Part 9 (1/2)
”Hardly in the weather,” said Letty, fast recovering her spirits.
”Not?” said Tom, with seeming pretense of indignation. ”Let any one but yourself dare to say a word against the weather of this night, and he will have me to reckon with. It's the sweetest weather I ever walked in. I will write a glorious song in praise of showery gusts and bare commons.”
”Do,” said Letty, careful not to say Tom this time, but unwilling to revert to Mr. Helmer, ”and mind you bring in the umbrella.”
”That I will! See if I don't!” answered Tom.
”And make it real poetry too?” asked Letty, looking archly round the stick of the umbrella.
”Thou shalt thyself be the lovely critic, fair maiden!” answered Tom.
And thus they were already on the footing of somewhere about a two years' acquaintance--thanks to the smart of ill-usage in Letty's bosom, the gayety in Tom's, the sudden wild weather, the quiet heath, the gathering shades, and the umbrella! The wind blew cold, the air was dank and chill, the west was a low gleam of wet yellow, and the rain shot stinging in their faces; but Letty cared quite as little for it all as Tom did, for her heart, growing warm with the comfort of the friendly presence, felt like a banished soul that has found a world; and a joy as of endless deliverance pervaded her being. And neither to her nor to Tom must we deny our sympathy in the pleasure which, walking over a bog, they drew from the flowers that mantled awful deeps; they will not sink until they stop, and begin to build their house upon it.
Within that umbrella, hovered, and glided with them, an atmosphere of bliss and peace and rose-odors. In the midst of storm and coming darkness, it closed warm and genial around the pair. Tom meditated no guile, and Letty had no deceit in her. Yet was Tom no true man, or sweet Letty much of a woman. Neither of them was yet _of the truth._
At the other side of the heath, almost upon the path, stood a deserted hut; door and window were gone, but the roof remained: just as they neared it, the wind fell, and the rain began to come down in earnest.
”Let us go in here for a moment,” said Tom, ”and get our breath for a new fight.”
Letty said nothing, but Tom felt she was reluctant.
”Not a soul will pa.s.s to-night,” he said. ”We mustn't get wet to the skin.”
Letty felt, or fancied, refusal would be more unmaidenly than consent, and allowed Tom to lead her in. And there, within those dismal walls, the twilight sinking into a cheerless night of rain, encouraged by the very dreariness and obscurity of the place, she told Tom the trouble of mind their interview at the oak was causing her, saying that now it would be worse than ever, for it was altogether impossible to confess that she had met him yet again that evening.
So now, indeed, Letty's foot was in the snare: she had a secret with Tom. Every time she saw him, liberty had withdrawn a pace. There was no room for confession now. If a secret held be a burden, a secret shared is a fetter. But Tom's heart rejoiced within him.
”Let me see!--How old are you, Letty?” he asked gayly.
”Eighteen past,” she answered.
”Then you are fit to judge for yourself. You ain't a child, and they are not your father and mother. What right have they to know everything you do? I wouldn't let any such nonsense trouble me.”
”But they give me everything, you know--food, and clothes, and all.”
”Ah, just so!” returned Tom. ”And what do you do for them?”
”Nothing.”
”Why! what are you about all day?”
Letty gave him a brief sketch of her day.
”And you call that nothing?” exclaimed Tom. ”Ain't that enough to pay for your food and your clothes? Does it want your private affairs to make up the difference? Or have you to pay for your food and clothes with your very thoughts?--What pocket-money do they give you?”
”Pocket-money?” returned Letty, as if she did not quite know what he meant.
”Money to do what you like with,” explained Tom.
Letty thought for a moment.