Part 9 (2/2)
”It is a pity the country is so stupid, is it not?” says Molly, breaking the silence at length, and speaking in a regretful tone.
”Because otherwise there is no place like it.”
”Some country places are not at all stupid. There are generally too many people about. I think Brooklyn's princ.i.p.al charm is its repose, its complete separation from the world.”
”Well, for my own part,” seriously, ”I think I would excuse the repose and the separation from the world, by which, I suppose, you mean society. I have no admiration for cloisters and convents myself; I like amus.e.m.e.nt, excitement. If I could, I would live in London all the year round,” concludes Molly, with growing animation.
”Oh, horror!” exclaims Luttrell, who, seven years before, thought exactly as she does now, and who occasionally thinks so still. ”Who that ever lived for six months among all its grime and smoke and turmoil but would pine for this calmer life?”
”I lived there for more than six months,” says Molly, ”and I didn't pine for anything. I thought it charming. It is all very well for you”--dejectedly--”who are tired of gayety, to go into raptures over calmness and tranquillity, and that; but if you lived in Brooklyn from summer until winter and from winter back again to summer, and if you could count your b.a.l.l.s on one hand,”--holding up five wet open fingers,--”you would think just as I do, and long for change.”
”I never knew you had been to London.”
”Yes: when I was sixteen I spent a whole year there, with a cousin of my father's, who went to Canada with her husband's regiment afterward.
But I didn't go out much, she thought me too young, though I was quite as tall as I am now. She heard me sing once, and insisted on carrying me up with her to get me lessons from Marigny. He took great pains with me: that is why I sing so well,” says Molly, modestly.
”I confess I often wondered where your exquisite voice received its cultivation, its finish. Now I know. You were fortunate in securing Marigny. I have known him refuse dozens through want of time; or so he said. More probably he would not trouble himself to teach where there was no certainty of success. Well, and so you dislike the country?”
”No, no. Not so much that. What I dislike is having no one to speak to.
When John is away and Letty on the tread-mill--that is, in the nursery--I am rather thrown on my own resources; and they are not much.
Your coming was the greatest blessing that ever befell me. When I actually beheld you in your own proper person on the garden path that night, I could have hugged you in the exuberance of my joy.”
”Then why on earth didn't you?” says Luttrell, reproachfully, as though he had been done out of something.
”A lingering sense of maiden modesty and a faint idea that perhaps you might not like it alone restrained me. But for that I must have given way to my feelings. Just think, if I had,” says Molly, breaking into a merry laugh, ”what a horrible fright I would have given you!”
”Not a horrible one, at all events. Molly,” bending to examine some imaginary thing in the side of the boat, ”have you never--had a--lover?”
”A lover? Oh, yes, I have had any amount of them,” says Molly, with an alacrity that makes his heart sink. ”I don't believe I could count my adorers: it quite puzzles me to know where to begin. There were the curates,--our rector is not sweet-tempered, so we have a fresh one every year,--and they never fail me. Three months after they come, as regular as clock-work, they ask me to be their wife. Now, I appeal to you,”--clasping her hands and wrinkling up all her pretty forehead,--”_do_ I look like a curate's wife?”
”You do not,” replies Luttrell, emphatically, regarding with interest the _debonnaire, spirituelle_ face before him: ”no, you most certainly do not.”
”Well, I thought not myself; yet each of those deluded young men saw something angelic about me, and would insist on asking me to share his lot. They kept themselves sternly blind to the fact that I detest with equal vigor broth and old women.”
”Intolerable presumption!” says Luttrell, parenthetically.
”Was it? I don't think I looked at it in that light. They were all very estimable men, and Mr. Rochfort was positively handsome. You, you may well stare, but some curates, you know, are good-looking, and he was decidedly High Church. In fact, he wasn't half so bad as the generality of them,” says Molly, relentingly. ”Only--it may be wrong, but the truth is I hate curates. I think nothing of them. They are a mixture of tea and small jokes, and are ever at a stand-still. They are always in the act of budding,--they never bloom; and then they are so afraid of the bishop.”
”I thank my stars I'm not a curate,” says Luttrell, devoutly.
”However,”--regretfully,--”they were _something_: a proposal is always an excitement. But the present man is married; so that makes it impossible for this present year. There was positively nothing to which to look forward. So you may fancy with what rapture I hailed your coming.”
”You are very good,” says Luttrell, in an uncertain tone, not being quite sure whether he is intensely amused or outrageously angry, or both. ”Had you--any other lovers?”
”Yes. There was the last doctor. He poisoned a poor man afterward by mistake, and had to go away.”
”After what?”
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