10 Memories 3 (1/2)

I fell asleep. And when I woke up again I was older. This has happened often. But i'm never much older. The man often looked like he aged quite a bit though. Maybe he was stressed from having me around. But why would I care? He was mean and crazy.

But if you saw him you would've thought that he looked completely normal.

He had a nicer looking face. Not in an attractive way just as though he was approachable. He was skinny and a little shorter for a man maybe around 5'6. Not intimidating in the slightest. He seemed to have many friends who didn't know about what he did behind the scenes. A face really can hide a lot. I guess no one can judge a book by its cover.

”Hey kid. What's today they said it was a good day for children.”

I looked down and with a shaky voice and teary eyes I said ”It's my birthday.”

”That's funny. Guess who won't be celebrating that?” he laughed menacingly and walked out of my room.

He usually didn't come in here. As long as I did anything he asked he wouldn't hit me either.

Now that I see this place. I remember everything. I don't get why I have to relive it again. These were some of the worst and scary times for me.

The only time of my past I want to live through again is when I was 16-17. I was so happy.

I would get to see him again. Wouldn't I? I didn't realize till now how much I missed him. It's been so long. Why can't I get over him? He wasn't that important was he? He was that important honestly.

I can't remember everything perfectly despite going through it again. The non-important days, the days where I would only be in the room or when he wouldn't talk to me. I don't remember very clearly.