Part 7 (1/2)
”I don't think-”
”We owe it to Kevin. You know that. I know he's with G.o.d, but he should still be alive. There were so many things he wanted to do, so much good he could have done.”
I heard Jack take another long drink, and when he spoke, his voice was tinged with sadness. ”He was an incredible person. And don't think I didn't notice that you've roped me into this.”
”Just give me twenty-four hours,” I said. ”If I don't find anything by tomorrow evening, I'll try to contact Edward Jaine and see if he knows anything about the key.”
”If you do find anything, call me. And if I don't hear from you, I'll call you.”
”Don't worry. There's really only one place I can think of to look. After that, I'm out of ideas.”
Nick phoned the next morning when I was in the kitchen finis.h.i.+ng my coffee and reading Grace's front-page story about Kevin. Her byline ran under the obit as well. Nick had already read the story on the Internet.
Long ago when I realized how much Nick would be on the road for his job with the Agency, we made a pact that we wouldn't share news that didn't travel well and would save the rough stuff for when we were together again and could talk it over face-to-face. I didn't tell Nick that I had found Kevin, or any of the rest of the story about him being stalked or my belief that his death was no accident. He knew, of course, that something was wrong. You can't fool a spook, especially if you are sleeping with him.
”Are you okay, baby? I wish I were there.”
”I wish you were here, too. Jack took it hard and Grace covered the story for the Trib. Everyone's devastated.”
”I'm sure.” He exhaled the way he did when he wanted to get something off his chest. ”Look, love, I know my industry fought hard against what Kevin stood for, that we don't accept his arguments and theories that we are somehow responsible for, or the cause of, climate change.”
We had had this discussion before, how industry lawyers and their scientists had come up with an avalanche of data and statistics refuting much of what Kevin had said in Reaping What We Have Sown. Nick was veering into the forbidden territory of news that didn't travel well. He and I had had our differences on this subject. Some of them involved shouting.
”I don't think we should-”
”Wait,” he said. ”Hear me out. Kevin held our feet to the fire, standing there like the reincarnation of St. Francis of a.s.sisi in his quiet, humble way. He never backed down and he wasn't afraid of anything or anyone. Everyone in my business listened to him, Soph. I know a lot of people who rooted for him privately though they couldn't say so publicly, me included. Now that he's gone, there's no one who can take his place. He was a formidable adversary. Everyone's going to miss him, and thanks to you, I was honored to know him as a friend.”
I reached for the dish towel and swiped at my eyes. Eventually I said, ”I'm glad you knew him, too.”
”I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you.”
”I'm not upset.”
”I love you. And I'm afraid I have to go. I'm leaving for the desert tonight and I'm not sure what kind of Internet service I'll have. But I promise I'll call or write as soon as I can.”
”I love you, too.”
Nick wasn't at all religious-the family joke was that he was waiting for the Rapture-so I didn't expect him to say what he said next. ”I guess G.o.d decided He needed Kevin more than we did, so He called him home.”
If he meant it as a comfort to me, it wasn't. I didn't think G.o.d had called Kevin home.
I still thought there was a killer out there who had made that decision.
My solitary idea about what the little gray key unlocked wasn't that imaginative. At the party two nights ago, Kevin and Thea Stavros had talked about a study room he used in the Science, Technology and Business Library at the Library of Congress. I had already checked and found it was located in the John Adams Building across the street behind the main Jefferson library. What were the odds I'd find lockers there where scholars like Kevin could leave books, papers, and other reference materials at the end of the day?
I grabbed my camera bag and the key to my Vespa from a hook on an antique hall rack and went downstairs. Nick and I rented the top two floors of a Queen Anne gingerbread row house on S Street, just north of Dupont Circle. India Ferrer, our landlady, lived next door, and the lower two floors were occupied by Maximillian Katzer, an interior designer who owned an upscale antiques gallery in Georgetown. Our apartment had come furnished, and we'd sold almost everything we owned in England rather than pay to s.h.i.+p it home, so over the winter Max had taken me around town to his friends' galleries and used his professional discount and bargaining skills to help me purchase a number of pieces of vintage furniture that would have otherwise been out of my price range. Nick and I moved India's things to the carriage house in the alley behind the two row houses, and gradually the duplex started to feel like home. In return for Max's design help and services, I photographed several of his clients' homes for his portfolio and took pictures for his website. So far we both thought it had been a good deal.
An envelope with M. Katzer Fine Antiques engraved in plum-colored ink lay on the floor below the mail slot when I got downstairs to the foyer. The handwritten note looked like he'd written in haste.
