Vol 1 Chapter 2 (2/2)
'I’ll ask once more Who is that child?’
Yakumo pointed at Sachiko’s child
'I don’t know either’
Sachiko covered her face with her hands and shook her head, flinging her hair about
'Has that child been there since the test of courage?’
'I don’t know Yakumo-kun, what should I do!?’
Sachiko was in hysterics It looked like her e open
'Has the child been there since the test of courage?’
Yakumo repeated his question with no care for Sachiko’s emotional state
'I think that’s probably it,’ replied Sachiko in a quiet voice
'So that really is it,’ murmured Yaku gaze
Under that pressure, Sachiko leant back
There was a freezing silence –
Akeot to breathe as she watched
After a while, Yaku surprised
'You…?’
Yakumo spoke in a lowered tone
– What happened?
Ignoring Akemi, who didn’t understand the situation, Yakuainst his left eye and collapsed to his knees
His body shook, like he was in pain
'Are you OK?’
Yakumo didn’t respond to Akemi’s question
Beads of sweat formed on his forehead, and his shoulders heaved as he breathed
'Hey, Yakumo-kun’
Akeet up, but Yakumo stood up himself as if to avoid that
He aying, as if he were dizzy
'What’s wrong?’
Akemi put a hand on Yakumo’s shoulder
'Let go!’
Yakulared at her fiercely
There was a violent wrath in that gaze
For a while, Yakulared at Akemi, but then he left the room silently
'Sacchan, wait a bit’
Akemi left Sachiko’s room and went after Yakumo
When she reached the corridor, To, 'What happened?’
'I will be right back’
Akemi waved Tomoko off and ran out the entrance
She found Yakumo immediately
He was leaning against a telephone pole with his left hand on his face as he looked down His breathing was ragged, as if he had run at full speed
'Yakuht?’
When she touched Yakuility of a cat and put distance between himself and Akemi
'Stay away’
Yakuer at her as a warning
Why was Yakuuarded? And what had he seen?’
'Did you know?’ said Yaku unsteady
Akemi didn’t understand the question, so all she could do was keep quiet
While neither of them spoke, the silence continued, to the point that the sound of the as hurting her ears –
The strength suddenly left Yakumo’s shoulders, and he turned his back towards Akemi
However, that didn’t mean the dismissive air around Yakumo had disappeared
'It’s fine You go back first And don’t go near that woain’
After saying that quickly, Yakuait
'Where are you going?’
There were s that she wanted to ask, but Yakumo didn’t stop or turn around
– ItYakumo
Regret gradually greithin Akemi
6
Left behind by Yakuised for what had happened earlier, and then went back to the priests’ quarters where Isshi+n and Nao aiting
'It isn’t your fault, Akemi-chan’
After Akemi explained, Isshi+n said that with a shake of his head
Wasn’t Yakumo supposed to use this spiritual incident to break his own shell? That hat Isshi+n had thought, so this must have been below his expectations
Though he didn’t say it, he must have been disappointed
'If it’s all right, would you let h she thought herself it was an impudent request
Yaku to Sachiko’s room
Heunbelievable She wanted to knohat on earth it was
Also, she did want to be with Isshi+n a little longer
'It’s a humble place, but please feel coer too’
Isshi+n was holding Nao and looking at her face as she said that
Nao happily stuck her finger in Isshi+n’s nose
– What is she doing?
'Um, I – ’
Akemi hurriedly tried to take Nao, but Isshi+n stopped her
That wasn’t all – even Nao shook her head
'Being with you alet that I’m a teacher, Isshi+n-san’
It was a bit strange now that she thought about it The teacher had gone to her student’s houardian hold her own child
'Fro Yakumo’s teacher, you’re also my cute student You don’t have to worry about those details now, do you?’
