Part 13 (1/2)

”Agnes! Agnes! I am shocked at you!” and Maria hid her face on the sofa cus.h.i.+on and began to cry.

Then Agnes knelt at her side, and lifted her face and kissed it, and whispered four words in her ear; and there was a look of wonder, and Maria asked softly, ”Why did you not tell me before?”

”I thought every time you saw him you would surely guess the truth.”

”I did not.”

”You must have seen also that Harry is deeply in love with you. Now, how could he be in love with me also?”

”Harry in love with me! O Agnes!”

”You know it. Love cannot be hid. Only lovers look at a woman as I have seen Harry look at you.”

”I do think Harry likes me, and I felt as if--I don't know what I felt, Agnes. I am very unhappy.”

”Let me tell you what you felt. You said to yourself: if Harry was not bound to Agnes he would be my lover; and Agnes does not care for him, she does not treat him well, and yet she treats him too well to be doing right to uncle Neil. You would include your uncle, because you would feel it selfish to be wounded and disappointed only on your own account.”

”You ought not to speak in that way, Agnes. Suppose I had such feelings, it is not nice of you to put them into words so plain and rude.”

”I do not blame you, Maria. Your att.i.tude is natural, and specially womanly. It is I who have been wrong. I must now excuse myself to you; once you said you could believe in me without explanations.”

”Forgive me, Agnes. I do not want explanations now.”

”For I have told you that Harry is my brother, not my lover. That is the main fact, and accounts for all that specially troubles you. Now you must know the whole truth. Harry was sent to England out of the way of the war, for my father lives and moves in his being and welfare. But Harry wanted to be in the thick of the war; he wanted the post of most danger for his country's sake. He said he was ashamed to be in England; that every American who could be in active service ought to be there, because it might be, G.o.d intended to use just him. I gave in to all he proposed; I had no heart to resist him. I only stipulated that come what would, our father should not know he was in the country.”

”Why did you not tell me at first that he was your brother?”

”Harry is handsome, and I was afraid you might be attracted by him; and the secrecy and romance of the situation and the danger he was constantly facing--these are things that capture a woman's imagination.

And marriage is such an important affair, I could not think it right to run the risk of engaging you to Harry unknown to your father or friends.

I told Harry that you believed him to be my lover, and I was sure that this belief would save you from thinking of him in any light but that of a friend or brother.”

”It ought to have done, dear Agnes; it did do--but Harry.”

”I know, at Harry's second visit, if not at his first, he was your lover; and I knew that this explanation must come. Now, I can only beg you to keep the knowledge of Harry Bradley's presence in America absolutely to yourself. I a.s.sure you, if father knew he was here and in constant danger, he would be distracted.”

”But does he not suspect? He must wonder that Harry does not write to him.”

”Harry does write. He sends letters to a friend in London, who re-mails them to father. About three times a year father gets a London letter, and that satisfies him. And he so little suspects Harry's presence in America that the boy has pa.s.sed his father on the street without the slightest recognition on father's part; for he has more disguises than you could believe possible. I have seen him as a poor country doctor, buying medicines for his settlement; as an old schoolmaster, after a few books and slates at Rivington's; and a week ago, I met him one day shouting to the horses which were pulling a load of wood up Golden Hill.

And he has no more transitions than a score of other young men who serve their country in this secret and dangerous manner. I can a.s.sure you General Was.h.i.+ngton's agents go in and out of New York constantly, and it is beyond the power of England to prevent them.”

”Suppose in some evil hour he should be suspected! Oh, Agnes!”

”There are houses in every street in the city where a window or a door is always left open. Harry told me he knew of sixteen, and that he could pa.s.s from one to the other in safety.”

”Suppose he should be noticed on the river, at your landing or any other.”

”He can swim like a fish and dive like a seal and run like a deer. The river banks that look like a tangle to you and me, are clear as a highway to Harry. And you know it is the East river that is watched; no one thinks much about the water on this side; especially so near the fort. I do not think Harry is in any great danger; and he will be mainly on the river now for some months.”

”I wish I had not said a word, Agnes, I am so sorry! So sorry!”