Part 47 (1/2)
”Because she was your neighbor, and you were doing her a wrong.”
”Once for all, Marston,” cried Sepia, overcome at last, ”this kind of thing will not do with me. I may not be a saint, but I have honesty enough to know the genuine thing from humbug. You have thrown dust in a good many eyes in this house, but _none_ in mine.”
By this time Mary had got her temper quite in hand, taking a lesson from the serpent, who will often keep his when the dove loses hers. She hardly knew what fear was, for she had in her something a little stronger than what generally goes by the name of faith. She was therefore able to see that she ought, if possible, to learn Sepia's object in talking thus to her.
”Why do you say all this to me?” she asked, quietly. ”I can not flatter myself it is from friends.h.i.+p.”
”Certainly not. But the motive may be worthy, for all that. You are not the only one involved. People who would pa.s.s for better than their neighbors will never believe any good purpose in one who does not choose to talk their slang.”
Sepia had repressed her rage, and through it looked aggrieved. ”She confesses to a purpose,” said Mary to herself, and waited.
”They are not all villains who are not saints,” Sepia went on. ”--This man's wife is your friend?”
”She is.”
”Well, the man himself is my friend--in a sort of a sense.” A strange s.h.i.+ver went through Mary, and seemed to make her angry. Sepia went on:
”I confess I allowed the poor boy--he is little more--to talk foolishly to me. I was amused at first, but perhaps I have not quite escaped unhurt; and, as a woman, you must understand that, when a woman has once felt in that way, if but for a moment, she would at least be--sorry--” Here her voice faltered, and she did not finish the sentence, but began afresh: ”What I want of you is, through his wife, or any way you think best, to let the poor fellow know he had better slip away--to France, say--and stop there till the thing blow over.”
”But why should you imagine he has had anything to do with the matter?
The ring will be found, and then the hat will not signify.”
”Well,” replied Sepia, putting on an air of openness, and for that sake an air of familiarity, ”I see I must tell you the whole truth. I never did for a moment believe Mr. Helmer had anything to do with the business, though, when you put me out of temper, I pretended to believe it, and that you were in it as well: that was mere irritation. But there is sure to be trouble; for my cousin is miserable about her sapphire, which she values more than anything she has; and, if it is not found, the affair will be put into the hands of the police, and then what will become of poor Mr. Helmer, be he as innocent as you and I believe him! Even if the judge should declare that he leaves the court without a blot on his character, Newgate mud is sure to stick, and he will be half looked upon as a thief for the rest of his days: the world is so unjust. Nor is that all; for they will put you in the witness-box, and make you confess the man an old friend of yours from the same part of the country; whereupon the counsel for the prosecution will not fail to hint that you ought to be standing beside the accused.
Believe me, Mary, that, if Mr. Helmer is taken up for this, you will not come out of it clean.”
”Still you explain nothing,” said Mary. ”You would not have me believe it is for my sake you are giving yourself all this trouble?”
”No. But I thought you would see where I was leading you. For--and now for the _whole_ truth--although nothing can touch the character of one in my position, it would be worse than awkward for me to be spoken of in connection with the poor fellow's visits to the house: _my_ honesty would not be called in question as yours would, but what is dear to me as my honesty might--nay, it certainly would. You see now why I came to you!--You must go to his wife, or, better still, to Mr. Helmer himself, and tell him what I have been saying to you. He will at once see the necessity of disappearing for a while.”
Mary had listened attentively. She could not help fearing that something worse than unpleasant might be at hand; but she did not believe in Sepia, and in no case could consent that Tom should compromise himself. Danger of this kind must be met, not avoided.
Still, whatever could be done ought to be done to protect him, especially in his present critical state. A breath of such a suspicion as this reaching him might be the death of him, and of Letty, too.
”I will think over what you have said,” she answered; ”but I can not give him the advice you wish me. What I shall do I can not say--the thing has come upon me with such a shock.”
”You have no choice that I see,” said Sepia. ”It is either what I propose or ruin. I give you fair warning that I will stick at nothing where my reputation is concerned. You and yours shall be trod in the dirt before I allow a spot on my character!”
To Mary's relief they were here interrupted by the hurried entrance of Mrs. Redmain. She almost ran up to her, and took her by both hands.
”You dear creature! You have brought me my ring!” she cried.
Mary shook her head with a little sigh.
”But you have come to tell me where it is?”
”Alas! no, dear Mrs. Redmain!” said Mary.
”Then you must find it,” she said, and turned away with an ominous-looking frown. ”I will do all I can to help you find it.”
”Oh, you _must_ find it! My jewel-case was in your charge.”