Though Isshi+n’s words were rather strong, they were also convincing to her
He really was a mysterious person
'If you’re sure it’s all right’
'Then I’ll pour some tea’
After saying that, Isshi+n stood up, Nao still in his arms
'No, I’ll do it’
Akemi stood up as well
'No, it’s fine Please sit then’
'Then I’ll take Nao’
'That’s fine too’
Isshi+n’s only fault s himself
However, that also made him look cute
'Please choose one of those options’
Akery as she approached Isshi+n
Isshi+n looked troubled, but finally he chose Nao and sat back down
Akemi went to the kitchen and looked around
It was kept well, but there were oppressively few seasonings When she opened the fridge, as expected, there was virtually nothing that could be called an ingredient
'Isshi+n-san, what do you normally eat?’
'Well, we’re just two men We eat frozen food and side dishes purchased from the supermarket – a variety’
That wasn’t a variety
However, perhaps it couldn’t be helped Isshi+n was doing his work as a priest and acting as Yakumo’s parent on his own
It would be difficult to provide meals on top of that
Ake
– All right, I’ve decided
'Sorry, please watch Nao for a while’
Ake roo
'Where are you going?’
Isshi+n looked confused as he looked up at Akemi
'To buy dinner’
Isshi+n looked surprised by Akemi’s response
Even Isshi+n had taken time to understand what she meant
'No, that’s too much Er…’
Isshi+n stood up and was fu for words
He was probably trying to refuse, but he didn’t kno to do it
'Please leave it to me’
Ake room before he could stop her
It was strange Even though she was old enough to know better, when she looked at Yakuht that she wouldn’t lose to Sachiko
Therewith me –
7
Yakumo stood in the school’s backyard
The cherry blossom tree, the start of the incident –
Because it was a Saturday, he had thought that nobody would be at school, but the basketball club was in the gy Their yells and the sound of the balls echoed
Yakuh
At the root of the cherry blossoravestone
Though it’d be hard to tell at first glance, this area only had different coloured soil
Yaku to Sachiko when she went to her room
He also kne to solve the spiritual phenomenon
However, he didn’t feel like actually doing it
Yakuhtly touched the tree trunk
'Were you unwanted too?’
There was no response
There was a suffocating feeling in his chest
Why did he have to suffer like this?
If he didn’t know anything, he wouldn’t be troubled like this
'I…’
'What are you doing, you bastard!?’
Yaku his murmur
When he turned around, he saw Tsukasa there in a jersey
Like they were obeying Tsukasa, there was a posse of students, with Youhei at the start
'I’ you Answer’
Tsukasa spoke quickly as he approached Yakumo
– These guys h to destroy me
That ruinous thought suddenly came to Yakumo’s head
'It’s got nothing to do with you,’ said Yakuly as he tried to leave
'Wait!’
Tsukasa glared at Yakumo with animosity as he blocked Yakumo’s way
Yakumo stopped and looked back at Tsukasa
'You’re in my way’
'What? If you get too ahead of yourself, I’ll beat you up!’
Tsukasa glared at Yakuether
– Oh, so he’ll kill me
'Do it,’ said Yakumo expressionlessly
'What?’
'You’re going to kill ht?’
'You…’
Tsukasa took a step back, as if afraid
'Kill ht? Or are you scared?’
'You brat…’
'It looks like your leader is too afraid to put a hand on me’
Yakumo spoke to the posse behind Tsukasa
Tsukasa’s expression twisted into humiliation
'Get him!’ said Youhei
'Yeah, get him!’
The other posse members spoke up too
'Show your stuff’
When Yaku
Yakumo took that surprise hit and lost his balance
Then, he underwent a shower of kicks
As he fell to the ground, the other students joined in, and he was showered with blows
– Now I don’t have to suffer any more
In that intense pain, Yaku released
8
After Gotou left the perverted coroner’s hospital, he went straight to the investigation on the inforawa
Though it was called an investigation, it was just boring work, questioning people around the telephone booth
For Gotou, asn’t good at using his head, this as more suitable for him
However, he hadn’t found any useful infor to do about it The telephone booth was under a pedestrian bridge and at a dead end
Furthermore, numerous people used telephone booths
It wouldn’t be that easy to get eyewitness testimony
It would be different if they at least had the date and tiue
If the inforured out that much, they would have to be quite keen
Gotou recalled the man he’d seen on the ay
An unsettling man in all black He had to be the informer Gotou was near certain
'Gotou, let’s take a break’
Without waiting for Gotou’s reply, Miyagawa leant against the fence dividing the school and the road and lit a cigarette
'Miyagawa-san, you’re getting on in years if you’re going to throw in the towel here’
Gotou threw a little bite into his usual comeback
Gotou thought that Miyagaould get angry, but Miyagawa just let it slide with a snort
'Don’t chat – getwarm to drink’
Miyagawa threw a five hundred yen coin at Gotou
'Would coffee be all right?’
