Part 14 (1/2)

”Nonsense!” he cried. ”You didn't know what you were doing. No decent person would consider that.”

”They do,” said the girl, ”they are the very ones who do. And--it's been in the papers. Everybody in Geneva knows it. And here too. And whenever I try to get away from this”--she stretched out her hands to include the room about her--”Someone tells! Five times, now.” She leaned forward appealingly, not as though asking pity for herself, but as wis.h.i.+ng him to see her point of view. ”I didn't choose this business,” she protested, ”I was sort of born in it, and,” she broke out loyally, ”I hate to have you call it a mean business; but I can't get into any other. Whenever I have, some man says, That girl in your front office is a thief.” The restraint she put upon herself, the air of disdain which at all times she had found the most convenient defense, fell from her.

”It's not fair!” she cried, ”it's not fair.” To her mortification, the tears of self-pity sprang to her eyes, and as she fiercely tried to brush them away, to her greater anger, continued to creep down her cheeks. ”It was nine years ago,” she protested, ”I was a child. I've been punished enough.” She raised her face frankly to his, speaking swiftly, bitterly.

”Of course, I want to get away!” she cried. ”Of course, I want friends.

I've never had a friend. I've always been alone. I'm tired, tired! I hate this business. I never know how much I hate it until the chance comes to get away--and I can't.”

She stopped, but without lowering her head or moving her eyes from his.

”This time,” said the man quietly, ”you're going to get away from it.”

”I can't,” repeated the girl, ”you can't help me!”

Winthrop smiled at her confidently.

”I'm going to try,” he said.

”No, please!” begged the girl. Her voice was still shaken with tears.

She motioned with her head toward the room behind her.

”These are my people,” she declared defiantly, as though daring him to contradict her. ”And they are good people! They've tried to be good friends to me, and they've been true to me.”

Winthrop came toward her and stood beside her, so close that he could have placed his hand upon her shoulder. He wondered, whimsically, if she knew how cruel she seemed in appealing with her tears, her helplessness and loveliness to what was generous and chivalric in him; and, at the same time, by her words, treating him as an interloper and an enemy.

”That's all right,” he said gently. ”But that doesn't prevent my being a good friend to you, too, does it? Or,” he added, his voice growing tense and conscious--”my being true to you? My sisters will be here tomorrow,”

he announced briskly.

Vera had wearily dropped her arms upon the table and lowered her head upon them. From a place down in the depths she murmured a protest.

”No,” contradicted Winthrop cheerfully, ”this time you are going to win.

You'll have back of you, If I do say it, two of the best women G.o.d ever made. Only, now, you must do as I say.” There was a pause. ”Will you?”

he begged.

Vera raised her head slowly, holding her hand across her eyes. There was a longer silence, and then she looked up at him and smiled pathetically, gratefully, and nodded. ”Good!” cried Winthrop. ”No more spooks,” he laughed, ”no more spirit rappings.”

Through her tears Vera smiled up at him a wan, broken smile. She gave a shudder of distaste. ”Never!” she whispered. ”I promise.” Their eyes met; the girl's looking into his shyly, gratefully; the man's searching hers eagerly. And suddenly they saw each other with a new and wonderful sympathy and understanding. Winthrop felt himself bending toward her. He was conscious that the room had grown dark, and that he could see only her eyes. ”You must be just yourself,” he commanded, but so gently, so tenderly, that, though he did not know it, each word carried with it the touch of a caress, ”just your sweet, fine, n.o.ble self!”

Something he read in the girl's uplifted eyes made him draw back with a shock of wonder, of delight, with an upbraiding conscience. To pull himself together, he glanced quickly about him. The day had really grown dark. He felt a sudden desire to get away; to go where he could ask himself what had happened, what it was that had filled this unknown, tawdry room with beauty and given it the happiness of a home.

”By Jove!” he exclaimed nervously, ”I had no idea I'd stayed so long.

You'll not let me come again. Goodbye--until tomorrow.” He turned, holding out his hand, and found that again the girl had dropped her face upon her arm, and was sobbing quietly, gently.

”Oh, what is it?” cried Winthrop. ”What have I said?” The catch in the girl's voice as she tried to check the sobs wrenched his heart. ”Oh, please,” he begged, ”I've said something wrong? I've hurt you?” With her face still hidden in her arms, the girl shook her head.

”No, no!” she sobbed. Her voice, soft with tears, was a melody of sweet and tender tones. ”It's only--that I've been so lonely--and you've made me happy, happy!”

The sobs broke out afresh, but Winthrop, now knowing that they brought to the girl peace, was no longer filled with dismay.

Her head was bent upon her left arm, her right hand lightly clasped the edge of the table. With the intention of saying farewell, Winthrop took her hand in his. The girl did not move. To his presence she seemed utterly oblivious. In the gathering dusk he could see the bent figure, could hear the soft, irregular breathing as the girl wept gently, happily, like a child sobbing itself to sleep. The hand he held in his neither repelled nor invited, and for an instant he stood motionless, holding it uncertainly. It was so delicate, so helpless, so appealing, so altogether lovable. It seemed to reach up, and, with warm, clinging fingers, clutch the tendrils of his heart.