Part 82 (2/2)

That swift unerring judgment of Saxham's had pointed, months ago, to some such mental and physical collapse, as the result of shock, crowning long-continued nervous overstrain. He had said to the Mother that such a result would be easier to avert than to deal with.

There was not an ounce of energy the man possessed that he did not employ in dealing with it now.

Let Sister Tobias tell us, as she told Saxham then, the story of the Finding. She was always a plain woman of few words.

”The last charge the Mother laid on us--Sister Hilda-Antony and me--was to keep our eyes upon the child. The very day _it_ was done she told us, and I saw that something had made her anxious by the look that was in her eyes.” She dried her own with a coa.r.s.e blue cotton handkerchief before she took up her tale. ”She went alone to the Head Hospital that day. None of us were to be surprised, she said, if she came home extra late. Sister Hilda-Antony and me were on duty at the Railway Inst.i.tute. We took Lynette with us.--There!... Didn't she look up, just for the one second, as if she remembered her name?”

She had not done so at all. She was sitting on her stool in her old corner of the Convent bombproof, but she did not heed the shattering crashes of the bombardment any more. She had only moved to push out of her eyes the dulled and faded hair that the Sisters could not keep pinned up, and bent over her little slate again. Before that, and a pencil had been given her she had been restless and uneasy. Now she would be occupied for long hours, making rude attempts at drawing houses and figures such as a child represents, with round ”O's” of different sizes for heads and bodies, and pitchforks for legs and arms....

Sister Tobias went on: ”The _Siege Gazette_ had come out that day, with the news of”--she dropped her voice to a whisper--”of her being likely to be married before long to him that's gone. May Our Lord give him rest!”

Sister Tobias's well-accustomed fingers pattered over the bib of her blue-checked ap.r.o.n, making the Sign. ”And Sister Hilda-Antony and me had the world's work with all the people who stopped us in the street and came round us at the Inst.i.tute to say how glad they were. Talk of a stone plopped in a duckpond! You'd have thought by the crazy way folks carried on that two pretty young people had never went and got engaged before.”

Sister Tobias was never coldly grammatical in speech. ”But the child was happy, poor dear, in hearing even strangers praise him; and when the firing stopped and we were on our way home, she begged us to turn out of it and call in at the Convent, where he'd begged her to meet him, if only for a minute, not having seen her since the Sunday when----”

”Yes--yes!”

Saxham, who writhed inwardly, remembering that Sunday, nodded, bending his heavy brows. His ears were given to Sister Tobias, his eyes to the slight figure that somehow, in the skirt some impatient movement had wrenched from the gathers and the s.h.i.+rt-bodice that was b.u.t.toned awry, had the air of a ragged, neglected child. And she held up her scrawled slate to ward off his look, and peeped at him round the side of it.

Big strong men like that could be cruel when they were angry. The Kid knew that so well.

”We went to the Convent with the child,” Sister Tobias continued: ”We hadn't the heart to deny her, though we thought the Mother might be vexed that we hadn't come straight home. A queer thing happened as we crossed the road and went up along the fence towards the gates with the child between us.... A big, heavy man, dressed as the miners dress, with a great black beard and his hat pulled down over his eyes, came along in such a hurry that he knocked Sister Hilda-Antony off the kerb into the road, and brushed close up against _her_----”

”Against Miss Mildare? Did it occur to you that the man had come out of the Convent enclosure?” Saxham asked quickly.

Sister Tobias shook her head.

”No; but I did think he meant stopping and speaking to the child, and then changed his mind and hurried on. 'Did he hurt you, dearie?' I asked her, seeing her shaking and quite fl.u.s.tered-like. And she answers, 'I don't know....' And 'Was it anyone you knew?' I puts to her again, and 'I can't tell,' says she, like as if she was answering in her sleep. Do you thinks she understands we're talking about her, poor lamb?”

They both looked at her, and she, having been taught by painful experience that to be the object of simultaneous observation on the part of the man and woman meant punishment involving stripes, began to tremble, and hung her head. From under her tangled hair she peeped from side to side, wondering what it was she had left undone? Ah!--the broom, standing in the corner. She had forgotten to sweep out the house-place and the bar. When the dreaded eyes turned from her, she got up and went softly to the corner where Sister Tobias's besom stood, and took it and began to sweep, casting terrified glances through her hair at her two Fates.

Something gripped Saxham by the heart and wrung it. The scalding tears were bitter in his throat. Do what he would to keep them free, his eyes were dimmed and blinded, and Sister Tobias wiped her own openly with the blue cotton handkerchief.

”We thought the young gentleman would be waiting near the Convent,” said Sister Tobias, ”or in one of the ground-floor rooms, but he wasn't there.

Me and Sister Hilda-Antony looked at one another. 'Early days for a young girl's sweetheart to be late at the meeting-place!' says Sister Hilda-Antony's eyes to me, and mine said back, 'The Lord grant no harm's come to him!' We waited five minutes by the school clock, that's never been let run down, and then another five, and still he didn't come. He had got his death-wound, though we didn't know it, hours before.”

”The Angel of Death had spread his wings over the Convent. Both me and Sister Hilda-Antony felt there was a strange and awful stillness and solemnness about the place. At last me and her told the child that go we must. We'd wait no longer. But _she_, knowing we'd never leave without her, ran upstairs. We heard her light feet going over the wet matting and down the long pa.s.sage to the chapel door. Then----”

Sister Tobias sobbed for another moment in the blue handkerchief. The child, who had been diligently sweeping, looked at the woman and at the big man who had made her cry, with great dilated eyes of fear. She put the broom back noiselessly in its corner, and stole back to her stool. Who knew what might happen next?

”Then,” said Sister Tobias, ”we heard the dreadfullest scream. 'Mother!'

just once, and after it dead silence. Then--I don't know how we got there, it was so like a cruel dream--but we were in the chapel, trying to raise them up. That dear Saint--may the Peace of G.o.d and the Bliss of His Vision be upon her for ever!--lay dead on the altar-steps where the wicked, murdering hand had shot her down.... And the child lay across her, just where she had dropped in trying to lift her. And the strength of me and the Sister, and the strength of them that came after, wasn't equal to unloose those slender little hands you're watching.”

The slender little hands were busy with the slate and pencil as Saxham looked at them.

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