Part 2 (1/2)
”All our force is. I see to that, Mr. Norman.”
”Has she a young man--steady company, I think they call it?”
”She has no friends at all. She's extremely shy--at least, reserved.
Lives with her father, an old crank of an a.n.a.lytical chemist over in Jersey City. She hasn't even a lady friend.”
”Well, send her in.”
A moment later Norman, looking up from his work, saw the dim slim nonent.i.ty before him. Again he leaned back and, as he talked with her, studied her face to make sure that his first judgment was correct. ”Do you stay late every night?” asked he smilingly.
She colored a little, but enough to bring out the exquisite fineness of her white skin. ”Oh, I don't mind,” said she, and there was no embarra.s.sment in her manner. ”I've got to learn--and doing things over helps.”
”Nothing equal to it,” declared Norman. ”You've been to school?”
”Only six weeks,” confessed she. ”I couldn't afford to stay longer.”
”I mean the other sort of school--not the typewriting.”
”Oh! Yes,” said she. And once more he saw that extraordinary transformation. She became all in an instant delicately, deliciously lovely, with the moving, in a way pathetic loveliness of sweet children and sweet flowers. Her look was mystery; but not a mystery of guile. She evidently did not wish to have her past brought to view; but it was equally apparent that behind it lay hid nothing shameful, only the sad, perhaps the painful. Of all the periods of life youth is the best fitted to bear deep sorrows, for then the spirit has its full measure of elasticity. Yet a shadow upon youth is always more moving than the shadows of maturer years--those shadows that do not lie upon the surface but are heavy and corroding stains. When Norman saw this shadow upon her youth, so immature-looking, so helpless-looking, he felt the first impulse of genuine interest in her. Perhaps, had that shadow happened to fall when he was seeing her as the commonplace and colorless little struggler for bread, and seeming doomed speedily to be worsted in the struggle--perhaps, he would have felt no interest, but only the brief qualm of pity that we dare not encourage in ourselves, on a journey so beset with hopeless pitiful things as is the journey through life.
But he had no impulse to question her. And with some surprise he noted that his reason for refraining was not the usual reason--unwillingness uselessly to add to one's own burdens by inviting the mournful confidences of another. No, he checked himself because in the manner of this frail and mouselike creature, dim though she once more was, there appeared a dignity, a reserve, that made intrusion curiously impossible.
With an apologetic note in his voice--a kind and friendly voice--he said:
”Please have your typewriter brought in here. I want you to do some work for me--work that isn't to be spoken of--not even to Mr. Tetlow.” He looked at her with grave penetrating eyes. ”You will not speak of it?”
”No,” replied she, and nothing more. But she accompanied the simple negative with a clear and honest sincerity of the eyes that set his mind completely at rest. He felt that this girl had never in her life told a real lie.
One of the office boys installed the typewriter, and presently Norman and the quiet nebulous girl at whom no one would trouble to look a second time were seated opposite each other with the broad table desk between, he leaning far back in his desk chair, fingers interlocked behind his proud, strong-looking head, she holding sharpened pencil suspended over the stenographic notebook. Long before she seated herself he had forgotten her except as machine. There followed a troubled hour, as he dictated, ordered erasure, redictated, ordered re-readings, skipped back and forth, in the effort to frame the secret agreement in the fewest and simplest, and least startlingly unlawful, words. At last he leaned forward with the s.h.i.+ne of triumph in his eyes.
”Read straight through,” he commanded.
She read, interrupted occasionally by a sharp order from him to correct some mistake in her notes.
”Again,” he commanded, when she translated the last of her notes.
This time she was not interrupted once. When she ended, he exclaimed: ”Good! I don't see how you did it so well.”
”Nor do I,” said she.
”You say you are only a beginner.”
”I couldn't have done it so well for anyone else,” said she. ”You are--different.”
The remark was worded most flatteringly, but it did not sound so. He saw that she did not herself understand what she meant by ”different.” _He_ understood, for he knew the difference between the confused and confusing ordinary minds and such an intelligence as his own--simple, luminous, enlightening all minds, however dark, so long as they were in the light-flooded region around it.
”Have I made the meaning clear?” he asked.
He hoped she would reply that he had not, though this would have indicated a partial defeat in the object he had--to put the complex thing so plainly that no one could fail to understand. But she answered, ”Yes.”
He congratulated himself that his overestimate of her ignorance of affairs had not lured him into giving her the names of the parties at interest to transcribe. But did she really understand? To test her, he said: