Part 9 (2/2)
”Well, I am tired,” Mrs. Brooke at last said, rising; ”and I am sure Lucy must be so too. Lucy, I advise you to go to bed at once; and, Stella, don't stay in your cousin's room talking, and don't wake Amy, if she is asleep.”
It seemed very strange to Lucy that the family circle should break up for the night without the united acknowledgment of the protecting kindness which had carried them in safety through the day--without invoking the same protecting care through the watches of the night--without the acknowledgment of the sins of the day, and the prayer for forgiveness, and the pet.i.tions for dear absent ones--to which she had always been accustomed. It was plain that no custom of the kind existed in Mr. Brooke's family.
Notwithstanding her mother's prohibition, Stella did linger long in Lucy's room, chattering about one thing after another, Amy's wide-open eyes watching them from her pillow. ”I'm going just in a minute,” she would say, when Lucy reminded her of what her mother had said, and then she would rush into some new subject. Lucy was tired, and was longing to have a little quiet time to herself; but Stella, who was undressing beside her, and would be in bed and asleep as soon as she should go back to her own room, did not consider that.
”There's Stella chattering away yet,” said Ada, as she and Sophy came up-stairs. ”Stella, how naughty of you to stay here so long, keeping Lucy up!”
”I was just talking about two or three things,” said Stella.
”I have no doubt of that,” Sophy remarked; ”but I'm sure Lucy would prefer to have the conversation postponed till to-morrow.”
Ada was examining the various little possessions of Lucy's, which were already on the dressing-table. ”Well, if she hasn't got her Bible out already!” she exclaimed. ”What a good child it is! Does it read it every night?”
”I thought every one did,” said Lucy simply, though her cheek flushed at the tone of the remark.
Ada laughed, and Sophy smiled satirically, though she did not speak.
”Well, you are a simple little thing,” said Ada. ”When you've lived in town for awhile you'll know better.”
”Oh, they're all such good people in Ashleigh! I never knew I did so many wicked things till I was there,” said Stella.
Lucy looked pained, and Sophy interposed. ”Well, you've shocked Lucy enough for one night, and it's high time she and you too were in bed.
So come at once, Stella.”
Ada and Stella kissed Lucy affectionately, as they followed Sophy out of the room, and Lucy was left alone, to think with surprise and distress of the total want of religious feeling which her cousins'
remarks betrayed. When she had once more thanked G.o.d for His goodness, and implored His supporting help, and had read a few comforting verses out of her Bible, she did not forget to pray that her cousins, who so little appreciated its treasures of divine counsel and consolation, might yet be led to know them for themselves. But the fatigue and excitement of the day had thoroughly tired her out, and almost as soon as her head sank on the pillow she was fast asleep, dreaming of the happy times past, and the dear friends now so far away.
X.
_New Experiences._
”I need Thy presence every pa.s.sing hour; Who but Thyself can foil the tempter's power?
When other helpers fail, and comforts flee, Help of the helpless, Lord, abide with me!”
Lucy could hardly understand where she was when she awoke the next morning. She had scarcely ever been absent from home in her life; and the strange and unfamiliar aspect of everything around her quite bewildered her, till little Amy's gentle touch recalled the events of the preceding day. Her home-sickness returned for a time; but the strength came for which she prayed, and she was able to go down to breakfast with a cheerful face.
Sophy and her father were the only ones who appeared at the nominal breakfast hour. Stella had always been late for breakfast at Ashleigh in summer, so it was not surprising that in winter she should be one of the last to appear. But it did not apparently matter much, for the different members of the family seemed to come to the breakfast table just as it suited them, and the meal could scarcely be called a social one. Neither Sophy nor her father talked much, he having his newspaper open before him. Lucy was too shy as yet to talk without encouragement, which Sophy did not give; and she felt it a relief when Stella, with her unfailing loquacity, made her appearance.
”You see it's Sat.u.r.day morning, so one can have a little more sleep,”
she said, yawning as if she had not had enough yet.
”Then why don't you go to bed sooner at night, my dear, if you want more sleep?” asked her father.
But Stella quickly turned the conversation to another subject, and kept up a full stream of talk till Mrs. Brooke and Ada appeared, and soon afterwards Edwin sauntered in.
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