Part 20 (1/2)
”It seems so.”
The gunslinger knew what was in Eddie's mind before Eddie knew it himself. He saw Eddie make his move before Eddie knew he was moving. He could have turned and broken Eddie's arm in two places before Eddie knew it was happening, but he made no move. He let Eddie snake the revolver from his right holster. It was the first time in his life he had allowed one of his weapons to be taken from him without an offer of that weapon having first been made. Yet he made no move to stop it. He turned and looked at Eddie equably, even mildly.
Eddie's face was livid, strained. His eyes showed starey whites all the way around the irises. He held the heavy revolver in both hands and still the muzzle rambled from side to side, centering, moving off, centering again and then moving off again.
”Open it,” he said.
”You're being foolish,” the gunslinger said in the same mild voice. ”Neither of us has any idea where that door goes. It needn't open on your universe, universe, let alone upon your world. For all either of us know, the Lady of Shadows might have eight eyes and nine arms, like Suvia. Even if it does open on your world, it might be on a time long before you were born or long after you would have died.” let alone upon your world. For all either of us know, the Lady of Shadows might have eight eyes and nine arms, like Suvia. Even if it does open on your world, it might be on a time long before you were born or long after you would have died.”
Eddie smiled tightly. ”Tell you what, Monty: I'm more than willing to trade the rubber chicken and the s.h.i.+tty seaside vacation for what's behind Door #2.”
”I don't understand y-”
”I know you don't. It doesn't matter. Just open the f.u.c.ker.”
The gunslinger shook his head.
They stood in the dawn, the door casting its slanted shadow toward the ebbing sea.
”Open it!” Eddie cried. ”I'm going with you! Don't you get it? I'm going Eddie cried. ”I'm going with you! Don't you get it? I'm going with with you! That doesn't mean I won't come back. Maybe I will. I mean, you! That doesn't mean I won't come back. Maybe I will. I mean, probably probably I will. I guess I owe you that much. You been square-john with me down the line, don't think I'm not aware of the fact. But while you get whoever this Shadow-Babe is, I'm gonna find the nearest Chicken Delight and pick me up some take-out. I think the Thirty-Piece Family Pak should do for starters.” I will. I guess I owe you that much. You been square-john with me down the line, don't think I'm not aware of the fact. But while you get whoever this Shadow-Babe is, I'm gonna find the nearest Chicken Delight and pick me up some take-out. I think the Thirty-Piece Family Pak should do for starters.”
”You stay here.”
”You think I don't mean it?” Eddie was shrill now, close to the edge. The gunslinger could almost see him looking down into the drifty depths of his own d.a.m.nation. Eddie thumbed back the revolver's ancient hammer. The wind had fallen with the break of the day and the ebb of the tide, and the click of the hammer as Eddie brought it to full c.o.c.k was very clear. ”You just try me.”
”I think I will,” the gunslinger said.
”I'll shoot you!” Eddie screamed. Eddie screamed.
”Ka,” the gunslinger replied stolidly, and turned to the door. He was reaching for the k.n.o.b, but his heart was waiting: waiting to see if he would live or die. the gunslinger replied stolidly, and turned to the door. He was reaching for the k.n.o.b, but his heart was waiting: waiting to see if he would live or die.
Ka.
THE LADY OF SHADOWS.
CHAPTER 1.
Detta and Odetta Stripped of jargon, what Adler said was this: the perfect schizophrenic-if there was such a person-would be a man or woman not only unaware of his other persona(e), but one unaware that anything at all was amiss in his or her life.
Adler should have met Detta Walker and Odetta Holmes.
1.
”-last gunslinger,” Andrew said.
He had been talking for quite awhile, but Andrew always talked and Odetta usually just let it flow over her mind the way you let warm water flow over your hair and face in the shower. But this did more than catch her attention; it snagged it, as if on a thorn.
”I beg pardon?”
”Oh, it was just some column in the paper,” Andrew said. ”I dunno who wrote it. I didn't notice. One of those political fellas. Prob'ly you'd know, Miz Holmes. I loved him, and I cried the night he was elected-”
She smiled, touched in spite of herself. Andrew said his ceaseless chatter was something he couldn't stop, wasn't responsible for, that it was just the Irish in him coming out, and most of it was nothing-cluckings and chirrupings about relatives and friends she would never meet, half-baked political opinions, weird scientific commentary gleaned from any number of weird sources (among other things, Andrew was a firm believer in flying saucers, which he called you-foes you-foes)-but this touched her because she had also cried the night he was elected.
”But I didn't cry when that son of a b.i.t.c.h-pardon my French, Miz Holmes-when that son of a b.i.t.c.h Oswald shot him, and I hadn't cried since, and it's been-what, two months?”
Three months and two days, she thought. she thought.
”Something like that, I guess.”
Andrew nodded. ”Then I read this column-in The Daily News, The Daily News, it mighta been-yesterday, about how Johnson's probably gonna do a pretty good job, but it won't be the same. The guy said America had seen the pa.s.sage of the world's last gunslinger.” it mighta been-yesterday, about how Johnson's probably gonna do a pretty good job, but it won't be the same. The guy said America had seen the pa.s.sage of the world's last gunslinger.”
”I don't think John Kennedy was that at all,” Odetta said, and if her voice was sharper than the one Andrew was accustomed to hearing (which it must have been, because she saw his eyes give a startled blink in the rear-view mirror, a blink that was more like a wince), it was because she felt herself touched by this, too. It was absurd, but it was also a fact. There was something about that phrase-America has seen the pa.s.sage of the world's last gunslinger-that rang deeply in her mind. It was ugly, it was untrue-John Kennedy had been a peacemaker, not a leather-slapping Billy the Kid type, that was more in the Goldwater line-but it had also for some reason given her gooseb.u.mps.
”Well, the guy said there would be no shortage of shooters in the world,” Andrew went on, regarding her nervously in the rear-view mirror. ”He mentioned Jack Ruby for one, and Castro, and this fellow in Haiti-”
”Duvalier,” she said. ”Papa Doc.”
”Yeah, him, and Diem-”
”The Diem brothers are dead.”
”Well, he said Jack Kennedy was different, that's all. He said he would draw, but only if someone weaker needed him to draw, and only if there was nothing else to do. He said Kennedy was savvy enough to know that sometimes talking don't do no good. He said Kennedy knew if it's foaming at the mouth you have to shoot it.”
His eyes continued to regard her apprehensively.
”Besides, it was just some column I read.”
The limo was gliding up Fifth Avenue now, headed toward Central Park West, the Cadillac emblem on the end of the hood cutting the frigid February air.
”Yes,” Odetta said mildly, and Andrew's eyes relaxed a trifle. ”I understand. I don't agree, but I understand.”
You are a liar, a voice spoke up in her mind. This was a voice she heard quite often. She had even named it. It was the voice of The Goad. a voice spoke up in her mind. This was a voice she heard quite often. She had even named it. It was the voice of The Goad. You understand perfectly and agree completely. Lie to Andrew if you feel it necessary, but for G.o.d's sake don't lie to yourself, woman. You understand perfectly and agree completely. Lie to Andrew if you feel it necessary, but for G.o.d's sake don't lie to yourself, woman.
Yet part of her protested, horrified. In a world which had become a nuclear powder keg upon which nearly a billion people now sat, it was a mistake-perhaps one of suicidal proportions-to believe there was a difference between good shooters and bad shooters. There were too many shaky hands holding lighters near too many fuses. This was no world for gunslingers. If there had ever been a time for them, it had pa.s.sed.
Hadn't it?