Vol 3 Chapter 3 (1/2)
CHAPTER 3
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These past two days, Yokozawa and the other sales reps had been working harder than draft horses. Of course, they were always diligent and serious in their jobs, but this was the first time they’d ever experienced such a bloodthirsty atmosphere.
However, thanks to their hard work, they seemed to have finally spotted the finish line to overcoming the problem staring them in the face, and Yokozawa felt comfortable admitting that they’d made it out of the danger zone. With the word having finally come down from their superiors, all that was left was to see everything through safely to its end.
Tomorrow he’d be out and about on his feet all day making calls, but with the prospect of finally resolving everything bearing down upon him, he felt as if a great weight had been lifted from his shoulders. Granted, the reason they’d been able to resolve the situation had been due in no small part to the cooperation of a great many people, and he’d have to pay them back with his hard work in the future.
While there were still a few small, irritating matters that required his attention, he’d likely be able to take care of everything provided he attended to them as they came, and although there was still some underlying resentment to the lovely parting gift the employee had left them all, he was mostly just glad that the guy had left the sales department for good. If his work ethic had continued unnoticed, things could have been a h.e.l.l of a lot worse.
More to the point, everyone coming together as they had to solve this problem had greatly improved the camaraderie among the group, he felt. They all had their individual talents, to be sure, but Yokozawa was glad to have experienced for himself how working together like this just improved the group’s overall potential even further.
Still, he hoped to never soon repeat something like this. On the heels of this issue, a new rule was being instated requiring all members of the department to be sure to report the status of the projects in which they were involved. It had become achingly apparent that attempting to take on too much by oneself resulted in serious errors, and none had voiced any opposition to the new measure.
“We’re currently holding a sales campaign on our newest product! Please try out this free sample!”
Shoved along with the crowd as he exited the station, a young woman pressed something into Yokozawa’s hand.
“What’s the point of giving me something like this…?” It seemed to be some sort of deodorant towelette for mopping away sweat, but the pink packaging and “peach mint scent” made it clear that this product was marketed toward women. Deciding he’d have to just foist it on Hiyori later, he slipped the sample into his pocket and weaved his way through the crowd toward his destination.
With the sun setting, it was thankfully a bit cooler now, but the breeze snaking around his body was still faintly warm. He sighed to himself, lamenting that the sweltering nights would surely be cooler if they could get a shower or two to come along.
He trod along a path he knew all too well, headed for Books Marimo—but not for work, today, instead hoping to find a cookbook that might help him plan the menu for Hiyori’s birthday party.
Figuring the store would have a wide range of books to choose from, he hadn’t given his trip much forethought, but it probably hadn’t been the best idea to visit a store packed to the gills with people who were bound to recognize him. How on earth was he supposed to explain himself if someone spotted him scouring the cooking section?
While he was considering that maybe it would be best to just give up and try for another shop, though, he arrived at the stop before he realized it. “…Maybe I’m over thinking things…”
Just because there were a lot of people he knew working there, it didn’t mean they were bound to notice him. Plus, at so large a bookstore as Books Marimo, there were probably more employees who wouldn’t recognize him. Convincing himself thusly, he girded his loins to enter the shop—when his phone began buzzing in his pocket with a call from Kiris.h.i.+ma. He’d mentioned earlier that the’d be out of the office on a meeting and had left some time that morning.
“Yes, this is Yokozawa.”
“It’s me. Can you talk right now?”
“Yeah, it’s fine. What’s wrong?” Kiris.h.i.+ma tended to opt for a direct phone call rather than a simple text when he wanted a favor. Stepping off to the side so as not to get in the way of other customers entering and leaving the shop, Yokozawa turned his attention to their conversation.
“Seems like work’s gonna take a little long this evening, so I don’t think I’ll make it home in time for dinner. Sorry about it—but would you mind going ahead and eating with Hiyo?”
“Weren’t you supposed to go straight home after you finished up your business with an author? Did something happen?” If Yokozawa recalled correctly, Kiris.h.i.+ma was supposed to be meeting with Ijuuin today. Maybe things hadn’t gone the way he’d suspected they would with the author.
“Oh—no, it’s nothing like that really. Just—I had some other work to take care of after it that’s taking longer than I expected. I’ll be sure to bring Hiyo a treat home with me, so apologize to her for me?”
“All right—then, give me a call when you get to the station. I’ll have dinner waiting for you then.”
“Sorry for the trouble—I’ll see you later.” Seemingly relieved at Yokozawa’s reply, a fl.u.s.tered Kiris.h.i.+ma quickly cut the call short. In the j.a.pun offices, there were always plans floating around for anime or drama adaptations of series. When one rose up the ladder to the position of editor in chief, one’s work became less about managing authors and running around picking up ma.n.u.scripts and more about sitting in on meetings and discussions, work as the representative for the editing department only increasing.
Yet Kiris.h.i.+ma managed to complete all of his own work as well as guiding his subordinates, all the while never neglecting his role as a father. When did the guy manage to find the time to take a breather?
Firing off an e-mail to Hiyori to let her know when he’d be home, Yokozawa stepped into the bookstore, nearly boarding the down escalator out of habit. “Oops—my apologies,” he muttered as he hastily turned around and weaved his way through the people waiting behind him. Tamping down his embarra.s.sment, he glanced over to review the map hanging on the wall. Taking the escalator up the second floor, where the cookbooks were organized, he headed for the shelves he was concerned with.
“So, guess this is it…” As expected, Books Marimo offered quite the impressive lineup of products, with more books than he could possibly count lined up on the shelves. From specialty texts aimed at professionals to introductory texts full of pictures aimed at beginners, it was impossible to determine where to even start. Yokozawa took one long sweep of the shelves, scanning for anything that popped out, before his gaze drew to a stop on a magazine aimed at housewives. It seemed to be the previous month’s issue—and boasted a collection of recipes for children’s parties on the cover.
Taking the magazine in hand, he flipped through to scan the contents, relieved to find that the recipes included within didn’t seem all that complicated. Given the range of dishes and the visual impact, he decided to buy the magazine, and considered that it might be best to practice a few of the dishes at his own place, out of sight of Hiyori, to avoid the possibility of s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g up on her big day.
Returning to the first floor, he scouted out a register on the far end not manned by anyone he knew and finished up his business. But just as he was about to make his way home, relieved that he’d managed to find what he needed without issue, he caught a voice calling out to him.
“Huh? Yokozawa-san?”
“O—oh, hey…Yukina.” Perhaps because he’d had his guard down, his tone came out rather suspicious-sounding, but Yokozawa’s strange demeanor didn’t seem to ping the radar of the Books Marimo part-timer in the least, and Yukina Kou greeted him without a care in the world.
“You should have mentioned something if you were here!”
“I just came for some personal business as a customer today, that’s all. I didn’t want to disturb anyone.” It was nothing more than a flimsy excuse—but he could hardly say he’d explicitly avoided the comics floor so that he wouldn’t be caught by anyone he knew.
Despite being a full-time art university student, Yukina was in charge of the shoujo manga book racks here, making excellent use of his almost maniacal knowledge of the genre. There were none in the sales department who didn’t know Yukina, as he was quite famous among the sales reps for inducing huge leaps in sales of any t.i.tles that he pushed to customers. Plus—he was the only one who could dream up such pa.s.sion-filled promotional displays. While none intended to interfere with whatever his plans might be, many a sales rep fervently hoped he’d find formal employment with Marimo Books in the future.
“You done with work for the day?”
“I am; I had the morning s.h.i.+ft, today. If you’re headed out now, would you mind if we walked to the station together, Yokozawa-san?”
“You sure you wouldn’t rather head out with one of those girls ogling you over there?” The guy had looks that made him seem as if he’d jumped out of the pages of a shoujo manga himself, garnering quite a following of ardent fans. It was commonplace to find gaggles of high-school students hanging around in front of the shop, and he wound up with a mountain of chocolates every Valentine’s Day.
“Well, I’m not on duty now—so it wouldn’t do to give them any false hopes,” he responded with a gentle smile. He seemed to not only be well-equipped on the outside but in personality as well, amicable with coworkers and obedient with his superiors. While he might be aware of how popular he was, he obviously hadn’t let it go to his head. His parents must have raised him well.
Yokozawa couldn’t remotely imagine what kind of person might found themselves. .h.i.tched to a guy like this. “Well then…shall we head out?”
Eager to avoid the high-school girls following them, they rushed to cross the street before the light changed, somehow managing to slip into the crowd and heading back up the path that Yokozawa had just traveled.
“Still, it’s quite warm today! I was inside the shop all day for work, but I’m sure you sales reps must have it rough!”
“I suppose. I’ll admit that it’s tough making rounds in this weather, though; the difference in temperatures inside and outside really take their toll on you. But—truthfully, a desk job never suited me.”
It was tough regulating one’s body temperature forever darting in and out of the baking heat outside and the air-conditioning inside. While few businesses set their thermostats to freezing these days, with the advent of energy conservation measures in recent years, it still put stress on his body’s core temperature.
“Ah, you have a point. The really cool trains feel like heaven when you first board, but if you spend too long riding them, your sweat starts to chill and it’s a whole new problem. Still, once you get off, it’s like diving into h.e.l.l again.”
