Part 12 (1/2)
”Your Convent, ma'am, unluckily for your Community, happens to be, if not the biggest, at least the most conspicuously situated building in the place, lying as it does at a distance of four hundred yards from the town, on the north-east side. Like the Hospital, of course, it will be under the protection of the Red-Cross Flag. But the Boer is not chivalrous. He does not object to killing women or sick people, nor does he observe with any standing scrupulousness the Geneva Convention. Any object that shows up nicely on the skyline is good enough to pound away at, and the Red-Cross Flag has often helped him to get a satisfactory range. If they bombard us, as I have reason to believe they will, you'll have iron and lead in tons poured through these walls.”
She said:
”When they fall about our ears, Colonel, it will be time to leave them!”
He adored a gallant spirit, and here was one indeed.
”Ma'am, I am disarmed, since you take things in this way.”
”It is the only way in which to take them,” she said. ”There should be no panic in the hearts of those who wait on the Divine Will. Moreover, I should wish you to understand in case of siege, and an extra demand upon the staffs of the Town and Field Hospitals, that we are all--or nearly all--certificated nurses, and would willingly place our services at your disposal. Let me hope that you will call upon us without hesitation if the necessity should arise.”
He thanked her, and had taken leave, when he asked with diffidence if he might be permitted to see the Convent chapel. She consented willingly, and pa.s.sed on before, tall and stately, and moving with long, light, even steps, her flowing serge draperies whispering over the tiled pa.s.sages. The chapel was at the end of a long whitewashed corridor upon the airy floor above. His keen glance took in every feature of the simple, spotless little sanctuary as the tall, black-clad figure swept noiselessly to the upper end of the aisle between the rows of rush-seated chairs, and knelt for an instant in veneration of the Divine Presence hidden in the Tabernacle.
”Unfortunately situated!” he muttered, standing stiffly by the west door.
Then he glanced right and left, a thumb and finger in the breast-pocket of his jacket, feeling for a worn little pigskin purse. As he pa.s.sed out before her at the motion, and she mechanically dipped her fingers in the holy-water font, and made the Sign of the Cross before she closed the chapel door, she saw that he held out to her a five-pound note.
”Ma'am, I am not a Roman Catholic, but ...”
”There is no box for alms,” she said, pausing outside the shut door, while the lay-Sister waited at the pa.s.sage end, ”as this is only a private chapel.”
”I observed that, ma'am. I am, as I have said, a Protestant. But in the behalf of a dear friend of mine, a British officer, of your own faith, who I have reason to believe died without benefit of his clergy, perhaps with this you would arrange that a service should be held in memory of the dead?”
”I understand,” said the Mother-Superior. ”You suggest that Holy Ma.s.s should be offered for the repose of your friend's soul? Well, I will convey your offering to our chaplain, Father Wix, since you desire it.”
”I do desire it--or, rather, poor Mildare would.”
An awful sensation as of sinking down through the solid floors, through the foundations of the Convent, into unfathomable deeps possessed her. Her eyes closed; she forced them open, and made a desperate rally of her sinking forces. Unseen she put out one hand behind her, and leaned it for support against the iron-studded oak timbers of the chapel door. But his eyes were not upon her as he went on, unconsciously, to deal the last, worst blow.
”I said, ma'am, that my dead friend ... the name is Richard Mildare, Captain, late of the Grey Hussars.... You are ill, ma'am. I have been inconsiderate, and over-tired you.” He had become aware that great dark circles had drawn themselves round her eyes, and that even her lips were colourless. She said, with a valiant effort:
”I a.s.sure you, with thanks, that you have been most considerate, and that I am perfectly well. Are you at liberty to tell me, sir, the date of Captain Mildare's death? For I know one who was also his friend, and would”--a spasm pa.s.sed over her face--”take an interest in hearing the particulars.”
”Ma'am, you shall know what I know myself. About twenty years ago Captain Mildare, owing to certain unhappy circ.u.mstances, social, and not pecuniary ones, sent in his papers, sold his Commission, and left England.”
She waited.
”I heard of him in Paris. Then, later, I heard from him. He was with her here in South Africa. She was a woman for whom he had given up everything.
They travelled continually, never resting long anywhere, he, and she, and--their child. She died on the trek and he buried her.”
”Yes?”
The voice was curiously toneless.
”Where he buried her has only recently come to my knowledge. It was at a kind of veld tavern in the Orange Free State, a shanty in the gra.s.s-country between Driepoort and Kroonfontein, where travellers can get a bad lodging, and bad liquor, and worse company. 'Trekkers Plaats' they call the place now. But when my friend was there it was known as the 'Free State Hotel.'”
Her lips shut as if to keep out bitter, drowning waters; her face was white as wax within the starched blue-white of the nun's coif; his slow sentences fell one by one upon her naked heart, and ate their way in like vitriol. Quite well, too well, she knew what was coming.
”He dug her grave with his own hands. He meant to have a clergyman read the Burial Service over it, but before that could be arranged for he also died--of fever, I gather, though nothing is very clear, except that the two graves are there. I have seen them, and have also ascertained that whatever property he left was appropriated by the scoundrel who kept the hotel, and afterwards sold it, and cleared out of South Africa; and that the child is not to be found. G.o.d knows what has become of her! The man who robbed her father may have murdered or sold her--or taken her to England. A man bearing his name was mixed up in a notorious case tried at the Central Criminal Court five years ago. And the case, which ruined a well-known West End surgeon, involved the death of a young woman. I trust the victim may not have been the unhappy girl herself. My solicitors in London have been instructed to make inquiries towards the removal of that doubt....”