Book 1 - Page 60 (1/2)
”There's that word again.”
”You don't like that word?”
”No. It doesn't do it for me at all.”
”Oh - I don't know... it seems to have a very beneficial effect on you.”
”I'm a beneficial effect, now am ICould you wound my ego any further, Miss Steele?”
”I don't think there's anything wrong with your ego.” But even as I say it, I don't feel the conviction of my words - something elusive crosses my mind, a fleeting thought, but it's lost before I can grasp it.
”You think?” His voice is soft. He's lying beside me, fully clothed, his head propped up on his elbow, and I am only wearing my bra.
”Why don't you like to be touched?”
”I just don't.” He reaches over and plants a soft kiss on my forehead. ”So, that email was your idea of a joke.”
I smile apologetically at him and shrug.
”I see. So you are still considering my proposition?”
”Your indecent proposal... yes I am. I have issues though.”
He grins down at me as if relieved.
”I'd be disappointed if you didn't.”
”I was going to email them to you, but you kind of interrupted me.”
”Coitus Interruptus.”
”See, I knew you had a sense of humor somewhere in there.” I smile.
”Only certain things are funny, Anastasia. I thought you were saying no, no discussion at all.” His voice drops.
”I don't know yet. I haven't made up my mind. Will you collar me?”
He raises his eyebrows.
”You have been doing your research. I don't know, Anastasia. I've never collared anyone.”
Oh... should I be surprised by thisI know so little about the scene... I don't know.
”Were you collared?” I whisper.
”Yes.”
”By Mrs. Robinson?”
”Mrs. Robinson!” he laughs loudly, freely, and he looks so young and carefree, his head thrown back, his laughter infectious.
I grin back at him.
”I'll tell her you said that, she'll love it.”
”You still talk to her regularly?” I can't keep the shock out of my voice.
”Yes.” He's serious now.
Oh... and part of me is suddenly insanely jealous - I'm disturbed by the depth of my feeling.
”I see.” My voice is tight. ”So you have someone you can discuss your alternative lifestyle with, but I'm not allowed.”
He frowns.