Part 23 (1/2)

”O, those lovely pink and white laurels! Yes. Where did you get such pictures, Miss Hazel?”

”O, everybody gave them to us, all summer, ever since we began. Mrs.

Geoffrey gave those flowers; and mother painted some. She did that laurel. But don't call me Miss Hazel, please; it seems to send me off into a corner.”

Rosamond answered by a little irresistible caress; leaning her head down to Hazel, on her other side, until her cheek touched the child's bright curls, quickly and softly. There was magnetism between those two.

Ah, the magnetism ran round!

”For a child's picture-book, Mrs. Ripwinkley?” said Mrs. Scherman, reaching over for the laurel picture. ”Aren't these almost too exquisite? They would like a big scarlet poppy just as well,--perhaps better. Or a clump of cat-o'-nine-tails,” she added, whimsically.

”There _is_ a clump of cat-o'-nine-tails,” said Mrs. Ripwinkley. ”I remember how I used to delight in them as a child,--the real ones.”

”Pictures are to _tell_ things,” said Desire, in her brief way.

”These little city refugees _must_ see them, somehow,” said Rosamond, gently. ”I understand. They will never get up on the mountains, maybe, where the laurels grow, or into the shady swamps among the flags and the cat-o'-nine-tails. You have _picked out_ pictures to give them, Mrs. Ripwinkley.”

Kenneth Kincaid's scissors stopped a moment, as he looked at Rosamond, pausing also over the placing of her leaves.

Desire saw that from the other side; she saw how beautiful and gracious this girl was--this Rosamond Holabird; and there was a strange little twinge in her heart, as she felt, suddenly, that let there be ever so much that was true and kindly, or even tender, in her, it could never come up in her eyes or play upon her lips like that she could never say it out sweetly and in due place everything was a spasm with her; and n.o.body would ever look at her just as Kenneth Kincaid looked at Rosamond then.

She said to herself, with her harsh, unsparing honesty, that it must be a ”hitch inside;” a cramp or an awkwardness born in her, that set her eyes, peering and sharp, so near together, and put that knot into her brows instead of their widening placidly, like Rosamond's, and made her jerky in her speech. It was no use; she couldn't look and behave, because she couldn't _be_; she must just go boggling and kinking on, and--losing everything, she supposed.

The smiles went down, under a swift, bitter little cloud, and the hard twist came into her face with the inward pinching she was giving herself; and all at once there crackled out one of her sharp, strange questions; for it was true that she could not do otherwise; everything was sudden and crepitant with her.

”Why need all the good be done up in batches, I wonder? Why can't it be spread round, a little more even? There must have been a good deal left out somewhere, to make it come in a heap, so, upon you, Miss Craydocke!”

Hazel looked up.

”I know what Desire means,” she said. ”It seemed just so to me, _one_ way. Why oughtn't there to be _little_ homes, done-by-hand homes, for all these little children, instead of--well--machining them all up together?”

And Hazel laughed at her own conceit.

”It's nice; but then--it isn't just the way. If we were all brought up like that we shouldn't know, you see!”

”You wouldn't want to be brought up in a platoon, Hazel?” said Kenneth Kincaid. ”No; neither should I.”

”I think it was better,” said Hazel, ”to have my turn of being a little child, all to myself; _the_ little child, I mean, with the rest of the folks bigger. To make much of me, you know. I shouldn't want to have missed that. I shouldn't like to be _loved_ in a platoon.”

”n.o.body is meant to be,” said Miss Craydocke.

”Then why--” began Asenath Scherman, and stopped.

”Why what, dear?”

”Revelations,” replied Sin, laconically. ”There are loads of people there, all dressed alike, you know; and--well--it's platoony, I think, rather! And down here, such a world-full; and the sky--full of worlds. There doesn't seem to be much notion of one at a time, in the general plan of things.”

”Ah, but we've got the key to all that,” said Miss Craydocke. ”'The very hairs of your head are all numbered.' It may be impossible with us, you know, but not with Him.”

”Miss Hapsie! you always did put me down, just when I thought I was smart,” said Sin Scherman.

Asenath loved to say ”Miss Hapsie,” now and then, to her friend, ever since she had found out what she called her ”squee little name.”

”But the little children, Miss Craydocke,” said Mrs. Ripwinkley. ”It seems to me Desire has got a right thought about it.”