'Black!’ yelled Miyagaith a wave
– There should be a vending machine around here
Gotou turned right at the road along the fence and went to the back of the school
Just as he’d re machine there
Gotou jogged up to the vending machine and put aanted
It’d be a pain looking for another vending machine –
'Tea will be fine, right?’
Gotou was pressing the vending machine button when he suddenly heard a voice
'Die! Take that!’
There were jeers unsuitable for an area near a middle school
Gotou looked around and spotted four or fivein a circle underneath the dead cherry blossom tree behind the fence
There was a boy of the saround inside that circle
Gotou ran before thinking
'Oi, you brats! What are you doing!?’
He climbed onto the fence and yelled from the bottom of his stomach
The boys scattered in all directions at this sudden intruder, leaving the boy collapsed on the ground by himself
'Oi You all right?’
Gotou jumped off the fence and went up to the boy
He tried to give him a hand, but the boy stood up on his own as if to say it wasn’t necessary while pressing a hand against his left eye
However, it looked like the injuries were severe He was staggering like a fawn
'Oi Don’t overdo it’
Gotou forced the boy to sit on the ground and looked at his face to check his injuries
The boy opened his eyes
'You! You’re the kid from that time!’ exclaimed Gotou in surprise
This was the boy he ht was the informant
'You’re speaking too loudly right next to lob of bloody saliva
– He’s damn impertinent for his awful state
'Do you know those guys?’
'I know the you who they are’
The boy tried to stand up using the tree trunk without even wiping the dirt off his clothes
Gotou quickly grabbed the boy’s arm
Gotou had a lot of other things he wanted to ask this kid
'Let go of me!’
'Nope, not going to I’ve got a lot of questions for you’
'I don’t have anything to say’
'Shut it Don’t act clever – you’re just a brat who can’t do anything without his parents!’
Gotou had planned on saying that to get him to submit
However, Gotou was the one who became lost for words
The boy slowly took the hand off his left eye His glowing red eye woke Gotou’s sleeping memories
– I’ve seen this red eye before
It was a rainy night nearly ten years ago –
At the ti as an officer at a police box, and a man showed up then
– A child is about to be murdered
The man had said that
Gotou did as theunder construction
He saved a kid as about to be strangled to death by a woman there
That kid had had a red left eye, like the boy in front of him
He found out later that the woman who tried to kill the boy was his mother
– What sort of life will this kid live after his mother’s tried to kill him?
Gotou recalled thinking that at the time
And now, he had the answer in front of his eyes
He was in a rage His eyes see in the world
Did this boy have hatred or despair in his heart –
'Your naht?’
Gotou said the name left in the corner of his head
'You’ve just re at Gotou
– What kind of tone is that, you brat?
Gotou forced himself not to lift his raised fist
'Ah, that’s right I should’ve noticed the other tied so much And you were smaller then’
Gotou put his palround and placed it at his waist
Yakumo looked at him coldly
– Cold eyes for a brat Don’t look at me like that
'Were the guys who beat you up earlier classmates?’
