Part 82 (1/2)
She pauses before making the ascent. She has reined up under the umbrageous cypress--fit canopy for a sorrowing heart. Its sombre shade appears more desirable than the sunlight above.
It is not this that has caused her to pull up. There is a thought in her soul darker than the shadow of the cypress. It is evinced by her clouded brow; by her black eyebrows contracted over her black flas.h.i.+ng eyes; above all, by an expression of fierceness in the contrast of her white teeth gleaming under the moustached lip.
All that is good of woman, except beauty, seems to have forsaken--all that is bad, except ugliness, to have taken possession of her!
She has paused at the prompting of a demon--with an infernal purpose half formed in her mind. Her muttered speeches proclaim it. ”I should have killed her upon the spot! Shall I go back, and dare her to deadly strife?”
”If I killed her, what would it avail? It could not win me back _his_ heart--lost, lost, without hope! Yes; those words were from the secret depths of his soul; where her image alone has found an abiding place!
Oh! there is no hope for me!
”'Tis he who should die; he who has caused my ruin. If I kill him? Ah, then; what would life be to me? Prom that hour an endless anguis.h.!.+
”Oh! it is anguish now! I cannot endure it. I can think of no solace-- if not in revenge. Not only she, he also--both must die!
”But not yet--not till he know, by whose hand it is done. Oh! he shall feel his punishment, and know whence it comes. Mother of G.o.d, strengthen me to take vengeance!”
She lances the flank of her horse, and spurs him, up the slope of the ravine.
On reaching the upper plain, she does not stop--even for the animal to breathe itself--but goes on at a reckless gait, and in a direction that appears undetermined. Neither hand nor voice are exerted in the guidance of her steed--only the spur to urge him on.
Left to himself, he returns in the track by which he came. It leads to the Leona. Is it the way he is wanted to go?
His rider seems neither to know nor care. She sits in the saddle, as though she were part of it; with head bent down, in the att.i.tude of one absorbed in a profound reverie, unconscious of outward things--even of the rude pace at which she is riding! She does not observe that black cohort close by; until warned of its proximity by the snorting of her steed, that suddenly comes to a stand.
She sees a _caballada_ out upon the open prairie!
Indians? No. White men--less by their colour, than the caparison of their horses, and their style of equitation. Their beards, too, show it; but not their skins, discoloured by the ”stoor” of the parched plain.
”_Los Tejanos_!” is the muttered exclamation, as she becomes confirmed in regard to their nationality.
”A troop of their _rangers_ scouring the country for Comanches, I suppose? The Indians are not here? If I've heard aright at the Settlement, they should be far on the other side.”
Without any strong reason for shunning them, the Mexican maiden has no desire to encounter ”Los Tejanos.” They are nothing to her, or her purposes; and, at any other time, she would not go out of their way.
But in this hour of her wretchedness, she does not wish to run the gauntlet of their questionings, nor become the b.u.t.t of their curiosity.
It is possible to avoid them. She is yet among the bushes. They do not appear to have observed her. By turning short round, and diving back into the chapparal, she may yet shun being seen.
She is about to do so, when the design is frustrated by the neighing of her horse. A score of theirs respond to him; and he is seen, along with his rider.
It might be still possible for her to escape the encounter, if so inclined. She would be certain of being pursued, but not so sure of being overtaken--especially among the winding ways of the chapparal, well known to her.
At first she _is_ so inclined; and completes the turning of her steed.
Almost in the same instant, she reins round again; and faces the phalanx of hors.e.m.e.n, already in full gallop towards her.
Her muttered words proclaim a purpose in this sudden change of tactics.
”Rangers--no! Too well dressed for those ragged _vagabundos_? Must be the party of 'searchers,' of which I've heard--led by the father of-- Yes--yes it is they. _Ay Dios_! here is a chance of revenge, and without my seeking it; G.o.d wills it to be so!”
Instead of turning back among the bushes, she rides out into the open ground; and with an air of bold determination advances towards the hors.e.m.e.n, now near.