positions in the world and there she had met her old love.
Only Heaven knew what she endured after that, when she saw his wife, when she saw him in his daily life, yet knowing that he was lost to her for evermore.
Then the climax came when his wife spoke of ”Lance's little child.” If those words drove her to her death who shall wonder?
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