Part 78 (1/2)

She went by way of the stream along which she and Nap had once skated hand in hand in the moonlight, and as she went she stooped now and then to gather the flowers that grew in the gra.s.s beside her path. But her face as she did it was grave and thoughtful. She did not seem to notice their fragrance.

As she neared the lake she moved more slowly, and reaching a rustic seat beneath a cedar that shadowed the entrance to the gardens she sat down, her grey eyes fixed upon the water that gurgled at her feet.

A brilliant green dragon-fly, darting meteor-like across her vision, came presently to disturb her reverie. With a slight start she awoke, and leaned forward with an odd eagerness to mark its progress. As it flashed away through the shadows a quick sigh came to her lips. It was so fair a thing, so swiftly gone.

She gathered up her flowers and rose. And in that moment she knew that she was not alone.

How she knew it she could not have said. No sound or shadow told her. No hand touched her. Yet she knew.

For a few seconds she stood motionless on the edge of the stream. Then without turning she spoke.

”Were you looking for me?”

”Yes,” he said.

He came to her side. They were close--close to that spot where once he had so arrogantly claimed her friends.h.i.+p. To-day it seemed he had no word to utter.

For a s.p.a.ce she waited, then, finding in his silence something that disquieted her, she spoke again.

”Is all well? Why are you not with Lucas?”

”All's well,” he said, but he left her second question unanswered. He was gazing down intently into the clear water.

Seconds pa.s.sed. She glanced at him once or twice, but he seemed unaware of her scrutiny. He made no movement to meet it. His dark face brooded over the stream, almost as if she were not there.

Her heart began to throb with thick, uneven strokes. What had he come to say to her? And why did he stand thus silent? There was something tragic about him, something almost terrible.

She waited beside him in wordless foreboding. Whatever was coming she felt powerless to avert. She could only brace herself to meet the inevitable.

In some fas.h.i.+on, though he never glanced her way, he must have been aware of her agitation, for when he spoke again there was some measure of rea.s.surance in his voice, emotionless though it was.

”I shan't alarm you,” he said. ”I shan't even ask you to answer me, much less to treat me kindly. But you've got to hear me, that's all. I'm not telling you for my own sake, only because Luke has ordained that you must know. I daresay you thought it strange that I should have come back so soon. It probably made you wonder.”

”It did,” said Anne, in a low voice.

”I knew it would.” A note of grim satisfaction sounded in the rejoinder.

He jerked his head a little with a touch of the old arrogance. ”Well, I am here to explain. I knew the odds were dead against me when I started--as they are to-day. All the same you are to understand that I came back when I did because I had just heard that you were free and I was mad enough to dream that in spite of everything I should one day persuade you to marry me.”

He paused an instant, but he kept his eyes upon the water as if he were reading something in the crystal depths.

Anne still waited beside him, her hands clasped tightly upon her drooping flowers.

He continued very rapidly, as though he wished to have done. ”That was my true reason for coming back. I don't know if I deceived you any on that point. I tried to. But anyway I didn't manage to deceive Lucas. He sees most things. He knows for instance that I--care for you”--almost angrily he flung the words--”and he thinks you ought to know it, in case”--his lips twisted into a queer smile--”you care for me. It's a preposterous idea anyway. I've told him so. But he won't be easy till I've given you the chance to trample on me. Guess he thinks I owe you that. Maybe I do. Well--you have your opportunity.”

”Do you think I want--that?” Anne said, her voice very low.

His hands clenched. ”I can't say,” he said. ”Most women would. But--if you want to know--I'd sooner be trampled. I've promised I'll play the straight game, and I'm playing it. I'm telling you the raw truth. I love you. I have it in me to make you know it. But--”

”But you love Lucas better” she said.