92 Memories 2 (2/2)

He went through the same process but could not get accepted into a good university.

Now he worked in a fast food chain while he tried to pay off his school debts.

My mom promised herself that the same thing would not happen to me as she signed me up for more lessons.

I told myself that life would get better after I graduate from high school. That I would look back on these days and say that while it was bad it was worth it.

I opened to the page I last left off in my workbook and started studying again from my normal routine.

Ahhhh. How I wish to sleep for 6 hours per day.

[Stop] I pressed the button.

The film stopped playing as I didn't want to continue seeing this memory of my past life.

I woke up with tears filling up my eyes as I felt devastated that I could barely remember my family's faces all that time.

Instead of finding myself in the theatre room, I found myself laying down on my bed.

Maybe I would have been able to see my entire family in the film if I played the memory on for longer.

My younger sister and my dad weren't even in the memory I was able to see. Did I forget their faces too just like I have almost forgotten my mother's?

My younger sister who lives to eat the desserts I made and my dad who would always bring the family out for his camping trips.

I was glad now that I could clearly remember my mother's face even though it wasn't a good memory.

I tugged my blanket to cover my head as I felt the lights in the room were too blinding to my bruised eyes from the crying.

”Don't look,” I told Luke when he tried to check up on me.

I turned away from Luke to attempt to hide my hideous face as I rolled over to my side.

”What did you see?” Luke softly asked me as he sat down on the edge of my bed.

I couldn't tell him I just saw a miserable memory of both of my lives.