Gotou felt uncoht the conversation back on track
However, Yaku himself, he seemed uninterested
'Tell me their names That was clearly assault’
Gotou touched Yakumo’s shoulder, but he leapt away that instant
'Don’t s,’ said Yakumo, voice clearly hostile
'It’s not worthless I’ of you when I say that’
'That’s what’s called worthless You’ll just help here and then act like you’ve got nothing to do with it later, right? Then you shouldn’t get involved in the first place’
– This brat If I keep quiet and listen, he just says whatever the hell he wants
Gotou’s reasoning short-circuited
'Enough already! You think you’re the only guy who’s got it tough, don’t you?’
'What do you want to say?’
'You’re not the only guy who has it tough! People live while helping others! If I didn’t save you then, you’d be dead!’
Gotou grabbed Yakumo’s collar and threatened him
’… Who…’
Yakumo looked away from Gotou and spoke quietly
'If you’ve got so to say, say it clearly!’
Yakuain when he yelled
A chill ran down Gotou’s spine
'Who asked you to save me?’
'What?’
Gotou didn’t understand what Yakumo meant
'Who asked you to savebecause I’m alive! Why did my mother try to kill ive me those answers?’
Yakumo’s face was red – he was so fors
Under that pressure, Gotou couldn’t even think cal of the questions
'You saved ive me those answers? Why!?’ shouted Yakumo
What the hell is he saying? I just saved the life that looked like it was going to disappear fro after that
With anger and confusion, Gotou completely lost his reason
Without realising it himself, he raised his fist and punched the side of Yakumo’s face
Yakumo fell backwards
All his force from earlier disappeared – he looked dazed, like he’d fallen for a tasteless trick
'Shut up, you brat! Think about that yourself! If you want to die so ht here!’
In the heat of his anger, Gotou lifted his fist again
'You idiot! What the hell are you doing!?’
Along with that yell, a violent impact hit the back of Gotou’s head
The ground shook – Gotou couldn’t stand and collapsed to his knees
– Who the hell was that?
With his head in his hands, Gotou looked up
'Are you shaking soe?’
Miyagawa looked down on Gotou with an inti stance
I can’t tell if his tiood or bad –
'I want to hear about the situation in detail’
Gotou looked at Yakuain
He didn’t understand hi with a kid
Perhaps it was because he was like Gotou had been in the past
Gotou smiled self-derisively
9
– Yaku dinner
Though Akeht that, even after she went from the kitchen to the table, Yakumo hadn’t returned
She really should have followed hiht was 20/20
'This looks delicious Let’s eat without waiting for Yakumo’
Isshi+n said that in a carefree
Isshi+n smiled broadly, as if to express how yummy it was, and tried to feed Nao in his lap too
'Nao can’t eat that yet’
'Oh, that’s too bad – it’s so delicious’
Isshi+n shrugged his shoulders like a kid whose prank had been found out
Akemi knew she was a art, but she felt like Isshi+n, on the other hand, was too carefree
'I’ out for a bit’
Ake room
'What happened?’
Ake Yakumo’s face
He looked awful There were scratches all over, and there was blood on his lips and a bruise on his cheek
Furthermore, the contact lens in his left eye wasn’t there, so his red eye was in the open
'Are you OK?’
Akemi tried to look at his injuries, but Yakumo pushed him away
'It’s nothing’
'You can’t call this nothing, right?’
'Leaveat Akemi
Ake when he responded so emotionally to her
'Where did you go?’
Isshi+n asked instead of Akemi
'Investigating the requested case’
It had to hurt Yaku his chin with a twisted expression as he replied
'School?’
'Yeah’
Yakued
'I see,’ said Isshi+n with a nod He didn’t ask Yaku else
Just fro the location, it looked like he’d understood the cause of the injuries
'What’s this?’
Yakumo pointed at the food on top of the table with a suspicious expression
'You can tell froht? It’s dinner’
Isshi+n smiled happily
'That’s not what I’’
'Then what are you asking?’