“It never used to bother me, though; guess that’s age for ya.”
“‘That’s age for ya’—what’re you talking about? Wait—just how old are you again, Yokozawa-san?”
“Twenty-eight.”
“EH?” Yukina’s expression froze as if he’d just seen a ghost, and Yokozawa’s brows drew together in a frown—it wasn’t as if he didn’t understand the reaction, but really, there was no need to act so surprised.
“…What’s with that face?”
“Ah—no it’s just, well you remember that editor you introduced to me a while back? I was just shocked you were actually younger than him…”
“Ugh—why the h.e.l.l did you have to go and compare me with him?” Yokozawa was well aware of the fact that he looked old for his age, but he never wanted to be compared with the biggest babyface in the company. It wasn’t going too far to state that how on earth that guy managed to stay looking so young and vivacious was one of the seven mysteries of Marukawa Shoten.
Perhaps thinking that he’d offended Yokozawa, Yukina frantically rushed to change the topic. “O—oh right! The publis.h.i.+ng companies have summer break periods also, don’t they? I suppose around Obon or something?”
“Nah—we don’t have set vacation periods. Everyone has to apply in advance to take time off when they want.”
“Wow…that’s actually nice! If you aim for a period apart from most companies, you can plan a trip for a time when it won’t be as crowded!”
“Our department head’s off on a trip overseas for just that reason. Oh—wait, no…I think he’s due back today, actually.”
“That must be nice, taking a trip overseas!”
While it certainly was nice being able to take a vacation during periods other than peak season, it made it difficult to actually find the time to do so. That drawback was the whole reason he hadn’t really gotten to take a proper vacation last year, and when he’d confessed to Kiris.h.i.+ma that this year was looking to be the same, the guy had thrown a fit.
“Well, if you can find the time, at least.”
“Can’t you take off whenever you like?”
“Sure, but…it’s not so easy when you consider your workload.” He trailed off as they entered the station proper, and the cool air flowing from a nearby department store played across his skin, mixing with the warm breeze around him.
Any time he thought about taking a vacation, his thoughts always tended to drift to the work that would be waiting for him when he came back. He fervently wished he were more adept at turning his work mode ‘on’ and ‘off’, but it was no small matter.
“You’re very hard-working, Yokozawa-san. You should stop worrying about work and just relax, at least when you’re on vacation!”
“Well, if you have any tips on how to do so—I’m all ears.”
“Haha, you have a point.” They started down the stairs, when Yukina made a sound of surprised confusion. “Hey—isn’t that…Kiris.h.i.+ma-san over there?”
“Huh?” Turning his gaze in the direction Yukina was gesturing, he caught Kiris.h.i.+ma’s figure, sure enough. He was standing in front of a department store guide map with a woman—a beautiful one with long hair bound up and wearing a pants suit. He couldn’t see Kiris.h.i.+ma’s expression from this angle, but the woman had a warm, friendly smile turned his way. They traded a few words as they wandered into the underground market area of the station.
“You didn’t want to call out to him?” Yukina curiously questioned Yokozawa, who’d frozen in place, unable to react.
“Well—we shouldn’t bother him during work.”
“That was work? That woman looked quite happy speaking with him; I just a.s.sumed she was his girlfriend.”
“Huh? Why would you think that?” he bristled unthinkingly, voice edged with irritation. Yukina likely had meant nothing by the comment, and it was natural for Yukina—who knew nothing of his and Kiris.h.i.+ma’s relations.h.i.+p—to a.s.sume that the pair were dating.
Despite understanding this, though, he couldn’t keep his heart calm. Yukina, to his credit, seemed oblivious to Yokozawa’s roiling emotions, and continued to himself, “I’ve only really met Kiris.h.i.+ma-san formally that one time at the autograph event, but he seems so cool… Man, I hope I can be like him when I grow up.”
“………” Kiris.h.i.+ma had said he was doing work, and Yokozawa didn’t doubt that was the truth. He wasn’t doubting the guy—the reason he was feeling so out of sorts…was simply because he was jealous. It was exactly as Yukina had said: they made an attractive pair.
Yokozawa often found himself wary of the gazes of those around them, but he highly doubted that anyone would look at the two of them walking together and suspect that they were lovers. And yet despite being so sure that no one would ever suspect the two of them to be dating…here he was getting jealous of some girl for just lookinglike Kiris.h.i.+ma’s girlfriend.
“…Yokozawa-san?”
“Sorry—think I got a little woozy from the heat.”
“Are you all right? You might have heatstroke!”
He felt bad for making Yukina worry, but he could hardly confess he’d just made something up on the spot now. “Yeah… I think I’m gonna grab something to drink first before heading home.”
