Part 70 (2/2)
”Our friend Phineas Finn,” said Lady Laura, speaking still with an excited voice,--with a voice that was intended to display excitement.
If there was to be a battle on this matter, there should be a battle.
She would display all her anxiety for her young friend, and fling it in her husband's face if he chose to take it as an injury.
What,--should she endure reproach from her husband because she regarded the interests of the man who had saved his life, of the man respecting whom she had suffered so many heart-struggles, and as to whom she had at last come to the conclusion that he should ever be regarded as a second brother, loved equally with the elder brother?
She had done her duty by her husband,--so at least she had a.s.sured herself;--and should he dare to reproach her on this subject, she would be ready for the battle. And now the battle came. ”I am glad of this,” she said, with all the eagerness she could throw into her voice. ”I am, indeed,--and so ought you to be.” The husband's brow grew blacker and blacker, but still he said nothing. He had long been too proud to be jealous, and was now too proud to express his jealousy,--if only he could keep the expression back. But his wife would not leave the subject. ”I am so thankful for this,” she said, pressing the telegram between her hands. ”I was so afraid he would fail!”
”You over-do your anxiety on such a subject,” at last he said, speaking very slowly.
”What do you mean, Robert? How can I be over-anxious? If it concerned any other dear friend that I have in the world, it would not be an affair of life and death. To him it is almost so. I would have walked from here to London to get him his election.” And as she spoke she held up the clenched fist of her left hand, and shook it, while she still held the telegram in her right hand.
”Laura, I must tell you that it is improper that you should speak of any man in those terms;--of any man that is a stranger to your blood.”
”A stranger to my blood! What has that to do with it? This man is my friend, is your friend;--saved your life, has been my brother's best friend, is loved by my father,--and is loved by me, very dearly. Tell me what you mean by improper!”
”I will not have you love any man,--very dearly.”
”Robert!”
”I tell you that I will have no such expressions from you. They are unseemly, and are used only to provoke me.”
”Am I to understand that I am insulted by an accusation? If so, let me beg at once that I may be allowed to go to Saulsby. I would rather accept your apology and retractation there than here.”
”You will not go to Saulsby, and there has been no accusation, and there will be no apology. If you please there will be no more mention of Mr. Finn's name between us, for the present. If you will take my advice you will cease to think of him extravagantly;--and I must desire you to hold no further direct communication with him.”
”I have held no communication with him,” said Lady Laura, advancing a step towards him. But Mr. Kennedy simply pointed to the telegram in her hand, and left the room. Now in respect to this telegram there had been an unfortunate mistake. I am not prepared to say that there was any reason why Phineas himself should not have sent the news of his success to Lady Laura; but he had not done so. The piece of paper which she still held crushed in her hand was in itself very innocent.
”Hurrah for the Loughshanes. Finny has done the trick.” Such were the words written on the slip, and they had been sent to Lady Laura by her young cousin, the clerk in the office who acted as private secretary to the Under-Secretary of State. Lady Laura resolved that her husband should never see those innocent but rather undignified words. The occasion had become one of importance, and such words were unworthy of it. Besides, she would not condescend to defend herself by bringing forward a telegram as evidence in her favour. So she burned the morsel of paper.
Lady Laura and Mr. Kennedy did not meet again till late that evening.
She was ill, she said, and would not come down to dinner. After dinner she wrote him a note. ”Dear Robert, I think you must regret what you said to me. If so, pray let me have a line from you to that effect. Yours affectionately, L.” When the servant handed it to him, and he had read it, he smiled and thanked the girl who had brought it, and said he would see her mistress just now. Anything would be better than that the servants should know that there was a quarrel.
But every servant in the house had known all about it for the last three hours. When the door was closed and he was alone, he sat fingering the note, thinking deeply how he should answer it, or whether he would answer it at all. No; he would not answer it;--not in writing. He would give his wife no written record of his humiliation. He had not acted wrongly. He had said nothing more than now, upon mature consideration, he thought that the circ.u.mstances demanded. But yet he felt that he must in some sort withdraw the accusation which he had made. If he did not withdraw it, there was no knowing what his wife might do. About ten in the evening he went up to her and made his little speech. ”My dear, I have come to answer your note.”
”I thought you would have written to me a line.”
”I have come instead, Laura. Now, if you will listen to me for one moment, I think everything will be made smooth.”
”Of course I will listen,” said Lady Laura, knowing very well that her husband's moment would be rather tedious, and resolving that she also would have her moment afterwards.
”I think you will acknowledge that if there be a difference of opinion between you and me as to any question of social intercourse, it will be better that you should consent to adopt my opinion.”
”You have the law on your side.”
”I am not speaking of the law.”
”Well;--go on, Robert. I will not interrupt you if I can help it.”
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