With the question turned back to hih his hair
Things like that made Akemi think he really was a boy in puberty
'Let’s eat quickly It’d be a waste if it gets cold’
Isshi+n urged Yakumo, but he just looked at the table like a wary cat
Akemi went to the kitchen and scooped rice out into a bowl, handing it to Yakumo
Yakumo probably still hadn’t understood the situation He just stood there with the rice bowl, dazed
'Let’s eat’
Isshi+n put his hands together and started eating the rice heartily
At first, Yakumo looked at thean to eat silently
Even though this was the first ti that had happened hundreds of times in a daily life comic strip
– If only that were the case
Akemi couldn’t help but wish for that
She had always been afraid ever since that incident –
She had felt despair after i herself ten years in the future She had believed that she couldn’t have a bright future any more
However, htn’t it be possible for her to have a happy future like this too?
Wouldn’t a day come when she could have a daily life like this, at a table with her family?
If it ith Isshi+n –
Ake that couldn’t be granted, and her cheeks went red, which was unsuited for her age
'Hey, Yakuhost?’ said Isshi+n after finishi+ng his food
Yakuhtly, but it quickly stiffened
'I don’t want to talk about it’
Yakumo said just that and shut his mouth
It felt like he had grasped the solution to the spiritual phenomenon, but he didn’t want to act on it
'It’d be a transgression if you knew but didn’t do anything,’ Isshi+n said quietly
'I don’t knohat to do’
Yakumo’s voice was so weak it sounded like it could fade away at any moment
'Even if you don’t understand, shouldn’t you do so now that you know?’
'Will doing that bring some benefit to me?’
Yakumo stood up, as if to run from the conversation with Isshi+n
'That’s not what I’ about’
Even though Yakumo had set out to solve the spiritual pheno to Sachiko yesterday, his attitude had turned 180 degrees
Did it have so to do with his injuries?
'I did what I could I don’t want to stick my neck in any further’
Yaku room
'Honestly He’s so stubborn’
Isshi+n looked down, looking like he was s –
10
While driving, Gotou glanced at Miyagawa in the passenger seat
He was srim expression
Miyagawa’s face was already scary enough, so it was hard to tell when he was angry
'I’m really sorry’
Gotou apologised for the nth time
'Don’t worry about it It worked out fine,’ Miyagawa said clearly
It was true that it worked out fine, but Gotou didn’t feel good about it
After Miyagawa stopped him, Gotou was prepared for Yakumo to complain
However, Yaku else
– I’ve already forgotten it
He had said that so readily that it was anticlimactic
And Gotou couldn’t tell what Yaku
His doubt had ser
'Gotou, do you know that brat?’ said Miyagawa, pressing his cigarette into the ashtray
'Yes I’d forgotten him until just then, but that brat’s mother tried to kill him when he was a kid’
'And?’
Miyagawa urged him to continue
'At the ti at the police box and coincidentally saved him’
'I see So why’d his mother try to kill him?’
Miyagawa lit a new cigarette and leant back on the seat
Gotou had that question too Theever since, so Gotou didn’t know, but he had an idea
'You saw it too, right, Miyagawa-san? That eye…’
'Yeah’
Miyagawa closed his eyes, perhaps recalling Yakumo’s red left eye
'That eyeto do with it’
'A forced double suicide fro of their disabled child’s painful future… Stories like that come up often’
As Miyagawa said, Gotou often heard about stories like that
There were often cases where guardians became neurotic and lost their ability to reason coolly Yakuht have been in the same situation –
However, Gotou couldn’t accept it He knehy
'But for him, it was just a red left eye’
His appearance was just a bit different That was all It wasn’t like a disability that would hinder his life
'It’d be nice if everyone were like you’
Miyagawa laughed
'What do you mean?’
'People can be incredibly cold towards others that are different from them’
'Huh…’
'That brat must have suffered countless times because of that eye’
Perhaps it was as Miyagawa said
– Who asked you to save me?
The words Yakumo said earlier came up in Gotou’s mind
'Should I not have saved him?’
He hadn’tthat, but the words came out of his mouth
'What do you mean?’
Miyagawa looked bewildered, like he was reading an English-language newspaper
Now that Gotou had said it, he had to explain
'Earlier, he said this to me Askedas he lived…’
'Meaning he wouldn’t have had to suff