Part 51 (1/2)
”I must admit that I am. When I was young, a well-brought-up girl would hardly have ventured to mention such subjects to her mother, much less discuss them with her lover.”
Beatrice smiled at him.
”I'm afraid your feelings must get many a rude jar in these degenerate times. Still, you know things are changing.”
”That's true,” said Mowbray. ”I've had cause to realize it of late. For example, your brother Lance goes off to Winnipeg on some mysterious business without consulting me, and only tells me in a casual manner that he may have to go again. Respect for parents is not a characteristic of your generation. But I want to speak about Harding.”
He talked very kindly and shrewdly, and when Beatrice left him she sought her favorite place in the shadow of a nearby bluff to think over what he had said.
There was less wind for the next two days, and driving sand no longer raked the grain. From early morning dingy clouds rolled up slowly from the west, and though not a drop of rain fell the distance grew blurred.
The horses on the range were restless and galloped furiously now and then; the gophers scurried up and down the trails; men at work grew impatient over trifling obstacles, and often stopped to watch the clouds. These rolled on and vanished in the east, while many an anxious farmer wondered when the last would rise from the horizon and leave the pitiless sky uncovered again. Thirsty wild creatures stirred in the shadow of the bluffs and rustled through the withered gra.s.s beside the dried-up creeks. Leaves fluttered and hung still again with a strange limpness, their under sides exposed. It was as if the sun-scorched waste and all that lived on it were panting for the rain. And still the clouds that never broke rolled slowly on.
At dusk on the second evening, Beatrice and Harding walked across the prairie, speaking in low voices, anxious and yet serene.
”What are you thinking of, Craig?” Beatrice asked presently.
”Of the weather,” Harding answered. ”Wondering if these clouds will break or clear away again. It looks as if our future hung upon the chance of a storm. If it doesn't come, there's a long uphill fight before us; and I hate to think of what you may have to bear.”
”I'm not afraid,” said Beatrice. ”If I stayed at Allenwood, I should not escape. Perhaps I have missed something by getting through life too easily. I really don't think I'm much weaker, or less capable, than Effie Broadwood, and she's not cast down.”
Harding kissed the hand he held.
”A brave heart like yours carries one a long way, but training and experience are needed. Grit alone is not much use when you're up against a thing you don't know how to do.”
”It helps you to learn. Am I so very stupid? Don't you see, dear, that I want to prove that I can be useful?”
”To carry heavy pails, bake, and mend old overalls? That would be an unthinkable waste of fine material. It's your business to be your beautiful and gracious self, a refining influence, a light in the home!”
Beatrice laughed.
”I'm afraid when you think about me you lose your usual sense. I should be as useful if I were made of painted wax, and you'd get tired of your G.o.ddess some day and want to break me up. I'm alive, you know. I want to be in the midst of the strife. I hear the bugles call.”
Harding kissed her tenderly.
”I'm afraid we'll have to fall in with the firing line, but it will be my business to s.h.i.+eld you from harm,” he said.
”It's a good fight,” she answered with sparkling eyes; ”you have taught me that. The flag goes steadily forward with the pioneers in the van.
There are great alkali barrens, rocks, and muskegs to be overcome, arid plains to be watered, forests cleared, the waste places to be made fruitful. That's why we have painted the Beaver of Industry in the field. But we have our camp-followers--and I might have been one--useless idlers, grafters, and dishonest contractors who rob the fighting men.”
”When we've broken the wilderness, we'll have time to deal with them; but I'm afraid many a pioneer will go down before we march much farther.”
”Ah!” said Beatrice softly. ”But whether the fight is hard or not, you must teach me to do my part.”
She stopped, holding out her hands with an excited cry:
”The rain, Craig; the rain!”
Her hands felt wet, something drummed upon her broad straw hat, and the dust leaped up from the gra.s.s; then the quick patter ceased, and there was stillness again. It lasted for several minutes while both stood tense and still, scarcely venturing to hope. Then there was a roar in the distance and a puff of cool wind, and Harding, touching the girl's arm, hurried her forward.