Part 51 (2/2)
She hid the glitter in her eyes, against his coat. ”Yes, of course. Only don't ask me to go to-day. It excites me. I want to be quiet.”
”Very well, and you promise--”
”Yes, I'll promise anything. And if Esther stays I'll be decent to her.
Though why you bother about her so much, I don't see. She is nothing to you.”
”She is very much to you,” sternly.
”Yes--a spy! Oh, well, don't let's quarrel. Be sure to be back early for the supper party to-night. Mr. Macnair and Annabel are invited. You can bring them with you in the motor. It is just as well Esther isn't going. There'll be lots of little things to attend to.”
”That's settled then.” Knowing that further persuasion was useless, he kissed her and turned to quiet the eager children.
Almost she held her breath as she watched him go. Her small hands twisted, a pulse beat visibly in her temple, her lips worked, she shook from head to foot. Nevertheless she stood there, controlling herself, until the motor horn had honked its farewell to a chorus of children's laughter. Then, as one released from some desperate strain, she turned and fled to her room....
”Mother!” Esther came in slowly, unpinning her hat. There was no answer to her call. But she had not expected any. In her sulky moods Mrs.
Coombe often went for days without speaking to her step-daughter. When the girl saw that she had gone to her room she was rather relieved than otherwise; it meant at least a peaceful afternoon. Mary, in her room, was considered safe and all that Esther need do was to be ready in order to accompany her if she decided to go out.
She was not disappointed at missing the picnic. It was getting rather hard to be gay. And it would be nice to have everything ready when the party returned.
It was a quietly beautiful afternoon and as the girl went about her simple tasks she was not unhappy. Already she was learning the great lesson which many more fortunate lovers miss, that the rarest fragrance of love lies in its bestowal. That is why love is of all things most securely ours.
Once she called up to the blowing curtains of Mrs. Coombe's window.
”Mother, won't you come and help me with the flowers?” But no hand pushed the curtain aside, nor did she receive any answer. Perhaps Mary was really asleep. In that case she was sure to be amiable at supper time.
Everything was daintily ready and Esther had had time to slip on her prettiest frock when the ”honk” of the returning motor brought a faint colour into her pale cheeks.
”Dear me, you've got quite a colour, Esther,” said Miss Annabel Macnair in a slightly injured voice. She had come intending to tell Esther how badly she was looking and to recommend a tonic.
”I don't see why you didn't come to the picnic.”
”Oh, Esther,” Jane's plain little face was radiant, ”you missed it! It was the nicest picnic yet. I won one race and Bubble won another, and Ann won't speak to either of us. She says she hates her aunt because she'd have won a race too if she hadn't had so much starch in her petticoats. But Mrs. Sykes says she wouldn't be a mite surprised if Ann has a bad heart--not a wicked heart, just a bad one, the kind that makes you drop down dead. Some of Ann's folks died of bad hearts, Mrs. Sykes says. But the doctor says it's all nonsense. He agreed with Ann that it wasn't anything but petticoats--Oh, say! how pretty the table looks. Did mother say you could use the best china?”
”Seeing that it's Esther's china on her own mother's side, I guess she can use it if she likes,” said Aunt Amy, mildly belligerent. ”I thought you might want to set the table before we got home, Esther, and I was so afraid you might forget and use the sprigged tea set. But the doctor said you'd be sure not to.”
”That's one of her queer notions, I suppose?” said Miss Annabel in a stage whisper plainly heard by every one. ”How odd! Can you come upstairs with me, Esther? I want to speak to you most particularly and I haven't seen you for ages.
”Not that I haven't tried,” she continued in her jerky way as they went up the stairs together; ”but you seem to be always with your mother.
Going to lose her soon. Natural enough. I said to Mrs. Miller, 'There's real devotion.' Possible to overdo it though. Marriage is terribly trying. For relatives. But long engagements are worse. How was it you didn't get to the picnic?”
Esther murmured that she hadn't quite felt like going to the picnic.
”Well, you didn't miss much. Even Angus wasn't as cheerful as usual.
Inclined to be moody. And that brings me to what I wanted to tell you.
Remember that last time you had lunch with us?”
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