Book 1 - Page 75 (1/2)

I nodded.

”Open it,” he said.

With cautious fingers, I pulled the box closer and thumbed open the lid. ”Oh.”

Nestled inside the black leather and velvet was a ring like no other. Gold rope-like bands were intertwined and decorated with Xs covered in diamonds.

”Bonds,” I murmured, ”secured by crosses.” Gideon Cross.

”Not quite. I see the ropes as representative of the many threads of you, not bondage. But yes, the Xs are me holding on to you. By my fingernails, it feels like.” He finished his gla.s.s of wine and refilled both our gla.s.ses.

I sat unmoving, stunned, trying to take it all in. Everything he'd done in the time we'd been apart - the photos, the ring, Dr. Petersen, the replicated bedroom, and whoever had been following me around - told me I'd never been far from his mind, if I'd even left it at all.

”You gave me my keys back,” I whispered, still remembering the pain.

His hand reached out and covered mine. ”There are a lot of reasons why I did that. You left me wearing nothing but a robe, Eva, and without your keys. I can't stand thinking about what could've happened if Cary hadn't been home to let you in right away.”

Lifting his hand to my mouth, I kissed the back; then released him and closed the lid of the ring box. ”It's beautiful, Gideon. Thank you. It means a lot to me.”

”But you won't wear it.” It wasn't a question.

”After the conversation we've had tonight, it feels like a collar.”

After a moment, he nodded. ”You're not altogether wrong.”

My brain hurt and my heart ached. Four nights of restless sleeping didn't help. I couldn't understand why he felt I was so necessary, even though I felt that way about him. There were thousands of women in New York alone who could replace me in his life, but there was only one Gideon Cross.

”I feel like I'm disappointing you, Gideon. After everything we've talked about tonight...I feel like this is the beginning of the end.”

Pus.h.i.+ng his chair back, he angled toward me and touched my cheek. ”It's not.”

”When do we see Dr. Petersen?”

”I'll go alone on Tuesdays. After you talk to him and agree to couples counseling, we can go together on Thursdays.”