222 Mommys Gone (1/2)
She stopped once she was out of the ward. The sun had already set, and the night was approaching as the day was finally coming to an end. She put her hands together, hands facing each other.
Her bone marrow must match Rainy's. She was not afraid of the pain. She could lose everything but not her daughter. As long as there was a way to save her, she was willing to do anything. However, everything was unknown to her, and no one could give her an answer to the uncertain. Only time would tell as she waited for the judgment.
Whether it's life or death.
In heaven or in hell.
She returned to Rainy's side and sat as her daughter lay asleep. With her hand gently on her daughter's hair, she felt powerless to stop her tears when they started to fall once again.
Due to the frequency of the chemotherapy, Rainy might lose her beautiful hair. Her daughter loves to look pretty. What would she do if she lost her hair?
When she thought of those few months of her childhood with her head bald, she covered her mouth with her hands.
Xia Ruoxin—an ugly duckling. Her father was not fond of her, and her mother did not love her. Nobody loved her bald head.
She shook her head hard and stifled a whimper. After a long time, she finally put her own distress to rest and ran her fingers gently through her daughter's hair. The softness of her hair was simply irresistible. Even if Rainy lost all her hair, she would still be a beautiful baby. She would not be unloved because she still had a mother.
One who loved her dearly.
She stood up. The sky outside has turned completely dark now; all the street lights were lit. She should be at work—the one which she was extremely unwilling to go to. Yet, she had to because she really needed the money.
”Rainy, remember. Mommy loves you so much.” She kissed her daughter's forehead carefully, afraid of waking her. She would return soon so she wouldn't have to be alone for long.