Part 16 (1/2)
”Perhaps it is,” he admitted, in a different tone, his look changing and saddening as though some habitual struggle of thought were recalled to him. ”You see I am in a difficulty. I want to show you our feathers. I think they would please you--and you make me ashamed of them.”
”How absurd!” cried Marcella, ”when I told you how I liked the school children bobbing to me!”
They laughed, and then Aldous looked round with a start--”Ah, here is my grandfather!”
Then he stood back, watching the look with which Lord Maxwell, after greeting Lady Winterbourne, approached Miss Boyce. He saw the old man's somewhat formal approach, the sudden kindle in the blue eyes which marked the first effect of Marcella's form and presence, the bow, the stately shake of the hand. The lover hearing his own heart beat, realised that his beautiful lady had so far done well.
”You must let me say that I see a decided likeness in you to your grandfather,” said Lord Maxwell, when they were all seated at lunch, Marcella on his left hand, opposite to Lady Winterbourne. ”He was one of my dearest friends.”
”I'm afraid I don't know much about him,” said Marcella, rather bluntly, ”except what I have got out of old letters. I never saw him that I remember.”
Lord Maxwell left the subject, of course, at once, but showed a great wish to talk to her, and make her talk. He had pleasant things to say about Mellor and its past, which could be said without offence; and some conversation about the Boyce monuments in Mellor church led to a discussion of the part played by the different local families in the Civil Wars, in which it seemed to Aldous that his grandfather tried in various shrewd and courteous ways to make Marcella feel at ease with herself and her race, accepted, as it were, of right into the local brotherhood, and so to soothe and heal those bruised feelings he could not but divine.
The girl carried herself a little loftily, answering with an independence and freedom beyond her age and born of her London life. She was not in the least abashed or shy. Yet it was clear that Lord Maxwell's first impressions were favourable. Aldous caught every now and then his quick, judging look sweeping over her and instantly withdrawn--comparing, as the grandson very well knew, every point, and tone, and gesture with some inner ideal of what a Raeburn's wife should be. How dream-like the whole scene was to Aldous, yet how exquisitely real! The room, with its carved and gilt cedar-wood panels, its Vand.y.k.es, its tall windows opening on the park, the autumn sun flooding the gold and purple fruit on the table, and sparkling on the gla.s.s and silver, the figures of his aunt and Lady Winterbourne, the moving servants, and dominant of it all, interpreting it all for him anew, the dark, lithe creature beside his grandfather, so quick, sensitive, extravagant, so much a woman, yet, to his lover's sense, so utterly unlike any other woman he had ever seen--every detail of it was charged to him with a thousand new meanings, now oppressive, now delightful.
For he was pa.s.sing out of the first stage of pa.s.sion, in which it is, almost, its own satisfaction, so new and enriching is it to the whole nature, into the second stage--the stage of anxiety, incredulity.
Marcella, sitting there on his own ground, after all his planning, seemed to him not nearer, but further from him. She was terribly on her dignity! Where was all that girlish abandonment gone which she had shown him on that walk, beside the gate? There had been a touch of it, a divine touch, before luncheon. How could he get her to himself again?
Meanwhile the conversation pa.s.sed to the prevailing local topic--the badness of the harvest, the low prices of everything, the consequent depression among the farmers, and stagnation in the villages.
”I don't know what is to be done for the people this winter,” said Lord Maxwell, ”without pauperising them, I mean. To give money is easy enough. Our grandfathers would have doled out coal and blankets, and thought no more of it. We don't get through so easily.”
”No,” said Lady Winterbourne, sighing. ”It weighs one down. Last winter was a nightmare. The tales one heard, and the faces one saw!--though we seemed to be always giving. And in the middle of it Edward would buy me a new set of sables. I begged him not, but he laughed at me.”
”Well, my dear,” said Miss Raeburn, cheerfully, ”if n.o.body bought sables, there'd be other poor people up in Russia, isn't it?--or Hudson's Bay?--badly off. One has, to think of that. Oh, you needn't talk, Aldous! I know you say it's a fallacy. _I_ call it common sense.”
She got, however, only a slight smile from Aldous, who had long ago left his great-aunt to work out her own economics. And, anyway, she saw that he was wholly absorbed from his seat beside Lady Winterbourne in watching Miss Boyce.
”It's precisely as Lord Maxwell says,” replied Lady Winterbourne; ”that kind of thing used to satisfy everybody. And our grandmothers were very good women. I don't know why we, who give ourselves so much more trouble than they did, should carry these thorns about with us, while they went free.”
She drew herself up, a cloud over her fine eyes. Miss Raeburn, looking round, was glad to see the servants had left the room.
”Miss Boyce thinks we are all in a very bad way, I'm sure. I have heard tales of Miss Boyce's opinions!” said Lord Maxwell, smiling at her, with an old man's indulgence, as though provoking her to talk.
Her slim fingers were nervously crumbling some bread beside her; her head was drooped a little. At his challenge she looked up with a start.
She was perfectly conscious of him, as both the great magnate on his native heath, and as the trained man of affairs condescending to a girl's fancies. But she had made up her mind not to be afraid.
”What tales have you heard?” she asked him.
”You alarm us, you know,” he said gallantly, waiving her question. ”We can't afford a prophetess to the other side, just now.”
Miss Raeburn drew herself up, with a sharp dry look at Miss Boyce, which escaped every one but Lady Winterbourne.
”Oh! I am not a Radical!” said Marcella, half scornfully. ”We Socialists don't fight for either political party as such. We take what we can get out of both.”
”So you call yourself a Socialist? A real full-blown one?”
Lord Maxwell's pleasant tone masked the mood of a man who after a morning of hard work thinks himself ent.i.tled to some amus.e.m.e.nt at luncheon.
”Yes, I am a Socialist,” she said slowly, looking at him. ”At least I ought to be--I am in my conscience.”