“Would you like me to get something for you?”
Yokozawa nipped the matter in the bud before Yukina could offer to stay with him until he felt better. “I’ll be fine: it’s no big deal. I’ll just get something from a vending machine on the train platform. Your train’s that way, right? I’m taking the subway.”
Despite still wearing a worried expression, Yukina obediently took out his train pa.s.s case and headed for the ticket gates. “Well then—be sure to rest up today! Take care!”
“Thanks; you take care going home as well.”
“Right! If you’ll excuse me now.”
With the effort of keeping up appearances with his hastily made-up excuse, Yokozawa’s throat had actually become really parched, and after pa.s.sing through his own set of ticket gates, he pa.s.sed up the line waiting to board the train and instead headed for the vending machines.
Pa.s.sing his IC card over the sensor, he pressed the b.u.t.ton for a bottle of mineral water, and with a clunk, the bottle came clattering down. Reaching down to take the bottle in hand, he gulped down the cool water.
While the chill worked to cool his flushed body by several measures, though, it couldn’t sooth the unease that had settled over his chest.
“Ugh…” For some time now, Yokozawa’s mind had been full of nothing but what he’d seen back at the station.
It was beyond narrow-minded to jump to conclusions like this just because Kiris.h.i.+ma was walking around with some woman, Yokozawa’s conscience was quick to remind him, but he just couldn’t shake that sense of unease.
The fact that the treat Kiris.h.i.+ma had brought home for Hiyori was an a.s.sortment of gelatin desserts from the very station department store Yokozawa had spotted him at only strengthened the flights of fancy in his mind. He’d probably bought it when Yokozawa and Yukina had seen him, and Yokozawa desperately wished there were some way to wash from his mind the image of the pair merrily shopping together.
So overcome was he with these feelings of irritation and frustration, he stepped out onto the veranda to smoke a cigarette at Kiris.h.i.+ma’s apartment for the very first time. Naturally, he’d at least made sure that Hiyori was already asleep, but he’d have to put off his goal of quitting smoking for a while yet at this rate.
“G.o.d, I’m pathetic…”
Part of the reason he was having such difficulty settling his feelings on the matter had been due to the fact that Kiris.h.i.+ma had been so vague in speaking about his work today. He’d been upfront about the fact that things had gone well with Ijuuin but had returned nothing but ambiguous responses when pressed about the second work matter.
Yokozawa had known right away he was being lied to; after all, if it had been something Kiris.h.i.+ma actually wasn’t at liberty to discuss, he was always quick to say so. Poker face though he may have had, Kiris.h.i.+ma wasn’t actually very adept at hiding things. He had no problem offering faint praise with a smile on his lips, but when he was hiding something, he became absurdly suspicious in his mannerisms.
Yokozawa stuffed the cigarette b.u.t.t, now short and hardly smoked at all, into his pocket ashtray and headed back into the room, breath drawing short as he wandered into the cool, air-conditioned living room. Perhaps part of the reason he hadn’t been able to organize his thoughts had been the sweltering night air draping itself around him.
Kiris.h.i.+ma was sitting on the couch watching the business news while paging through what looked to be a literature piece. He flipped through the pages swiftly, reading at a rather quick pace.
“What are you reading?”
“Usami Akihiko’s latest piece. They got the samples in today, so I borrowed one.”
“Oh, that…” There had been talk around the office about the flighty author’s editor finally managing to catch him and holing him up in the hotel he’d cloistered himself in until he finished the ma.n.u.script. Given the way the literature sales reps’ eyes had seemed to be almost br.i.m.m.i.n.g with tears as they expressed their relief that the book had been finished on time, there was likely a grain of truth to the rumor.
“He really is something… It’s only the prologue, but it just pulls you right in. Just goes to show you his skill as an author to be able to suck a reader in right from the start.”
“Well I haven’t gotten to read it yet, so don’t spoil anything.”
“Yeah yeah, I know.”
Yokozawa headed for the fridge, intent on quenching his parched throat. As he filled a gla.s.s with some barley tea he’d made earlier, he caught the sound of a cellphone ringing—and it wasn’t his. But while Kiris.h.i.+ma had to have realized that it was his own, he made no move to answer it, a fact with drew Yokozawa’s curiosity.
“Hey—your phone’s ringing. You’ve been getting a lot of calls tonight, huh…” Indeed, it had been ringing on and off for a while now, and for some reason Kiris.h.i.+ma never made motions to check who was calling.
“It’s just a text; I’ll glance over it later.”
“If it’s just a text, then why not check it now? What if it’s one of your subordinates needing help with something urgent?”