Left very early this morning and didn't think you'd be up. My deepest condolences on the death of your friend-saw the story on the news. I'll call you for a drink. I'm sure you could use one. Love.
I took a deep breath, sent him a thank-you text message, and put the note in my camera bag. Overnight the weather had changed from yesterday's late-winter raw chilliness to the soft suns.h.i.+ne and sharp blue skies of early spring. Was.h.i.+ngton is like that now, seasons that ping-pong back and forth, so it might be seventy for a few days in December, or there will be a brief, fierce blizzard in late March, instead of the orderly trajectory of the seasons that I remember growing up. Kevin had told me climate change evolved over centuries, not decades, but I still thought the weather was crazier and more extreme now.
I unlocked the large sliding doors to the carriage house where I kept my mint-green Vespa in bad weather. It had been one of my first purchases when I moved home after owning one in London and discovering what a G.o.dsend it was in a city with no place to park. But D.C. didn't have London's temperate climate, so when the weather turned bad, I took cabs or the Metro, or borrowed Niles, India's late husband's British racing-green Jaguar. Parking the Jaguar was like docking the Queen Mary, and within a few months Nick had moved back to D.C. as well, so at Christmas we bought a used red-and-white-striped Mini Cooper convertible from a family friend.
But today was perfect for the Vespa, and after a half-hour trip from Dupont Circle to Capitol Hill, it took only a few minutes to find a lamppost on 2nd Street, a block from the Adams Building, where I chained the scooter.
A guard at the front desk in the empty lobby looked inside my camera bag and asked me to walk through a metal detector before directing me to a bank of elevators down the hall. I was the lone occupant of the car, which went straight to the fifth floor. Unlike the palatial Thomas Jefferson Building across the street, the staid-looking Adams Building, built in the 1930s for the sole purpose of housing overflow books, wasn't a tourist destination. The only people I was likely to encounter in the corridors were employees of the Library of Congress and people who had come to do research as Kevin had done. So far, other than the guard downstairs, I hadn't seen a soul.
The double doors to the Science and Business Reading Room had been thrown open on an enormous high-ceilinged Art Deco s.p.a.ce of lighted bookcases and walls of gray concrete block decorated with subtly colored murals and quotations. Candlestick lamps with green-striped copper shades lined rows of mahogany tables and made pools of golden light in an otherwise coolly lit elegant room where half a dozen people read, wrote, or typed on laptops. Kevin must have loved this beautiful place with its air of Old World scholars.h.i.+p and reverential silence.
A cute blonde who looked like she'd just graduated college asked for my reader's card at the entrance desk. The laminated ID around her neck said her name was Logan Day. A few months ago when I was still working at the photo agency in Georgetown, I'd gotten a reader's card when I needed to use another of the library's specialized reading rooms before a photo shoot at the Turkish emba.s.sy. I pulled it out of my wallet and handed it to Logan Day. She examined it and asked me to sign in.
”Is Thea Stavros here?” I asked.
”She's in her office. Do you have an appointment?”
”No. Actually, I was just wondering if this reading room has public lockers.”
”Around the corner,” she said, and I felt a little zing of excitement. ”The long teal doors, two rows of them, above the bookshelves. You'll need a library ladder to reach the top row. Unfortunately, ever since the earthquake a few are jammed shut, but you won't have any problem finding one that's free.”
”The earthquake damaged this building?” I said.
”It did that.” She pointed to a long jagged crack like a lightning bolt in the far wall. ”And some of the lockers. But I'm sure you'll find an empty one.”
I thanked her and walked around the corner.
A moment later I was back, holding the key. ”Those look like storage cabinets. I'm looking for the locker that this key fits, number fifty-eight.”
Logan examined it. ”It's not ours.”
”Don't the people who use your research facilities need lockers to keep their things secure when they leave at the end of the day?”
She pa.s.sed the key back to me and shook her head. ”They're called study rooms, but they're more like individual private offices with doors that can be locked. Everyone leaves their stuff in their own room.” She frowned. ”Why are you so sure that key belongs to us?”
I'd tripped too many red flags and now I'd made her suspicious. But I was also out of ideas about what the key might unlock. ”I'm not. A friend who uses one of your rooms might have dropped it when he and I were down at the Tidal Basin yesterday.”
Her eyes narrowed. ”So you're trying to get into your friend's locker, rather than returning the key to him?”
”I don't know if it's his, so I thought I would check here first. Unfortunately I can't ask him anymore if it belonged to him.”
”Why not?”
”He's dead.”