Part 7 (2/2)
”Dear, dear! any one would suppose you were going in for a tripos. If this were your last term I could understand it-- but your first!”
It was Miss Marsh who said these words. She was a bright-eyed, merry-looking girl, the reverse of over-studious herself.
”Oh, come along, dear; I'll give you such a delicious cup of cocoa,”
said Miss Day.
She crossed the room and tried to link her hand affectionately in Prissie's arm. Miss Peel drew back a step.
”Thank you,” she said, ”but I-- I-- cannot come.”
”I must say you have a blunt way of refusing,” said Miss Day. She felt inclined to be offended, but Nancy Banister, who was standing by and had not hitherto spoken, bestowed a quick glance of approval on Priscilla and then said something soothing to Miss Day.
”May I cocoa with you instead, Annie?” she said. ”I am afraid no one can accuse me of killing myself with work, but we all respect earnest workers-- we must. It is for them St. Benet's is really meant. It was endowed for them, and built for them, and we poor drones must not throw disparaging remarks on the busy bees.”
”Oh, nonsense!” said Miss Marsh; ”St. Benet's was made for sociability as well as study, and I have no patience with the students who don't try to combine the two. By the way,” she added, turning round and speaking in a rather impertinent voice to Priscilla, ”I sent you a message to say I was going down to Kingsdene this afternoon and would be happy to take you with me if you would care to visit Spilman's.”
”Thank you,” said Priscilla, ”I got your note just too late to answer it. I was going to speak to you about it,” she added.
”Then you would have come?”
Priscilla's face grew very red.
”No, I should not have come.”
It was Miss Marsh's turn to get red.
”Come! Annie,” she exclaimed, turning to Miss Day, ”we had better waste no more time here. Miss Banister, we'll see you presently, won't we? Good night, Miss Peel. Perhaps you don't mind my saying something very frank?”
”I do,” said Priscilla, ”but that won't prevent your saying it, will it?”
”I don't think it will. After you have been at St. Benet's a little longer you will know that we not only appreciate cleverness and studious ways, but also obliging and sociable and friendly manners; and-- and-- pretty rooms-- rooms with easy-chairs, and comfortable lounges, and the thousand and one things which give one a feeling of home. Take my advice, Miss Peel, there's no use fighting against the tide. You'll have to do as others do in the long run, and you may as well do it at once. That is my plain opinion, and I should not have given it to you if I had not thought you needed it. Good night.”
”No, stop a minute,” said Priscilla. Every sc.r.a.p of color had left her face, every trace of nervousness her manner. She walked before the two girls to the door and closed it. ”Please stay just for a minute longer, Miss Day and Miss Marsh, and you too, Miss Banister, if you will.”
She went across the room again, and, opening the top drawer of her bureau, took out her purse. Out of the purse she took a key. The key fitted a small padlock and the padlock belonged to her trunk. She unlocked her empty trunk and opened it.
”There,” she said, turning to the girls-- ”there,” she continued, ”you will be good enough to notice that there are no photographs concealed in this trunk, no pictures, no prints.” She lifted the tray. ”Empty, you see,” she added, pointing with her hand to the lower portion of the trunk-- ”nothing here to make my room pretty, and cozy, and home-like.” Then she shut the trunk again and locked it, and going up to where the three girls stood, gazing at her in bewilderment and some alarm, she unfastened her purse and turned all its contents into the palm of her hand.
”Look, Miss Marsh,” she said, turning to the girl who had spoken last.
”You may count what is here. One sovereign, one half-sovereign, two or three s.h.i.+llings, some pence. Would this money go far at Spilman's, do you think?”
Priscilla put it all slowly back again into her purse. Her face was still absolutely colorless. She laid the purse on the top of her bureau.
”I do not suppose,” she said in a low, sad voice, ”that I am the sort of girl who often comes to a place of this sort. I am poor, and I have got to work hard, and I have no time for pleasure. Nevertheless,” she added-- and now a great wave of color swept over her face, and her eyes were lit up, and she had a sensation of feeling quite glad, and strong, and happy-- ”I am not going away because I am poor, and I am not going to mind what any one thinks of me as long as I do right. My room must stay empty and bare, because I have no money to make it full and beautiful. And do you think that I would ask those-- those who sent me here-- to add one feather's weight to their cares and expenses, to give me money to buy beautiful things because I am afraid of you? No, I should be awfully afraid to do that; but I am not afraid of you.”
Priscilla opened the drawer of her bureau and put her little light purse back again in its hiding-place.
”Good night, Miss Peel,” said Miss Day in a thin, small kind of voice.
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